*These songs are gathered after my emotions gathered during the year.
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Lies

fading

you made me sO happy

ig:@slime.blickii | Produced by Ric Fade & Nova

Slime Blickii - Ballet Mansion ft Prettyheartbreak

[PROD. TRECHOR BOY]
MIX & MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy
https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/suckerpunnk
https://soundcloud.com/iamcjcarter

YOU CAN NEVER BE SAVED...


ERISU:

Up in my blood is the fantasy
xan take me out before I go to sleep
Strayed from the light So I’ve fallen deep
The darkness has taken up hold of me

Drink from the blood of the fucking weak
I am the ultimate, follow me
Baphomet whispered from in the sink 
I saw his image in front of me

Drowned in the loss and the suffering 
I was forgotten to rot in peace 
I will make you remember me 
I will make you remember me 

You thought I’d just let this destroy me 
Forged in the fires of hell I seek 
Vengeance is all I will ever need 
I’ll leave you cursed
Don’t you fuck with me

EVOL:

what have i become?
all of my demons won
i let the darkness in & take over
crashed the car again
just to feel somethin
anything but this
i’m not sober..

Just let me out
i cant breathe at all
i’m trapped between
these 4 walls

i feel the pressure
i think i’m cracking
i’m falling backwards
no one to catch me

SUCKERPUNK:

AND I KNOW IT’S MY FAULT
BUT I JUST Feel so Empty
There’s no one I can call
I don’t think you can help me...
Why you always gotta act like that?
Touch me..
You know how I feel!
You know how I feel!!
About you babe..
But can’t come back
You know I can’t do that again...

EVOL:

I walk alone in the dark
It’s been this way from the start
i’d let u tear me apart
im so jaded

run away from the past
but it keeps coming back
so i keep running fast
will i make it?

Just let me out
i cant breathe at all
i’m trapped between
these 4 walls

i feel the pressure
i think i’m cracking
i’m falling backwards
no one to catch me

ERISU:

You
Ripped
APART!!!

Fall through My arms!!


Save me 
from the dark!!

I.. can’t.. hold on!!!


You!!
Ripped!!
APART!!!

Fall through
My arms!!!!


Save me 
from the dark!!

I.. can’t.. hold.. on!!!

666! - ERISU X SUCKERPUNK X LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS [PROD. TRECHOR BOY]

Lyrics:

wake alone on your shelf
fearing from this hell
medicated im losing balance
suffocating from myself

twisting pathways never seem to end
watching you work your way through the woodwork to me
buried deep beneath my skin
im sick of this ill cut you out and move on

taking chances breaking free theirs no end to this I cant see
the writing on the walls explaining my delusions, 
fading in the background in front of me, lose this atrocity
where do you wanna be, I wish I never met you

and your friends, filled to the brim with painkillers
opioids amphetamines, filling up my brain with negativity
Its this addictions, afflictions, in front of me
I guess its time I left you

I’ve wondered, I’ve wondered more times then I can count
if I left you behind, would I still hate myself
I’ve pondered, I’ve pondered back and forth staring at me
if I could love myself, would I still be in this hell

wake alone on your shelf
fearing from this hell
misery seems to find my shoulder
fall in love with me again

looking at you makes me break again
seeing you smiling in the reflection with him, not me
self-destructive tendencies seem to leech inside my hands
take control of my thought process I just really need a friend

who can understand this, no one but me
living in this hell it’s built on self negativity
I know that I won’t help me get where I wanna really be
lock myself inside my room board up the windows a crescendo of my mental state,

I take a step back and I analyze
to specify my temperament I need to leave
emphasize you criticize the means of me
improvise you jeopardize the means to see

I’ve wondered, I’ve wondered more times then I can count
if I left you behind, would I still hate myself
I’ve pondered, I’ve pondered back and forth staring at me
if I could love myself, would I still be in this hell

Carving This Hell

in memory of Alex, a big fan of mine who unfortunately passed away Saturday of last week in a drowning accident. He was 15 years old.

Fly high Alex. I pray your memory and this song brings nothing but positivity and love to all those who listen. Thank you for being part of the Disheartened Community.

Prod. by Matias Muraja

Alex's Interlude

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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