Vocals, Mix & Master by @breckenford
Produced by @prodcxrter & @sorrow_bringer
Cover by Amy Rose/safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7VJQt0OEMk

lyrics:
it's more than the look in your eyes
it's all of the places we've been to
i really wish you wouldn't cry
but really that's all that i'm used to
everyone leaving my side
after everything that we been through
maybe it's time to realize
everything gotta end too

heard you've been hoeing around
blocked so there's nothing to talk about
wait till you're hearing this sound
'cause I got something to announce
you're no longer welcome in my house
not in my heart, not in my soul
sick of you asking of what is allowed
if you want a part, then do what you're told

i cannot fix you otherwise
i don't know what's been up with our love
i tried to tell you a hundred times
and i tried my best, but it's not enough
honestly, you've been so toxic
take me by the hand, watch as i go
oh my god how could I stop this?
i'll stick to the plan and hope i don't implode

25 minutes to go
i've been alone on the bus with my notepad
writing out thoughts on my phone
when i get home, ima scream and record it
thank God for the music
speaking my thoughts never gets old
it's so therapeutic
how my words can make you feel like you could fold

understand what i mean now
there's a lot left, can't repeat out loud
lookin' lifeless in the lost and found
do you like this? do you like when i drown?
looking around, see all the faces with frowns
leaving this town
wait till you're hearing this sound
'cause i got something to announce
you're no longer welcome in my house
not in my heart, not in my soul
sick of you asking of what is allowed
if you wanna part, then do what you're told

i cannot fix you otherwise
i don't know what's been up with our love
i tried to tell you a hundred times
and i tried my best, but it's not enough

what is my luck
life has been rough
for way too long
tell me it's over
tell me it's done

brecken - not in my heart, not in my soul. (cxrter x sorrow bringer)

written / performed / produced by Sepha.
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LYRICS -

We are the relics of the past
I crack my eggshell skull on the path
Everything bleeds out
What once was full of life
Now 
Inanimate

How can life be so transcendent
Yet so easily spent
I wanna fuck I wanna vent
I wanna fuck I wanna vent

The powers who divide speak for no one
Its them who try 
Replace your humanity

There’s a fever in my fucking bones
There’s a fire in my groin
I’m not artificial I’m gross
I’m a piece of shit
I’m disposable
I’m immoral
I’m opposable
And I’ll say whatever I want
And do it with fucking meaning
I’ll burn out like a spark
That slow burns in the dark
Organic and animated
I am animate
I’m animated
I’m animated

I’m an animal
an animal

Not inanimate 
inanimate

The powers who divide speak for no one
Its them who try 
Replace your humanity

The power that likes to divide 
It speaks for no one
speaks for no one
speaks for 

(Humanity)

The power that likes to divide 
It speaks for no one
speaks for no one
speaks for

(Inanimate)

INANIMATE.

Check out the Producer:
Soundcloud: @proddeadtired
Beatstars: https://www.beatstars.com/DeadTired
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@proddeadtired
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/proddeadtired/

Lyrics
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I ain't the one
I'll be the same
I'll be another that came and went
Keep me away
I'm used to the shade 
I'll wear the smile they think is best
Trust me when I say don't trust me
Push me and and pull me
Just the way I'd want you to
Love me but don't really love me
I need you to want me
Not the things I'd put you through

Blame myself
It's only right
You should take your anger out
So I can't talk about mine
I've seen my hell
Froze over ice
I'd say I panic about it
But I wouldn't wanna make you cry

It's legible what you're feeling
Are you still dreaming
You better wake up
Terrified Imma say I don't mean it
It ain't leaving
I'm just tryna stay young
We're all the same
Always looking for a meaning
But I could never give you one
It can't change
You won't like the reasons
And I'll tell you when you've had enough

I ain't the one
I'll be the same
I'll be another that came and went
Keep me away
I'm used to the shade 
I'll wear the smile they think is best
Trust me when I say don't trust me
Push me and and pull me
Just the way I'd want you to
Love me but don't really love me
I need you to want me
Not the things I'd put you through

Trust Me When I Say Don't Trust Me [Prod. Dead Tired]

Schizophoria - WrittenInTheStars (UV6X7 s0ftskelet0ns)

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive, 

shitty take, what y say, ik ur joking right,
we gon pull up with them toys, we staying up all night, 
yea u better watch ur back they're lurking with the knife, 
you will see the light, 
the fire will ignite,

eating all these shots, when will I just let go, 
I won’t work w u, a snake since the get go,  
I’ve been feeling blue, I deserve a halo 

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive,

im a bad guy, put them bodies in a freezer, 
telling lies in my head, I don’t need her,
But they know I do all this just to please her

and I know that I’m fucked up crazy,
2 blades on my hip cuz they hate me ,
and I promise I won’t change as of lately,
2 pills in my cup it’s amazing x2

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive,

get me high [tiresss]

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Realtree shirt with a pair of truey jeans
Red as a tomato guess I forgot the Sun screen
Reel back my actions like fishing in the stream
Record a lot of music yeah I got big dreams
Fall back move forward
Life's up n down we all fight our own wars
The overarching hand tips the scale
Out of our control but we’ll still prevail

Life moves fast, hop on the freeway
Bumping in my srt listening to greenday
Im a basketcase, come N get a taste
And With how we life theres no time to waste

Hard Times harbour greater fears
Baby come close n stay right here
Halifax boardwalk on the pier 
Time will pass so shed those tears
We move fast but so does life
Consequences sacrifice
Only live once so dont think twice
we’ll find out what's wrong from right

Keep by my side you could be my piece of comfort
Likewise if ur confidence is ever under
If they dissing u ima clap back like the thunder
This the type life id dream of when i was younger

Slowly saving money not living pay to pay
School is almost over and im counting down the days
4 years down 2 more go, sounds like a lot but time aint slow
Soon today will be a long time ago


greater fears [prod. yunny goldz]

guitar by @jolst
drums by me
mix by me & @lottaheart
master by @jolst

lyrics

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch (ly @onlyfriendyeah)
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

if im comfy in my coat
you should wear it then
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

theres something bout your eyes
i cant help but stare at them
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

i promise
it'll be worth it
you deserve it
can you wait for me?

i promise
i'll make it perfect
you deserve it
just hold on tight for me

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

every time i see you smile
every time i see you laugh
makes me realise im so lucky
your the best ive ever had
can't believe you want me too?
wtf
did i do?
i did not 
deserve you
your so perfect
bulletproof
bulletproof
every word, every move, every mood
your untouched by the pain that left me bruised
that left me bruised
what would i do
without you?

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

pumpkin patch [prod jolst]

lyrics:
im tryna stack the bands til my pockets blue
im tryna make it back, its overdue
swear i put the work in make it true
ima keep on doing what i do

put the city on my back if it aint too late
thought id be sitting pretty but by now i still cant move weight
fell off overboard and now im hanging by a shoelace
shoutout to my baby, when its stormy thats my crewmate

and someday all this work will pay me back
i aint leaving from my post and thats a fact
i aint going nowhere, you can hate while i get stacks
if i said im sorry, well then shit i take it back

i do it all by myself
i never needed your help
i put the work in i dont think youre clocking the way that im bad for your health

stay in your lane though
i get insane though
heard that you aim low
heard that you chopped, you a lame tho

im tryna stack the bands til my pockets blue
im tryna make it back, its overdue
swear i put the work in make it true
ima keep on doing what i do

Do What I Do

lyrics

yeah it's starting to sting
and my body cold
yeah i went la 
and now everything's numb
when i walked in to the room it started to snow
starting to get flashes, life out of control

i wont stay the night but i like those
and my moods gonna decide how this night goes
should we lie up on the fire and get cozy
nah, throw bottles in the air that's how we're getting toasty

everybody up, lift your partners up
throwing out the soda coz we're sipping rub
in these muddy cups with these dirty buds
throw away your love coz we're gonna light it up

yeah we've got enough 
it's like i'm signing stuff
flipping out my eyes 
then i tighten up

look we gon send the doves
we gon show some love
theres plenty space behave
and lift my spirit up

oh yeah we flying high
do you care if we die?
coz then we might have to turn this shit down i don't wanna lie
if theres a time to make a movie that time is rn
throw the bullshit to the side we're turning it loud

i cant drop the ball when i see all these faces
running out the party i don't need to chase it
think i'm at the point where i just want to make it
i've been in this game too long to not say shit

i've been in this game too long to not say shit
i've been focussed on the art and not the placement
from the bottom of my heart you can't tie my laces
think i'm at the point where i don't need to say shit

all of my melodies way to catchy i'm proving a point
ash before passing my joint
laugh before losing the point
you cannot cry on shoulder tn sorry to disappoint
i'll stand either end of the door idc i love flipping a coin

lift me up

lift me up (cxrter x recyclebin)

Prod. Johnnyfriend
go support my homie breck!
https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

Lyrics -

(Swamp)

Yeah it’s painfully obvious that I’m not in control 
Feel like a vessel for the negatives that I find in my lows
It’s eerie you see me then say it’s like you’re seeing a ghost 
But how long has it been since I’ve been this cold 

(Brecken)

this shi getting old
feels like you stompin on my face
i lose all control
one lil push gon make me fold fold fold
i dont wanna do this no more
its the soul soul purpose why i hit the floor

and what i thought was all wrong
ate dirt when i thought that id been strong all along
lost worth when you saw me layed out heart stopped on the lawn
i put you first even though i shoulda put my health on top
and it still hurts when i think of you grippin on your purse

(Swamp)

Yeah but you know me best, there’s no need to hide
You’ve seen through the cracks of my faulty disguise 
What do you see when you look in my eyes do you look past the dead inside 
I’m 20 something that’s barley alive 
But I’m wastein away for the rest of my life 
Haven’t gained only lost time 
Just a ghost in a shell that is not mine 
Like what do I do when I run out of vices 
Walk in that room finding me laying lifeless 
wake up and don’t do this to me 
But I’m caught in the cycle and can’t hear a thing 
I’ll Shake it off, this must be a dream 
The sensation of me finally free 
I’ll sober up and be back in a week 
But just as bad or prolly worse than you think 

(Brecken)


swear i had the worst week
ill fix it up with sum tape
it aint as good as it seems
nothing im needing is outta the cage
thought you were on my team
everything seem to fade
cold cries telling everybody how i feel
whole time i aint even realize this was real

sideways car im whippin a beetle
think u a star u is not one them people
export the product get it for retail
im makin bank it make feel well

(Swamp)

Yeah it’s painfully obvious that I’m not in control 
Feel like a vessel for the negatives that I find in my lows
It’s eerie you see me then say it’s like you’re seeing a ghost 
But how long has it been since I’ve been this cold 

(Brecken)

this shi getting old
feels like you stompin on my face
i lose all control
one lil push gon make me fold fold fold
i dont wanna do this no more
its the soul soul purpose why i hit the floor

and what i thought was all wrong
ate dirt when i thought that id been strong all along
lost worth when you saw me layed out heart stopped on the lawn
i put you first even though i shoulda put my health on top
and it still hurts when i think of you grippin on your purse

Painfully Obvious

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
🖤 WATCH MY ANIMATED SERIES ON MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL / PATREON🖤
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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