kiLLa Laharl - All Blind

RAZEGOD X MINIMUM WADE PROJECT OUT JULY

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ ...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)
prod. @minimumwade
https://www.instagram.com/minimum.wade/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jcu_DchtP2AOqibs5NAhg

lyrics:

Tryna fuckin’ stay alive
I’m just tryna stay alive…

Bring me back to the past
I can’t fucking relax
I can’t fucking relax
My dreams wake me up
Bring me back to the past
I can’t relax
I can’t find solace in my own heart
Can’t find solace in my own home
Can’t find solace in my own self
I tried to bring your body to the surface
So we could resuscitate
Sadly
The blood had already stopped pumping
Through your heart…

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside

I don’t know you, no not at all
Thought I knew you, I knew
Nothing at all…
My delusions they came to life
In my head shadows made me fight
I can’t dismiss the damage done
I can’t dismiss the damage done
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either…
No you will never let it go
I can’t let it go either!
I can’t let it go…
I can’t let it!-

Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
Firstly…
I never sleep right
I have to force you away from my mind, oh no
Secondly…
I’m dying inside, d-dying inside
Dying inside, I’m dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
(of my heart)
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, dying, dying inside
I’m dying inside, d-dying, dying inside
Of my heart!

xxx

...Secondly... (Prod. Minimum Wade)

@burgosmusic

lyrics:

(burgos)
In my mind I'm losing everything...
Rolling round
can't go to sleep
feel strange at night
yeah
Hold me down
I'm going in
gun kinda light
yeah
I ain't seen her
she don't talk to me
yeah, yeah
She think I'm weird, probably
yeah, yeah
Rolling round
can't go to sleep
feel strange at night
Hold me down
I'm going in
gun kinda light
I ain't seen her
she don't talk to me
She think I'm weird, probably
yeah
In my mind I'm losing everything
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
yeah yeah yeah
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?

(raze)
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me
Too many things that it could possibly be
I can't go too long without smoking some weed
I guess there's never any forest without the trees
Who was I to think that you and I could be?
Stranded by the growth, I think I should have seen
When you were the one, when you were the one
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me...
Who am I to fucking judge anyone?
The life you live could have been anyone's
Still I sit expecting you to change?
Hyper critical hypocrite oh is it?
Who am I to be judging anyone?
Who am I to be judging anyone?
Who am I to be judging anyone?
Who am I to be judging anyone?

(burgos)
Rolling round
can't go to sleep
feel strange at night
yeah
Hold me down
I'm going in
gun kinda light
yeah
I ain't seen her
she don't talk to me
yeah, yeah
She think I'm weird, probably
In my mind I'm losing everything
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
yeah yeah yeah
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?
what the fuck is wrong?

x



















































































Wtf Is Wrong At 124bpm V4 - Slowed Down 32bit

wtf is wrong? w/ Burgos

i wanna sleep ⛧

[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart


[Pre-Part]

“7 days“

[Part suisside]

I wanna sleep
I don’t wanna die
Middle of the night I’m trying to make things right
And so I grab my knife
Smoking and crying
You said it first and I can’t deny it

Stuck in a dream
Buried alive
I’ve been here before I can’t carry on without my silver gun 
I’ll commit suicide
And never be found so you think that I’m lying


[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I WANNA SLEEP (feat. suisside)(prod. by EXORCIST ⛧)

“Fragments of Time” is a philosophical and emotional concept album exploring the fragile relationship between memory, time, and identity.
It does not tell its story linearly — instead, it moves through shifting fragments of recollection, where each song captures a different facet of the self seen through distorted memory.
The album asks a central question:

Who am I, if my memories can no longer be trusted?

Across its tracks, Fragments of Time navigates the blurred boundaries between what was, what might have been, and what was never real at all.
Themes of lost childhood, missed chances, trauma, and false remembrance weave through a non-chronological soundscape of progressive and psychedelic rock — blending analog warmth, orchestral textures, and experimental atmospheres.

Musical motifs reappear in altered forms throughout the record, symbolizing the reconstruction of identity through imperfect recollection.
Each reprise is like déjà vu — familiar yet subtly changed, mirroring the way memory reshapes itself over time.

The sound is both melancholic and cinematic:
delicate acoustic passages dissolve into vast, orchestral swells; distorted guitars and reversed pianos evoke the collapse of linear time; ambient textures breathe between moments, like ghosts of songs already forgotten.

In the end, Fragments of Time reaches no definitive conclusion.
Instead, it finds resolution through ambiguity — accepting that the self is not a fixed truth, but a continuous act of remembering and letting go.
The closing track, “Unwritten Hours,” fades into reversed echoes that lead seamlessly back to the opening of “Echoes Before Dawn,” creating a circular loop — a sonic metaphor for time folding in on itself.

The Clock That Forgot to Tick

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
cover art by izu chung
mix/master w/ CH!O (Juan Peralta)
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Social -
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics -

oh
i live the visual overload
im like you
taken in by the seeds they sow
to watch the numbers of others
climb the towers
then watch all their thunder crash and burn
and shower far down
spectated by the ghosts of this town
far down
far down

she said...

'join me in life
- there's love in the doom'
x2

well you say to yourself darling
that the ghosts of this town
never stole from you
those ghouls u see around
will only know themselves in tombs
will only know themselves in tombs

'join me in life
- there's love in the doom'
x4

Gel...
gel benim hayatıma 
gir ötekini o olmadan
anlayamazsın x3
(öteki seni sen olmadan anlayamaz)

'join me in life
- there's love in the doom'
x4

join me in life... x4

LINK TO ALL PLATFORMS

Join Me

PULL ME TO THE SARK PLACE.

PULL ME TO THE DARK PLACE. (PROD. Saba)

Lyrics: ///  
Faded nights I can’t make out what you wanted to say
Let me in to the grave where my body will lay
Know I tried but I can’t just make it outta your way
All alone in my head who will blow out my brain
Faded nights I can’t make out what you wanted to say
Let me in to the grave where my body will lay
Know I tried but I can’t just make it outta your way
All alone in my head who will blow out my brain

Devil come in a cape never sleep again 
When you come let it hurt why I bleed again 
Let me out falling down cut myself again 
See the ghost walk around hide my face in shades

I’m sleep walking pour myself another cup
Chasing down wolves fire around another gun
Lonely boy doing circles all around the sun
Burning plastic knowing that my mind is numb

Night lights I’m sleeping by a white line
Red tides by your shadow say it’s alright 
My mind like a feather in a cold night
Inside I’m dying let the dead bite
Night lights I’m sleeping by a white line
Red tides by your shadow say it’s alright 
My mind like a feather in a cold night
Inside I’m dying let the dead bite

kiLLa Laharl - M3

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/jEXbrEt6T9U 🔥

https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales
https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Lyrics

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

I’ve done
So much
It’s playin in my head at night

How come
I can’t
Seem to make it feel alright

Make time
Slow down
Stop to think of our demise

Take time
Break up
Nothing changes but the lies

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Ring Ring
The telephone goes
I aint pick up the phone

Ima let it call all night
Cuz bitch Im too damn fucking high
Too fucking pick this up tonight

I get high, so that I won’t fall
But isolation takes it all
The phone is ringing down the hall,
I want you, but I’m too gone to call

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

Use me to deny all the pain
I gave a fuck when you ain’t
Ill be there when you need me
Like its gun b fine, cuz my hug from behind
All safe

Crazy
How my days been
Its like I never woke up
Its amazing

Just how much can a human mind take
Before the breaking
And how do I break out this space
Emfuckinbrace Me

The Sin of Sloth

Emfuckingbrace Me

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Emfuckingbrace Me w/ Nicolas Sales (CRCL)

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ chio (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133) <3
MUSIC VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAna5DzQTg
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Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics -

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
how i knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
but i was clownin clownin clownin
but i was clownin clownin clownin

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x2

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

lost clown in the over growth
the mud banks slippin down liquor slopes
and on the buzz i reached the tall heights
but my arm span sunk and lost focus on my sight

please no more bad news
they said they can't take it
disgrace parades
collapse brigades
please no more bad news
they said they can't take it

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x4
in a better time

i threw those devices away
and deleted the self i made
for the maniac
who couldn't live
the day to day

played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts

spotify

better time

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
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Apple music - https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
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Twitter - https://www.twitter.com/_SEPHA
VK - https://vk.com/sephaofficial
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Lyrics: 
i'm spending every day
goin insane
talkin to screens
voices in the walls they squeeze me

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

welcome to the era of mass death
unemployment
oligarks
and isolated enjoyment
natures collapse
with self accountability the central employment
not the systemic poisons 
and our daily routines
given more to screens
their reality illusive yet intrusive
click bait dreams
happy days where desires
are figured out for me
let my pores perspire
formulations for my needs
oh...
and a couple of crowds 
are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

well you might feel so corny when you put love first
cos lovin doesn't talk inside the echo church
every roll i'm on they follow in every angry word
daily saving different targets 
manifest my thirst

opinions 
i'm surrounded 
might be catered to til the grave
arteries clogged but still enabled 
on many boards of the same face
see the one's you disagree with 
silenced and called fascistic
no one can expose their ignorance
when they're not platformed with real statistics
oh...
and the crowds are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

so gimme your hate
your hate speech
hate speech so i can speak freely 
no one gets shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb
when you hear them out loud

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

them that preach

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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