written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
photo by ac boulton
mix/master with @https://soundcloud.com/drunkgirlmusic
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics -

I left my life on pause
I sing it with a different sound
feel like I didn't write the plot.
this storys outside me now. 
this poltergeist is playin with stocks -
past loved one's invested in me
and my brains in a cage throwing rocks
annoyed by a lack of growth in me - though - 
your fears are from unverified sources
angry rhetoric without any clauses
they make you do their work - then leave you in the dirt
leave you in the room with bumps and unknown curses
but you find you were only in your head the whole time
recycling repetitions online
fixed to temporary pleasures to unwind
i'm sick of holding onto bad times

im sick
sick of holding on
to bad times

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you down
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 

the ghost says i've got nothing 
only you and that's enough
stop rewriting memories as toxic
cos they became tough
you play the victim then you don't grow or learn 
and make the same mistakes
the choices bury you
and willfully your grave you made
but
fuck the past and fuck the future fuck the new
just make some room for you - before you die 
wishing you were high more
wishing you applied more
wishing your head wasn't two opposing arguments
always blocking off potential doors
and doors away from being here and now and
(here and now)

talked down to
working unskilled labour
tryna build to a new
but the times aren't in your favour 
oh whatchu gonna do
when the arts are a fragrance
all the lands left are consumed
and you need crops and not the flavours
but
there's nothing purer than seeing a stranger nearer
and makin the fire light up in somebody's eyes cos
when you loose pre occupations
with the structures that position us
loose the claims your staking or the heights in which you stood
your free again

your fucking free again.

im sick
sick of holding on
to bad times

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you

SPOTIFY

static world

LYRICS:

Verse 1:

Hey there
Me again
I thought I’d let you know that
I made it
Are you proud
I wish that you were here now
Why the fuck do I try
I can’t sleep why can’t I die
I’m cursed to live here
Wondering what I did
What did I do
Just tell me
Just call me someday
I’m so alone I can’t breath here
The walls are closing in let me
Out this place
I’m begging 
Please just let me out of this place
Let me free
Lose the chains
I don’t know if i will make it

Hook:

Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 
Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 

Verse 2:

You found me
And told me 
life would get better if I
Held onto what I loved
Now I lay here with shattered dreams
Same thing new day
When will I feel something new
Same pain all day
Broken heart and fucked up wrist
I don’t miss you
But I can’t help but long for what we had
Why did I waste all this time
Searching for myself and I
Cant take this pain away no
This pain won’t let me go

Hook:

Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 
Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head

I DON'T MISS YOU

I DON'T MISS YOU [prod. CRCL]

https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

And I be scared
To message my friends
To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend

Like what can they say
And what can they do
I know the answer, and they know it too

Nothing can save me
Shit I am broken
I'm just a baby
Crying from motion

Shit I been fighting some thoughts
So I'm writing these bars
So I ain't end it all

I be crying
As I write this song
I be fighting
But I ain't that strong

What is right now
I know only wrong
Where did I go
I was happy once

I was happy once
I hate what I have become
I knew happiness
Now I know that pain is shit

I knew not to quit
Now I'm looking down a bridge
I knew happiness
I knew happiness

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make u come undone
Don't let the cunts make u come undone

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make you come undone
Don't let the cunts make you come undone

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

Happy

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Happy w/ SEPHA (ERLAX)

BURGOS X RAZEGOD - WANT IT ALL

☆☆☆☆

produced by @rooseveltnoise
featuring @iii_scar

[lyrics]
you tell me stay but I’m knowing that I really gotta go
to a place I can hideaway and finally be alone 
Some would say I’m a loner I’m a spirit im a ghost 
but nothing matters in the end I gotta do this on my own 
What do I know 
At the end of the day 
When everything is collapsing 
Where’d the time go 
I don’t know say and now I’m overreacting 

Does it pay to play pretend 
Cause I won’t 
No I got more common sense 
When I wake it’ll be the end 
So hold on 
I cant make any promises 

All these words left
Unspoken 
I wonder if you notice 
How i lose all
My focus 
get caught up in the moment 
(X2)


Does it pay to play pretend 
Cause I won’t 
No I got more common sense 
When I wake it’ll be the end 
So hold on 
I cant make any promises 

Look me in my eyes baby can you see the pain
Cover it with lies don’t want you to feel the same
Try to stay alive but really i don’t feel a thing
Tell me if i die would you come visit my grave

Cuz  I don’t wanna live girl
Carving in my wrists 
Why the fuck do i exist
Is there meaning to all this
Yeah  i tried suicide
Couple times yet I’m breathing
I guess that i’m a fighter
My body ain’t receding 

My brain always deceive me
And Nobody believes me
All love that I’m receiving
I still don’t wanna be here
I can’t explain the feeling
I just want you to be here
But once that i achieve this
I’m waiting till you leaving

Maybe i was meant to be alone
Maybe i was meant to die slow
Maybe i ain’t meant to grow old
Maybe i should put away my phone

All these words left
Unspoken 
I wonder if you notice 
How i lose all
My focus 
get caught up in the moment 
(X2)

I don’t wanna give you false hope
No no

stream

promises (ft. iii scar)

Notre Dame (feat. $LOTHBOI)

Prod. Sixthells

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

I swear to god I can’t relate to what they say or what they do
Pockets full of fucking money when I walk inside the room
They just tell me
why you scared hoe
What you got to lose
Keep on pushing ‘til you dead cold
Don’t act a fucking fool

I swear the nights are getting cold
Feel the ice touch on my soul
I been frozen for some weeks
I can’t move I can’t sleep
Stop the time
Let’s rewind
I been feening for a while
Can we just go back and die

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away
I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

Snow Crows

snow crows

Prod. Sixthells & mossback
https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

SIXTHELLS x $LOTHBOI - PAYLOAD

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Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
Mix/Master w/ Juan (JP)
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics :

you were free form
but goin in loops
well i was born to meet u
i'd always loose my mind for u
x2

oh girl i think you've turned me into a murderer
never hated til i heard the stories of your trauma
the stories of your endless trauma 

oh
lately i've been thinking bout killin that abuser for you
the only way to let u bloom
become so irrational
but u cared for nothing at all and would say....

it was a regular time..
she said "things would never go her way"
you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said
"throw another wreckage my way"

she said 
it was a regular time...
she said things would never go her way
you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said 
"throw another wreckage my way"

she said
it was a regular time
she said things would never go her way
oh 
she was gaining comfort in strangers
you said
"play another record and say"

say it was a regular time
she said things would never go her way
oh
you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said 
"throw another wreckage my way"

say it was a regular time..
she said "things would never go her way"
oh

you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said
"throw another wreckage my way"
my way my way my way

well i feel like an animal
ima rip the skin off bone
watch my prey moan
well fuck it these urges are gross
well fuck it i'll purge this parasite and its host oh
creating my feelings of 
revenge - that crazyness we all fall to
i remember u so...
as beauty refined
beyond every single 
creating of my mind

it was a regular time..
(well i feel like an animal...)
she said "things would never go her way"
(ima rip the skin off bone)
you were gaining comfort in strangers
(and watch my prey moan)
you said
"throw another wreckage my way"
x 2

say it was a regular time
she said "things would never go her way"
oh

you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said 
throw another wreckage my way

she said
"it was a regular time"
she said things would never go her way
she was gaining comfort in strangers
told me
"play another record and say"

say "it was a regular time.."
she said "things would never go her way"
you were gaining comfort in strangers
she said
"throw another wreckage my way"
throw another wreckage
throw another wreckage my way
throw another wreckage
ahhh

STREAM // DOWNLOAD

it was a regular time

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

prod. by @amertm and @deademane

Lyrics:

Said why u lie to me,
Your silhouette it seems to wonder 
places like it tryna bother me,
It always follow me,
When stormy weather comes around theres faces in the cloud u see,
Girl whatchu want from me,
Nah i aint fuckin u forever baby lookin like u lost at sea,
Cuz u are not for me,
Why the fuck when we together u be tryna get a rise outta me,
This time ima leave

Whats wrong again,
Usually i stay calm collected,
U a song thats stuck in my for too long its time i yell it out though all together,
And ur ex bf had told that he wana be just like me,
Then jealous got to his head tellin people that my music promoting on suicide like please,
Like bitch,
WHAT THE FUCK,
ARE U STUPID ARE U DUMB,
THIS THE KID THAT WROTE A SUICIDE NOTE THEN LIED TO THE COPS,
TALK UR SHIT IF U WANT,
SEE ME THEN U GETTIN DROPPED,
HOMIE GO AN ACT LIKE U WANT IT,
I PROMISE U AINT ABOUT,
I GOTTA SQUAD THEY RIDIN BESIDE ME,
HOMIE WHASSUP,
MUFUCKIN NONSENSE,
THE COMMON SENSE,
MISSIN FROM UR CONSCIOUS,
ITS POLITICS,
SPEAK ON SUICIDE KID I LOST SOME FRIENDS,
SO U AINT GOT THE RIGHT TO SPEAK ABOUT THE SHIT,
WHY U SIT IN JUDGEMENT OF ME FOR,
HOMIE I HOPE U SUCK DICK AND FUCKIN CHOKE,
EVERYBODY WANA GO AND BLAME ME FOR NOTHIN,
BUT FUCK IT CUZ I AINT BUDGING,
SO RUN IT UP IN THE PUBLIC,
IT AINT A PROBLEM AT ALL,
LIL BITCH

silhouette (prod. amertume & deademane)

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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