Blue Sky

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/pleasefuckdie

Automatic, I'm static,
I've had it,
Trapped addict,
Trust,
Take granted,
Talk rapid,
Lust,
Bad habits,
You acted,
Just,
Let me suffer,
Just beg another,
My dead that smother,
But it give me comfort,
I'm out of color,
No rush for cover,
I gut my lover
We dead each other,

No superficial,
Just want a little,
More love for issues,
Just Clutch the improve,
But keep the excuse,
She been the immune,
I lost to misuse,
I lost to issues,

All that shit don't matter,
You actor,
We fuck then scatter,
No place to shatter,
My lonely face,
I just been the pattern,
Been lost for hours,
Been lost without her,

She want all my cuts,
But I feel less than enough,
You don't need to adjust,
You're living with us,
I don't want you run,
But it's better as such,
But you'll stay in my blood,
I ain't no one to trust,
I ain't no one to trust,
She want all my cuts,
But I feel less than enough,
You don't need to adjust,
You're just living with us

enough cuts (Prod. pleasefuckdie)

https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase
https://soundcloud.com/leoivmusic

Lyrics

How you feeling sloth
Shit I'm feeling fucking lost

Got a double cup
I'm sipping till the sun come up

Got a couple reasons
Why they call me fucking bum

Bitch I'm running outta luck
Screaming till I'm fucking numb

Told me
This no game
But you cheat

Red drop
Down my cheek
Cuz I bleed

Feel weak
Cuz life's bleak
So I'm geeked

Sick of fucking lies that they spitting through they fucking teeth

I got bad days
Cuz I be missing all of the dead

I be chanting
Some prayers cuz I'm playing pretend

It's the homies
That keeping me alive in the end
Where the fuck are my friends
Bitch I be blind from a bend

2 Months
3 Weeks
And 6 days

I want a quick death
And yea I'm in the fast lane

Mouth shut
Je ne veux pas parler
Eyes closed
Cest comme ca jsuis cassé

Dark tint can't even see dat bitch in the whip
Straight liqs I can't even feel what it is
So fucked tell me where the fuck that I am
Got rich I swear that I been losing my friends

I got bad days
Cuz I be missing all of the dead
I be chanting
Some prayers cuz I'm playing pretend
It's the homies
That keeping me alive in the end
Where the fuck are my friends
Bitch I be blind from a bend

Workaholic with addiction least I'm fucking honest
All these pussy boys be acting like they fucking flawless
Me and leo we be sober then we back up on it
Least we fucking know that we be dying, so we living lawless

Know my ex be hating that my music fucking poppin
Bitch I'm moving up the ladder with the homies we be mobbing
Ain't no fucking rookies no more, now we moving like we got it
Came up all together know my brothers know the struggle, honest

How you feeling sloth
Shit I'm feeling fucking lost

Got a double cup
I'm sipping till the sun come up

Got a couple reasons
Why they call me fucking bum

Bitch I'm running outta luck
Screaming till I'm fucking numb

Told me
This no game
But you cheat

Red drop
Down my cheek
Cuz I bleed

Feel weak
Cuz lifes bleak
So I'm geeked

Sick of fucking lies that they spitting through they fucking teeth

Bender

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Bender w/ Leo IV (ERLAX)

Lyrics: 
It’s not so hard 
It’s not so hard
It’s not so 
It’s not so
It’s not so hard
It’s not so hard
It’s not so hard it’s not it’s not 
It’s not so hard
Got a gun to my head so I blast the fucking shit and see the sky
It’s not so hard 
It’s not so hard 
It’s not so
Tear off my head if I could 
You would not say a thing 
I’m seeing myself in my head 
I cannot see straight 
I fuck it up again 
Say I fuck it up again
Pull out my teeth and I can’t 
I can’t even see straight 
Drugs got me feeling insane
I cannot be this way 
Now I see what’s on your mind 
It’s on your mind
It’s on your mind
Mary what happened 
where have you gone
Mary where have you gone
It’s not so it’s not so
It’s not so it’s not so 
(And I know it’s not so hard an yeah I know)
Yeah I know it’s not so hard
Yeah I know it’s not so hard
Yeah I know it’s not so hard 
Yeah I know 
Yeah I know 
Yeah I know it’s not so hard
Yeah I know 
Yeah I know it’s not so hard 
Yeah I know yeah I know

Forever Smile (P. heavylungs)

See me silent when the world call
Dead and center with the fall off
Dead inside, we been fallout
Dead inside, we been worn out
Ya 
God's city
Motorola phone
Sitting with they fixes
Months gone
Time killing
Plus the witness
I don't feel right
Crawlin till I'm skinless yuh

When the world just fill up a high
Finna leave this whole world behind
And it's always on my mind
And you're always on my mind

And I can't give you up
I can't give you the world yuh,
And I been keeping up,
Let it kill me alone, yuh
And I already know
Don't need to say a word
You been take me down
Got plenty left that I hurt

Trust me we left words alive
It only matters when ours collide
Watch the way they turn on me
And why this gotta bleed out, why

I bet it feel nice
Fuck tag, fuck a price
Put my baby on ice
I’ma keep my peace
I’ma keep outta site
I’ma stack that purse
I’ma make it off spite
Keep my bitch off white
Make the fam sit right
Fuck what they heard
I deserve what I like
I been up all night
I been call for the light
Gotta tell you shit
I been earn more stripes


And I can't give you up
I can't give you the world yuh,
And I been keeping up,
Let it kill me alone, yuh
And I already know
Don't need to say a word
Been take me down
Got plenty left that I hurt

I can't give it up,
No I can't give it up, yuh
Can't give it up, yuh
I can't give it up
I can’t give it up, yuh
I can’t give it up

Past 5 (Prod. By Dismiss)

How much more do I need
Can't get high off a dream
All these people surround me now
I still can't feel a thing
I'm killing my ties
I buried them deep
No new friends no
I been living off me
I been living off me

Pass off the pay
I ain't never feeling safe
I could fill another dosage yuh
I could feel all the pain
I been passing the line
I'm attached to my ways
I could leave in the end
I could leave it today
I was better off dead
Why you fuck with my head
All you fuckas is feds
Put that shit on ya set
You fuckas attached
Give me my rest
I'm killing what's left
I'm killing what's next

I just wanna know I'm sure
I can give all my thoughts
Is she gonna keep my love
Follow my lows
Been a minute
But I'm on my own
Been a minute
But I'm on my own
On my own

I been workin for mines
Passion leaving by the day
Everybody seem the same
I been watching how they cave
Holding on by my threads
Tryna settle my debt
Mental killing my friends
Mental killing my

I couldn't feel safe
I been living off
I been living off me
I won't get away
I been living off
I been living off me
I been living off me

Cut off the feast
Cut off the feign
She want it with me
But she doing the least
I couldn't get sleep
Fuck it try it with me
I been popping for weeks
How much more do I need
Can't get high off a dream
All these people surround me now
I still can't feel a thing
I'm killing my ties
I buried them deep
No new friends no
I been living off me
I been living off me

I couldn't feel safe
I been living off
I been living off
I couldn’t feel safe
I been living off
I been living off me

Arrangement

I miss the way I was supposed to be
Stuck dealing with the new me
Late nights on a dirty street
Pretty pictures paint another scene
I love the way that you look at me
Can't help feeling like it’s just a dream
I think I died in 2017
I been tired getting plenty sleep

And I don't know why you love me
I can't help what I can't see
And how the fuck do you love me
I can't tell what I really need

It was perfect
But I ain't earn shit
But you deserve it
Cause it was perfect

I miss the way I was supposed to be
Stuck dealing with the new me
Late nights on a dirty street
Pretty pictures paint another scene
I love the way that you look at me
Can't help feeling like it’s just a dream
I think I died in 2017
I been tired getting plenty sleep
And I don't know why you love me
I can't help what I can't see
And how the fuck do you love me
I can't tell what I really need
I can't tell what I really need
What I really need

I Think I Died In 2017

@baby_gos

Tell me that you love me if you don’t
Baby could you let me know you care?
I don’t wanna always be alone
But leaving me i know that it was fair
Shorty you could be my dope
Shorty I could be your man
Why you always chilling on your phone?
Cuz baby i’m right here

I know that I can’t be
Without you
Cuz i know that i can’t be
Without you

Where's my blessings?
i’m lost and torn and i just can’t to seem to fathom my ending
You can’t hold me back i ain’t get this far from second guesses
I can’t let my little girl know how much that i be stressing
Is this expression or depression?
Move at your discretion
Because i’m tired and i’m violent im sick of rejection
I'd be lying till I'm dying. Where is my inception?
I want exemption from deception. Is that too much?
I want redemption not infection. Could you bless us?

Tell me that you love me if you don’t
Baby could you let me know you care?
I don’t wanna always be alone
But leaving me i know that it was fair
Shorty you could be my dope
Shorty I could be your man
Why you always chilling on your phone?
Cuz baby i’m right here

INCEPTION

fri(end)

First collaboration between Istasha and me.

STREAM EVERYWHERE -> idm.fm/byracka

prod Istasha, Nimbustwokay, Lord Gasp
Mix master by Lord Gasp
Artwork by Istasha, Buvard, Lord Gasp

LYRICS 

Lord gasp intro:

Self starvation
Alleviate my pain
Im roller coasting
Kiss death with my two eyes closed
A bad bitch with a lethal dose
cradled by jaw clenching
Carefully salting the wounds
now does it sound drastic
Preferring me over you
Can’t be surprised its crashing
there was more signs in the sky pointing out 
than there’ll ever be bird wings

Istasha verse  :

Cyclic
Mind splat when the vice hits 
Intact thought sat where the sky sit
Cyclic, cut, scythe click
Let the metal hit  the grass 
And Despite this 
What i want 
What I’m on
Reap, eat, die 
Crescent get it done 
What I want 
What I’m on 
Two sides of a coin in a pond 
De sat; White clip
Fuckin with the Wiring 
Cut it, need a second of action don’t need a 
Sidekick 
Blackout, Sight dip 
Automate entirely 
A tired light, uncertain on principle 
Like twice slit 
What I want 
What I’m on 
Sow my feet down deep then I 
Can keep calm 
What I want 
What I’m on 
that purge my being on the spot type shit

Lord Gasp verse:
Sorry i fuck it up issa classic
Tired of soaking up in my acid
Calamity tightly sewn in my fabric
Burnt out , drape all these bridges in my toxic sludge
Depravity tearing away my sense of trust
I rotted my psyche away, turnt into curdled pus
i gut- gutted my heart out for you maggot sluts
leeches, boggus, sever the scum

Lord Gasp bridge :
Cradled by jaw clenching
Carefully salting the wounds
now does it sound drastic
Preferring me over you
Can’t be surprised its crashing
there was more signs in the sky pointing out than there’ll ever be bird wings

Lord Gasp outro :
Rip my limbs
And leave me split into segments 
So you can pick where my flesh sit
For y’all to feed off, you leeches 

Istasha outro:
Heavenly absorbed
And I swallow the last of the puddles
Sittin covered in a black interval 
Suddenly 
I’m up until planets fall out 
can they die 
Break the word

>STREAM<

Byracka (with Istasha)

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