written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
_______________
Lyrics:

soon as we learnt to use
we were fated to use up
fated to use up
x3

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated to end 
we were fated to end
we were fated and 
x2

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy

soon as we learnt to be restless
we learnt to sell it up
sell it all up and
x2

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated for death
we made hopes that end
we were fated to
it's 
what u create
you behold
what you hold
you imperfectly control
imperfectly can

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy

the only enemy is your mind

beat: x10derrick
synths: grapemaster saxe

i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
i bet you always wonder why the fuck its always you
cruising down a highway
with a chain on
where the racks gone
spent it on a fast car
boutta light up
with the ralphs on
imma goth star
imma goth star
got lotta pills taken,
bottle o decay
in bad lands
living off the poison in ma’ veins 
im in transit
yeah i know you never understand it
bandit, criminal offense you know i planned 
it
what you think you know bout me
ripped jeans whip a black limousine 
i got lots of plugs on me
i got all the drugs on me
keep a knife like american psycho
ain’t the life but i’m making it right tho
take a vico
turn the lights out
imma pass out 
imma die young
i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?

gothstar (prod. x10derrick)

Prod by Kami: @yaboikami

Artwork by: www.instagram.com/thiago.saluthi/ & @bvdcxrtex

Lyrics: 

(Chorus)
You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

(Verse)
You're smiling so big as we're falling to pieces
Ain't questioning why
Why the fight never ceases

I'm running from you 
I'm running from me
I wanna live life 'cause I ain't deceased yet
But my soul ain't released yet

(Bridge)

(Chorus)
You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

You're feeding me lies but I don't care at all
You're breaking my bones but I'm standing tall
When day turns to night but the sun is still strong
The birds ate the clouds but nothing is wrong

I'm Mentally Stable, I SWEAR

Birds

prod @crcl

No way
Working 40 off a day shifts
No shame
Pushing 80 in my own shit

No fame
Boy it ain’t the motivation
Tell me that I ain’t shit
Induce a revelation

Ima aim
Ferda flame
Ima chase it

Ain’t no shame
For the blame
That it came with

Fuck a party
Ima lurk
Ima paint shit

On a track
Had to dash
If it ain’t this

40 in my hand
With the gang
We deface it

Dirty in the pound
Wearing black
Cuz the paint thick

Dirty in the mound
Not a the frown
When we face it

Dirty in the ground
With a crown
I ain’t basic

Down with a ship
Down with a bitch
Drowning

I found innocence
Round bit sin
Naughty

Divine imminent
Thrive in min
Stories

Divine in the sin
Die with a grin
Sorry

If it ain’t this
Hope you tryna live a bit
Living and existing ain’t the same, don’t you get it twist

Giving and forgiving keep you sane
Outa the abyss

Kindness to each other
Hit the bank, issa dividend

Yuh

Get your funds up
Watchu want son
Show some kindness to your devil
And the angels won’t run

Watchu find until you settle
Be the real tough love
Till the flower showing petals
And full moon sun

Revelations

MUSIC VIDEO

$LOTHBOI - Revelations [Music Video ↓]

This track came from wanting to capture the feeling of being pulled under but refusing to stay down. It’s a conversation with the flood inside me, the memories, the shadows, the chaos that tried to erase me, and turning it into proof that I lived. The lyrics move between loss and resilience, ghosts of love and static light, crashing waves and fractured ruins, but every scar becomes a reminder that I still rise.

Floodlit Dreams is a hymn for the ones who don’t let silence consume them. It’s defiant, surreal, and vulnerable. Rebirth by drowning, survival by surrendering to change.

Lyrics:

Tide breaks, pulse shakes
Floodlit dreams won’t let me wake

There’s a photo in the static glow
Your face flickers like a TV show
I reach for you in pixel light
But you’re a phantom on the edge of night

I built a house on water glass
Salt in the frames, couldn’t last
Time bent me, broke me twice
But I rose out the undertow’s vice

I drowned in silence, found the sound
Every wave tried to drag me down
From the wreckage, from the rain
I’m not the same, I won’t remain

Floodlit dreams, pull me wide
I still rise with the changing tide
Floodlit dreams, break my name
I won’t drown, I won’t stay the same
Floodlit dreams, every scar, every wave
Proof I lived, not proof I caved
I still rise
I still rise through the static glow

I still hear you in the faded glow
Like rain like razors in the wires below
I lost the words, but kept the ache
Some shadows never learn to break

I used to fear the undertow
Now I dive where it runs cold
Change don’t care, it just collides
But it carves me new each time I die

I carved through static, I bled through flame
Every ruin just spelled my name
You can fracture, still survive
You can fall apart and come alive

Floodlit dreams, pull me wide
I still rise with the changing tide
Floodlit dreams, break my name
I won’t drown, I won’t stay the same
Floodlit dreams, every scar, every wave
Proof I lived, not proof I caved
I still rise
I still rise through the static glow

The storm still came
The lie was staying the same
But I bloom in the break
In the fracture, in the shake
Every crash remakes me

Floodlit dreams, pull me wide
I still rise with the changing tide
Floodlit dreams, you know my name
I won’t drown, I won’t stay the same
Floodlit dreams, every scar, every wave
Proof I lived, not proof I caved
I still rise
I still rise
I still rise

Floodlit dreams
I still rise

Floodlit Dreams

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
https://soundcloud.com/kamaara
https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

instruments by Joei Razook 

Produced and mixed by RiverKinn

TRUST NONE/LOVE LOST (prod. Joei Razook & Riverkinn)

</3
Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
Mix/Master w/ Juan (JP)
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
_________
Lyrics :

you were free form
but goin in loops
well i was born to meet u
i'd always loose my mind for u
x2

oh girl i think you've turned me into a murderer
never hated til i heard the stories of your trauma
the stories of your endless trauma 

oh
lately i've been thinking bout killin that abuser for you
the only way to let u bloom
become so irrational
but u cared for nothing at all and would say....

it was a regular time..
she said "things would never go her way"
you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said
"throw another wreckage my way"

she said 
it was a regular time...
she said things would never go her way
you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said 
"throw another wreckage my way"

she said
it was a regular time
she said things would never go her way
oh 
she was gaining comfort in strangers
you said
"play another record and say"

say it was a regular time
she said things would never go her way
oh
you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said 
"throw another wreckage my way"

say it was a regular time..
she said "things would never go her way"
oh

you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said
"throw another wreckage my way"
my way my way my way

well i feel like an animal
ima rip the skin off bone
watch my prey moan
well fuck it these urges are gross
well fuck it i'll purge this parasite and its host oh
creating my feelings of 
revenge - that crazyness we all fall to
i remember u so...
as beauty refined
beyond every single 
creating of my mind

it was a regular time..
(well i feel like an animal...)
she said "things would never go her way"
(ima rip the skin off bone)
you were gaining comfort in strangers
(and watch my prey moan)
you said
"throw another wreckage my way"
x 2

say it was a regular time
she said "things would never go her way"
oh

you were gaining comfort in strangers
you said 
throw another wreckage my way

she said
"it was a regular time"
she said things would never go her way
she was gaining comfort in strangers
told me
"play another record and say"

say "it was a regular time.."
she said "things would never go her way"
you were gaining comfort in strangers
she said
"throw another wreckage my way"
throw another wreckage
throw another wreckage my way
throw another wreckage
ahhh

STREAM // DOWNLOAD

it was a regular time

+*&^%$~``~~~
insta https://www.instagram.com/killalaharl/
vk group https://vk.com/killalaharl
vk music https://vk.com/artist/killalaharl_mtu3odu3ntqzmq
spotify https://open.spotify.com/artist/4LtL3roYjwxZooH2MWQczN
apple music https://music.apple.com/us/artist/killa-laharl/1493032037

spotify

kiLLa Laharl - MySpaceBarIsBroken

(second album, 'Alien and connected' - out soon)
Written/Performed by SEPHA.
Produced by SEPHA. & CH!O
cover art by nikita ono
mix/master w/ CH!O 
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
_________
Lyrics - 

a love thats built on lust
a love thats built on trust
and passion
its all the same
its all hard

when life keeps teaching you
how to be alone
they say don't know yourself
know what you want 
its all what you want

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
we're still alone 
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're alien 
and im alien
when im connected to all the world 
im alien
and im all alone
when im together with all my friends 
im still alone 

they always place things in steps
and they always place things in parts
they always place ends and starts
they always have the last laugh

"so please get a job - one thats built on trust,
a work that tests your guts.."
...its all the same
its all endless paths

i'm all alone
when im together with all my friends
i'm still alone &
we're all alone
when we're together with all our friends
we're still alone
and im alien
and im connected to all the world 
im alien
and we're alien
and we're connected to all the world
we're alien

i'm all alone
though im together with all my friends im still alone
x 4
i'm still alone
x 8

Alien & Connected

RIP Chester

Prod. @eochi
_____________________________
LYRICS

[HOOK]
Falling down again, I feel the pull
(I don’t want it, just leave me alone now)
Everything I’ve loved has left me numb
(Can I make it out again? I don’t know)

Take a breath, it’s worth it’s weight in gold
(I don’t want it, just leave me alone now)
Everything I touch turns to stone
(Can I make it out again? I don’t know)

[VERSE]x2
I been biding my time
Cast my dreams into the night
Thought changing seasons would help me see reason
But it’s hard to sleep without the light
It’s the reason that I fight
I see meaning in its eyes
The beast that’s feeding on my soul to teach me
How to find the peace within my mind

[HOOK]
Falling down again, I feel the pull
(I don’t want it, just leave me alone now)
Everything I’ve loved has left me numb
(Can I make it out again? I don’t know)

Take a breath, it’s worth it’s weight in gold
(I don’t want it, just leave me alone now)
Everything I touch turns to stone
(Can I make it out again? I don’t know)

EVERYTHING I'VE LOVED HAS LEFT ME NUMB(Prod. Eochi)

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
🖤 WATCH MY ANIMATED SERIES ON MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL / PATREON🖤
____________________________________
All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
____________________________________
contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
____________________________________
xx