beat: x10derrick
synths: grapemaster saxe

i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
i bet you always wonder why the fuck its always you
cruising down a highway
with a chain on
where the racks gone
spent it on a fast car
boutta light up
with the ralphs on
imma goth star
imma goth star
got lotta pills taken,
bottle o decay
in bad lands
living off the poison in ma’ veins 
im in transit
yeah i know you never understand it
bandit, criminal offense you know i planned 
it
what you think you know bout me
ripped jeans whip a black limousine 
i got lots of plugs on me
i got all the drugs on me
keep a knife like american psycho
ain’t the life but i’m making it right tho
take a vico
turn the lights out
imma pass out 
imma die young
i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?

gothstar (prod. x10derrick)

close 2 end

Lyrics:

Perfect fantasy
Lead you by deceit
Sat down by the stream
Fish swam by our feet
Took you by surprise
This isn’t my first time
Look me in my eyes
Said speak what’s on your mind...

Let your demons out to me
I’ll make them feel at home
Speak to life your fantasy
Reflect your mind like Chrome
This home I’ve built means much to me
Too much to call my own
‘Cos everyone and everything are yours
And yours alone

Perfect fantasy
This time by the trees
Sweat drips down my neck
Sun beams through the leaves
I whisper my intent
You shiver to the breeze
Death wish to be content
It’s just my disease...

Let your demons out to me
I’ll make them feel at home
Speak to life your fantasy
Reflect your mind like Chrome
This home I’ve built means much to me
Too much to call my own
‘Cos everyone and everything are yours
And yours alone

Perfect fantasy
She was number three
Forever topped my list
But I never felt her breathe
Watched you through the window
You couldn’t see my face
Kept myself secluded
Still lacking in faith...

Let your demons out to me
I’ll make them feel at home
Speak to life your fantasy
Reflect your mind like Chrome
This home I’ve built means much to me
Too much to call my own

Perfect fantasy
Perfect fantasy
Perfect fantasy
Perfect fantasy

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wav file: Perfect Fantasy V11 - Slightly Lowered Kick (~ - 0.3db)

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ PERFECT FANTASY (PROD. RAZEGOD)

Biz ne yaşıyoruz, hiç bilmiyorum ki
Bir gün nefret et, ertesi gün sev beni
Sabah uyanıp bakmazsan eğer yüzüme
Zamanla değişmen dokunuyor içime

Gözlerimde donup kalan bir hüzün var
Duygularım seninle savaşta her an
Bir gün gökyüzü, bir gün karanlık
Kalbim yoruluyor bu gelgitlerden artık

Belki de biz hiç başlamadık
Belki de yol baştan yarımdı
Ne sen anladın ne ben sustum
Zaman bile bize dar geldi

Gözlerimde donup kalan hüzün (prod. kkoreaxo)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mix & master w/ CH!O 
art by SEPHA.
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics -

i took the blue pill and i felt bad an i 
took the red pill and i felt sad
and i took the black pill and it held me back
but there's no escape from this time lapse
x2
so broke i walked 4 miles
to contemplate my lifestyle
scaled a gate
to be alone with my strife
jus for a little while
or maybe forever

i thought high hopes would
tie a knot in time
oh
i thought a positive outlook
would create my peace of mind
but its all falling
x2

well those underachievers 
their good lads
tryna hold onto nature's collapse
in the daily chore and the daily stacks
in the daily dose of our anthrax
it started as a cut now its a full attack

my old pal rob he was a good lad
hid spliff in his ex's maxi pads
smelt his failures in her lows 
and never took him back
now he's a hentai voyeaur 
and a reddit hack
he's a real smart alec
when at the keypad
keying his nose and keying the facts
keying his nose and keying the facts -
"we'll establish 
peak civilisation...
from my bedroom...
for a nation"

i thought high hopes would
tie a knot in time
oh
i thought a positive outlook
would create my peace of mind
but its all falling
x2

its all falling
oh
its all fallen
x2

STREAM // DOWNLOAD

blackpilled

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
cover art by izu chung
mix/master w/ CH!O (Juan Peralta)
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
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Lyrics -

oh
i live the visual overload
im like you
taken in by the seeds they sow
to watch the numbers of others
climb the towers
then watch all their thunder crash and burn
and shower far down
spectated by the ghosts of this town
far down
far down

she said...

'join me in life
- there's love in the doom'
x2

well you say to yourself darling
that the ghosts of this town
never stole from you
those ghouls u see around
will only know themselves in tombs
will only know themselves in tombs

'join me in life
- there's love in the doom'
x4

Gel...
gel benim hayatıma 
gir ötekini o olmadan
anlayamazsın x3
(öteki seni sen olmadan anlayamaz)

'join me in life
- there's love in the doom'
x4

join me in life... x4

LINK TO ALL PLATFORMS

Join Me

Whata World's End (Prod. NXCTURNAL)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cscu1d9DIZo

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

Devil

⸸ spotify ⸸

Devil (5head)  [Music Video ↓]

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/ele_wav

Lyrics:

I don't save time for the others,
Couldn't save my life in the summer,
She the only one that go stubborn,
So fucked up, but I love her,
Time move fast in the suburbs,
All of their cash is a bother,
I stay home for my mother,
Others that'll never find recover,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Go back, 
King hail, like long last,
Stings held, trust no act,
Still fam that stab back,
Frontlines I'm on that,
Crunch time we on that,
Street signs, my bags packed,
Washed eyes, dry laugh track,


I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Video

Making You Proud (Prod. by ELE)

you guys are my family <3
we'll sit in hell together xxx

love razegod

idleglance lyric amv (death note) : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Xb0vfWf5v4

Lyrics:

I’m just sitting here by myself
Never much company in Hell
Never much company in Hell

You never really wanted anything
Anything to do with me
Anything, anything
Fuck off, I’m dead now
Dead to you, dead to everyone, dead to me
Who the fuck even knows I’m alive here?

Alive here, alive still!
Just waiting in the dark for my time to be up (u-up)
Waiting in the dark here, for my time
For my time, time to be up

Rest and save my Soul I don’t wanna fly by my own
Lest I dig a grave in my own Mind I’ll die alone

Last thing I could ever hope to lose was my heart in you
Don’t act if I ever would lie, you thought there was some truth

So true, so true
I miss you, I miss you
Don’t lie, I can tell
Don’t lie, I can tell

[Bridge]

Did she ever say?
D-d-did she ever say anything?
Anything about me though?

I’m just sitting here by myself
Never much company in Hell (hell)
Never much company in Hell (hell)

You never really wanted anything
Anything to do with me
Anything, anything
Fuck off, I’m dead now
Dead to you, dead to everyone, dead to me
Who the fuck even knows I’m alive here?

So true, so true
I miss you, I miss you
Don’t lie, I can tell
Don’t lie, I can tell

So true, so true
I miss you, I miss you
Don’t lie, I can tell
Don’t lie, I can tell

x

Anything? (prod. morii)

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ chio (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133) <3
MUSIC VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAna5DzQTg
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
_______________
Lyrics -

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
how i knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
but i was clownin clownin clownin
but i was clownin clownin clownin

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x2

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

lost clown in the over growth
the mud banks slippin down liquor slopes
and on the buzz i reached the tall heights
but my arm span sunk and lost focus on my sight

please no more bad news
they said they can't take it
disgrace parades
collapse brigades
please no more bad news
they said they can't take it

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x4
in a better time

i threw those devices away
and deleted the self i made
for the maniac
who couldn't live
the day to day

played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts

spotify

better time

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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