Voice In My Head Prod Vaegud & Sketchmyname

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Lyrics:
I know you look at me and you think of him
You're disappointed
'Cause I don't compare, I get that you're bored of me
Just set me free
So lure me in to look for him inside me
Wear me down 'til I feel like I can't breathe
Pick me apart, pretend it's cause you love me
I know you don't

You come right back to me
Cause I'm always your plan b
And I take it every time
Cause we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy
Do I look like a crutch to you
Play me for a fucking fool
And I know that this can't last
But we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy

And I'll pull thе knife right out of my back and then
Put it in your hand again
You always say you'll change but you'rе never different
At least you're consistent
Does he make you happier than I can
In your thoughts when I'm the one in your bed
You get off by fucking around with my head
Then let me go, but
You come right back to me
Cause I'm always your plan b
And I take it every time
Cause we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy
Do I look like a crutch to you
Play me for a fucking fool
And I know that this can't last
But we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy

Yea, 'cause we're stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy
Are you done fucking around with my head
'Cause we're stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy

'Cause I'm stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy
Are you done fucking around with my head
'Cause I'm stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy

Plan B

plan b

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

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I dont want this anymore

check out my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/leonjohnston

girl yeah I’m the only one,
girl yeah watch me come undone,
white lines coat my vision man
watch me loose myself again

piercing pressure in my head
some say live some want me dead
pop a pill or two to sleep
baby girl I’m yours to keep

what am I?
no sense of purpose in this world I call home
I’m losing control

I never planned it to turn out this way yeah,
I’m stumbling on my own words I don’t know what to say
so, I settle in this little home inside my chest
stay right here, lock the door and say it’s for the best

losing to temptation, losing all again
your texting my back say you wanna be more then friends
cus you know how its gonna end,
you lost to all this guilt again

who said, what’s that, I don’t know you
listen to me yeah, I leave when I choose
who said, what’s that, I don’t trust you
I’ve lost myself this all breaks me in two

girl yeah I’m the only one,
girl yeah watch me come undone,
white lines coat my vision man
watch me loose myself again

piercing pressure in my head
some say live some want me dead
pop a pill or two to sleep
baby girl I’m yours to keep

I call her up, she doesn’t call me back 
I only see her when she turns her back 
I know I put you through a lotta hurt 
But you dragged me all along this dirt 

You make me feel I don't deserve you 
Even after everything we've been through 
I seem to keep on coming back to you 
And you seem to keep on climbing up on me 

I still don't know where I am 
I see passion in our pain 
I'm still loving you the same 
But I ain't coping with the pain 

I've lost myself in you 
I can’t get enough of you 
The pain it comes with you 
Yeah it rushes me to hell

girl yeah I’m the only one,
girl yeah watch me come undone,
white lines coat my vision man
watch me loose myself again

piercing pressure in my head
some say live some want me dead
pop a pill or two to sleep
baby girl I’m yours to keep

only one; come undone (Ft Leon Johnston)

☆ with @slothboipapi
☆ artwork by Aidan Netley - instagram.com/aidannetley
☆ produced and mixed by me. 

☆ lyrics:

Video<3

☆ Lie To Me w/ $LOTHBOI ☆

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cscu1d9DIZo

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cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

Devil

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Devil (5head)  [Music Video ↓]

bummer

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
mix/master w/ @idleglance <3
art by sepha.
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Lyrics:

if we just talked honestly
maybe we wouldn't be here
x2

and all that i learned might've
might've set my mind free
but also ended me
and also ended me

you know the drinkings not for fun 
when the beer tastes fishy
and the comforts not for jokes
just to calm a state of dread

you know that love is not for fun
when your feeling second grade
and the comfort turned to passive aggressive wordplay instead

so fuck it all
now i dont give a fuck about ur love
and i dont give a fuck about us
no i don't even care at all
no i don't even care you're done

if we just talked honestly
maybe we wouldn't be here
x2

and all that i learned might've
might've set my mind free
but also ended me
and also ended me

and all that we talked about
might've closed our endless doubts
but still i judge you
and still you judged me

you that drinking's not for fun
when it makes you ill for days
and the second self you wear
frees your fears
but in a haze

so fuck it all
now i dont give a fuck about ur love
and i dont give a fuck about us
no i don't even care at all
no i don't even care you're done

if we just talked honestly
maybe we wouldn't be here
x2

ALL PLATFORMS <3

Clampunch

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
(mayten)

small talk

Lyrics

All this pain I'm holding
Feel like I might just start folding
My heart's dead, it got all molded
My head's a sea, I'ma split it like moses

Drive into the back of a building
I'ma hurt myself like you hurt my feelings
All I see is death when I look up at the ceiling
Stuck inside the past, that shit fucking up my healing

Did me so wrong and I think about it all
Ain't no "Ken, yo how you are?" you don't even try to call
I'ma flip until I fall, throw my fist into the wall
Pretty girls so fake, guess that's why they call 'em dolls

I don't know what it is that you want from me
But I swear to fucking god there ain't nothing here to see
Everything I was I'm not and I'm never gonna be again
She gone pull up to the spot so she can leave again

Hurt so much now I just done had enough
Bitch I don't wanna talk can you please just shut it up?
If I get me something good then you know I'll fuck it up
Can't but I could, won't would fall in love

All this pain I'm holding
I might just start folding
Heart's dead, got all molded
Split my head like moses

I think that I might just move on to the next bitch
If I think the one I'm with just might not be the best fit
I'ma keep it honest ain't no feelings I'ma mess with
Still ain't found the one with all these hoes that I met with

Rip my heart out, slam it on a page
Yeah that's how I make a song that be inflamed will all the rage
You could try to sound like me but you & I we ain't the same
I don't even know what I am, how you think I made my name?

I'm selling a lease on what I lean the least on...my soul
I don't think that I'ma really fucking need one
Where I'm going
And I wish I was joking

unknxwn.

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