sunflower

Bloodline [prod. metlast x 5head]

TODAY feat. Unkwxn.

written / performed / produced by Sepha.
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LYRICS -

We are the relics of the past
I crack my eggshell skull on the path
Everything bleeds out
What once was full of life
Now 
Inanimate

How can life be so transcendent
Yet so easily spent
I wanna fuck I wanna vent
I wanna fuck I wanna vent

The powers who divide speak for no one
Its them who try 
Replace your humanity

There’s a fever in my fucking bones
There’s a fire in my groin
I’m not artificial I’m gross
I’m a piece of shit
I’m disposable
I’m immoral
I’m opposable
And I’ll say whatever I want
And do it with fucking meaning
I’ll burn out like a spark
That slow burns in the dark
Organic and animated
I am animate
I’m animated
I’m animated

I’m an animal
an animal

Not inanimate 
inanimate

The powers who divide speak for no one
Its them who try 
Replace your humanity

The power that likes to divide 
It speaks for no one
speaks for no one
speaks for 

(Humanity)

The power that likes to divide 
It speaks for no one
speaks for no one
speaks for

(Inanimate)

INANIMATE.

Lyrics:

My hearts been ripped enough
Stomped on and kicked too much around
Pour liquor in my cup
I need my fix can't put it down
What's your deal
I'ma mess I'll keep it real
I'll confess my deepest thrills
Stay all obsessed with things you feel
We've been through a lot
I'll make mistakes that I'll pray you forgot
But still you will not
And since you wont stop
The farther we take it
I think it will not be the way that we want
I feel that your not as sincere
When you say you love me it don't feel the same
I swear that there's nobody here
The look in your eyes say your feelings have changed

And I don't know where your going
Don't wanna waste my time
But I know I'll make it out of here
Here
So where you going
Just wanna make you mine
But I know I'll chase you out of here
Here

My hearts been ripped enough
Stomped on and kicked too much around
Pour liquor in my cup
I need my fix can't put it down
What's your deal
I'ma mess I'll keep it real
I'll confess my deepest thrills
Stay all obsessed with things you feel
We've been through a lot
I'll make mistakes that I'll pray you forgot
But still you will not
And since you wont stop
The farther we take it
I think it will not be the way that we want
I feel that your not as sincere
When you say you love me it don't feel the same
I swear that there's nobody here
The look in your eyes say your feelings have changed

liquor

Mona Lisa with @kanashisadface and @b_murph

Mona Lisa (prod. In Bloom)

Rivilin Socials:
https://rivilin.com/
https://www.instagram.com/RivilinOfficial/
https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3Zx6YOsYHf5uj5xvnNhhgL?si=4e6bdfa691f847a0

Broadus Socials:
https://www.broadusmusic.com/
https://www.instagram.com/broadus972
https://soundcloud.com/broadus972
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7CIMNFNrpE8Ta9hMVhE162?si=wrNsDKQkTIieVuCQtanK6w

(Rivilin)

Yeah

Is it just obvious
That I'm so scared of this?
This anger in my chest
That builds and builds from stress.

And then it's emptiness from the withdrawals,
Cold shakes in the bed, now I'm on the floor.
I didn't wanna call you up,
But you said that you'd be there for me.

Empty pockets, you're not free,
You want to say that with glee.
With a grin on your face,
My heart was charged and misplaced.

Guess I didn't know now that
Everything has a price, including your love.
Sold me out for two-point-one grand,
Screaming at me from the door.

Decorate walls with my insides,
Watch my corpse flutter with flies.
Impregnate me with maggots,
As I just embrace your lies.

Nail me up on your cross,
Watch the vermin eat the rot.
The dry season comes in waves,
The fire burns as I break...

Down into embers below.
Put your hands in, rupture my soul.
Use the charcoal as your pigment,
Decorate your face with my grief.

Wear me out in public,
Hoping that I get recognized.
And when I do, you say,
"That boy below is mine."

I'm on the outside again,
You're wrong, I'll cut off loose ends.
I'm on the outside again,
So long, my body descends.

(Broadus)
I wear this mask 
Across my flesh 
Won’t let you in 
This masqueraded mess 

Dress code latex
Plastic complex 
We’re all objects 
(Fighting our misery) 

Eight eyes can’t see through this web of lies 
The silk that I’m wearing 
I crawl around in the hourglass 
Try to find my bearings 

The sand is falling down it 
erodes all the shame I’m wearing 
Layers I’ve collected, 
exposed 

If I let go Will I lose control
Run off the road And lose myself again
I don’t know if that’s something I can tolerate 
I’ve lived my life in disguise convinced that’s it part of me 


Can’t get too close at least I operate consciously 
Honestly, Where are we 
On the inside it’s all hell 
From the outside can you tell 


(Rivilin)

I'm on the outside again,
You're wrong, I'll cut off loose ends.
I'm on the outside again,
So long, my body descends.

On The Outside Ft. Broadus

Rivilin Socials:
https://rivilin.com/
https://www.instagram.com/RivilinOfficial/
https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3Zx6YOsYHf5uj5xvnNhhgL?si=4e6bdfa691f847a0


Broadus Socials:
https://www.broadusmusic.com/
https://www.instagram.com/broadus972
https://soundcloud.com/broadus972
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7CIMNFNrpE8Ta9hMVhE162?si=wrNsDKQkTIieVuCQtanK6w

(Broadus)

Can I make it out with my mind still intact 
Took a blow to the brain god I’m under attack 
Need the space to believe I’ll be saved while I’m trapped 
I’m buried under rubble I can’t see 

I’m running away from everything in my past 
I need me to change maybe I can detach 
But We’re both damned 
There’s no turning back 

Can’t stand here 
I'm falling in 
I'm bleeding from within 

Can’t stand here 
Im fallin in 
I'm reaching out again 

(Rivilin verse) 
It's like I can't get a grip on myself
Maybe I needed some help
But time flew outside the window
And everything went to hell

I placed my hand on the ledge
I'm looking down from above
I see your face is a wreck
Is this what they say is love?

They wrap the noose around your neck
They're pulling tight, you can't breathe
I'm reaching out but forget,
Anxiety lives in me

And as I grab on your legs
I push you up but you scream
You say, "What are you doing?
I wanted this, so just leave."

(Broadus)

Can’t stand here 
I'm falling in 
I'm bleeding from within 

Can’t stand here 
I'm falling in 
I'm reaching out again 

And again 
I’m reaching out to you 
But nothing here’s the same 
I’m the one to blame 

And again 
I’m reaching out to you 
Everything has changed 
But we still bleed the same

Bleed Ft. Broadus

a collection of music from the last 4 months w/ Zack

thank you for all your love & continued support.

special thanks to Reaper, Nadiak, Ten50, & Bonta for the production.
thank you to T. Aubrey for direction and keeping us on track.

Floating Away w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. Nadiak)

SPOTIFY

UNCERTAINTY

thanks to @frvrndalwys for this collab, love him so much <3

Lyrics: 
[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Help me I'm dying
I said I'd be fine I was lying
'Cause I knew from the start you were leaving
But I can't move on from this feelings
Stung when you left
Numb now that you're gone
My heart hurts theres no point in moving on
I'm fucked up so I make another song
You weren't there when I was not strong

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: gothurted]
I'm trying to moving on
But you're always on my mind
I feel so fucking low
Even when I'm always fine 
I swear I've never meant to hurt you
Shawty I would never
I think I'll never leave you
Doesn't matter what you will say  

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on
I'm trying to moving on

STREAM

moving on ft. frvr&alwys [prod. metlast]

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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