love the dark vibe but also captivating beat

I like the unusual ambient vibe and the guitar work here

this is different and pleasantly surprising

puts me in the zone bruh😱   and makes me wanna listen to more of your tracks and inspires me to make more music myself

muy bien. AMbientes con harto espacio. revers y dealys. bases que no cansan. good job

disgrace parades

lyrics:


promise this week i’ll do

all the things last week

i meant to do

and in the stars

out my window

i see plans and places i could go


the energy lifts all around 

i’m a spirit when i live this sound 

it’s the only thing to take me outta here

the fog on my window now clears


i’ll try and quit the escape 

and never fear it

no longer try and take the wheel

yet never steer it

when all i learned about myself

set me free

but the weight of it 

ended me



an infestation of loud insects

takin up my space but never payin rent

just like my past self livin check to check

stayin on sofas and sleeping on debts

when your careless your free to a degree

you live romantic while others take your fees

you break outta the shell more stuck

and try and make up for all you took

see a life out my window

so many plans and places I could go


now i’m in the comfort of bare bones living

don’t need big richs just enough to be giving

to all i owe for others and myself

just to pay for daily gravity and health

the quiet strangers are the saviours of the earth 

those who need validation or a needy soul search

them who play their part for nothing in return

those content within their role who never always yearn

reprobate

prod https://soundcloud.com/amertm
feat https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
cover @slothboipapi

Lyrics

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

Drown in pain
Hate my days
I'm finna break

Locked inside by choice of mine
Disintegrate

Mental state decay by day
I am afraid

Of thoughts of mine they wondering
I'm finna break

I drink daily
To forget the pain
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy
I ain't want this day
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here
Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here

Watch me and the smoke hang around the ceiling like a wraith of my fears
A wraith of my fears

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

I drink daily (Dark my eyes)
To forget the pain (As I see the light)
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy (Name my fate)
I ain't want this day (As I hate my days)
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Trapped

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Trapped w/ SEPHA. (Amertume)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
_______________
Lyrics:
6am
get up
feel doubt
shake it off
walk about
while the sleeping sky is teasing you
tally scores
of the chores
of ur day
to rid away
all the clouds
that carry all ur desires and gods

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

works ends
it sucked
now its night time
ur a night guy
work for breaks guy
have a pint guy
hide ur thoughts guy
and appear
all smiles
to live the day
its first world problems
at a table
while third world devastation
through a screen
far away
makes u stressed at yourself
thinking why am i taking this for granted sink another one in on a bread line
not a death line
just a casual small wage alienation with information overload to keep you always envy dreaming

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u 
so let it go
x2

its weekend 
wake up
make upf
or all the lost
hours spent on time for someone else
indulge
go big
everything's yours
to give 
til it goes back to the grind again
and u check ur
ur wasitline
ur frownline
ur health and ur bank account
and think why did i do that thing fuck it
its another day
probably do it again
try to break the pattern before it goes in circles

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in a

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

so many things (that could kill u)

Falling / Apart

i love you all so much, thank you for being patient with me,
i'd stepped back from releasing so full on for a month, but now i'm back
endless appreciation for you all my family
FULL ALBUM
'lately life hasn't felt worth living...'
DROPPING FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 16th
xxx

Don't Put Up (Prod. MinimumWade X Razegod)

☆ with @slothboipapi
☆ artwork by Aidan Netley - instagram.com/aidannetley
☆ produced and mixed by me. 

☆ lyrics:

VIDEO <3

☆ Lie To Me w/ $LOTHBOI ☆

Why does everything end up like this
I swear I knew it would end,
I’m getting used to it, I know you’d come back and quit
I know you’re with him not me, getaway

Why does everyone hate me right now
I swear it’s like I just found out
What did I expect this time I will pretend that I’m fine
Cus I don’t want you hearing about me

I guess you really didn’t think id find out
I know you’re using me right now
say I’m just like him but I’m second best
yeah, if you had him I know you’d leave me like the rest

It’s your fake heart, yeah its fake love
say you wanna come back and make things up to me
but I don’t want that, I don’t want that
leave me alone ill be fine

sick to death of watching the best of me get eaten alive
I still see your heart on your shoulder when you look at my eyes
why can’t you let me go,  
I don’t feel it, it’s over

kiss me on the cheek, close my eyes yeah ill step away
biting on my lips, I know if I don’t leave I will decay
don’t look down look at me
I’m doing alright so just leave

Why does everything end up like this
I swear I knew it would end,
I’m getting used to it, I know you’d come back and quit
I know you’re with him not me, getaway

Why does everyone hate me right now
I swear it’s like I just found out
What did I expect this time I will pretend that I’m fine
Cus I don’t want you hearing about me

lying on the floor I see you cover your eyes
the sun is just too bright
you talking to him and you get into his car
leave me here stranded on the road, where did I go wrong no

don’t recognize the face in front of me
yeah the mirror doesn’t seem to give images I wanna see
so I shut down and shut out everyone
learn to be alone but it wasn’t fun

forgive and forget half-alive here at best
my memories are getting hazy so please just
understand that I need to take a break
between us it wasn’t about you and me I knew you always were fake

kiss me on the cheek, close my eyes yeah ill step away
biting on my lips, I know if I don’t leave I will decay
don’t look down look at me
I’m doing alright so just leave

Why does everything end up like this
I swear I knew it would end,
I’m getting used to it, I know you’d come back and quit
I know you’re with him not me, getaway

Why does everyone hate me right now
I swear it’s like I just found out
What did I expect this time I will pretend that I’m fine
Cus I don’t want you hearing about me

YOU KNEW ID FIND OUT

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/ele_wav

Lyrics:

I don't save time for the others,
Couldn't save my life in the summer,
She the only one that go stubborn,
So fucked up, but I love her,
Time move fast in the suburbs,
All of their cash is a bother,
I stay home for my mother,
Others that'll never find recover,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Go back, 
King hail, like long last,
Stings held, trust no act,
Still fam that stab back,
Frontlines I'm on that,
Crunch time we on that,
Street signs, my bags packed,
Washed eyes, dry laugh track,


I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Video

Making You Proud (Prod. by ELE)

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA. 
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @drunkgirl <3
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
_______________
Lyrics:

liposuctor

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @ch!o <3
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
_______________
Lyrics:

i can never sleep
screamin at the ceiling and i'm tearing at the sheets
all of my anxieties are running up to me
their frantic energy is overwhelming me
and i cant calm it down
the space i breathe
is also the prison where my mind can never keep
positive in lines of thought
it ties up endless seams
keep asking why til numbness consumes 
the feeling free

where nothing ever feels like anything anymore (x2)

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the

i could never dream
dreaming is believing
then you're loosing everything
all of the naivety 
will lead you to worse things
find the strength to love the now
the comfort is the key
but i can't calm it 
down
the space i breathe 
is also now the prison 
where the learning hinders me
stay a little dumb and
stay a little meek
everything you learn and more
are keys but they're locks where 

nothing ever feels like anything anymore (x2)

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the
(x2)

bridge //

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the
(x2)

(backing vocals -
all this
human
bondage
bondage)

ALL OTHER PLATFORMS

human bondage

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @drunkgirl <3

the ones (who think they've figured it out)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

bury the capsule of my doubt, I find myself staring through a window into the thick fog inside of my home, and it’s haunting it’s calling me beckoning me to walk further into the trees, and I find that there is no such thing as the word hope here

now im digging my way out, does it get better, does it get better than this
you burst in my room anger is filled in the palm of your fist
waking up with a black eye yeah like everything’s just fine
until the morning brings dust and I fade into my own hell

I swear time stood for a second and it showed me everything
what it means to be alive and for what it means to kill myself
some days it gets better most days it’s just worse
until I find out I hated myself all along 

THE ROPE JUST PULLS BACK
PRESSURE BUILDS AS MY NECK JUST SNAPS
IS THIS LIFE, IS THIS IT FUCK IM SICK OF IT
REPEATING AND REPEATING UNTIL THE TIDE JUST SWALLOWS ME WHOLE

THE RAT KING RELAPSED
I DONT THINK I WILL GET ME BACK
IS THIS LIFE, IS THIS IT FUCKING KILL ME NOW
CIRCLING AND CIRCLING UNTIL THIS HELL IS ALL THAT I FOUND

Even though our eyes had seen so much heartache, we had so much faith that this journey would show us the world in which we loved, but all I'm left with is a hollow empty room, which chills my bones till they freeze, I find my soul no longer lingers in this room because it hates the feeling of knowing that someone is going to die

Iron Teeth

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ https://soundcloud.com/drunkgirlmusic <3
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
VK - https://vk.com/sephaofficial
_______________
Lyrics -

those doubts
I run them out
X2

Its those doubts
those doubts in ur mind still rise
u take ur time
drive u wild with hate away from growth in sight
u run them out
 legs tiger pounce in every stride
Thought that the powers above never towered high

But the powers above never brought me down 
Made the forces in my step
On shallow grounds 
X2

No man knows
Where the power is
Whose mouth speaks it
Who repeats it
Who imitates it
Then concretes it
Who imitates it then concretes it

Those demagogues
Them that seek it
Them that breathe it
Them that repeat it
Then concrete it
Them that repeat it then concrete it
Oh

Oh
Bring the colours out of you
Well I’ve been sleeping
in dark rooms
x2

Im so down
Wont let the powers above mess me more somehow 
Wont let the pride in my chest
Arch down to a bow 
Wont let the voices from the crowd
Become to loud 
Wont let the faceless noise
Bring heartless anger out

No man knows
Where the power is
Whose mouth speaks it
Who repeats it
Who imitates it
Then concretes it
Who imitates it then concretes it

No punch knows
Where the force is
Whose fist beats it
Whose neck seats it
Who recieves it
Then repeats it
Who imitates it then recieves it

Bring the colours out of you
I’ve been sleeping
In dark rooms

Bring me the colours out of you
Well I’ve been sleeping
in dark rooms
x3

Away from the others ive been waiting to
See u in colour ive been waiting to
See u in colours ive been waiting to
See u in colours ive been waiting to

Show me the power of u
of you
you
x4

demagogue

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ chio (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133) <3
MUSIC VIDEO - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAna5DzQTg
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
_______________
Lyrics -

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
how i knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
but i was clownin clownin clownin
but i was clownin clownin clownin

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x2

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

lost clown in the over growth
the mud banks slippin down liquor slopes
and on the buzz i reached the tall heights
but my arm span sunk and lost focus on my sight

please no more bad news
they said they can't take it
disgrace parades
collapse brigades
please no more bad news
they said they can't take it

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x4
in a better time

i threw those devices away
and deleted the self i made
for the maniac
who couldn't live
the day to day

played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts

spotify

better time

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
_________
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA?si=QQPGL4ugTbqykR9-qnn2eQ
Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q 
Apple music - https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG -  https://www.instagram.com/sepha.a
Twitter - https://www.twitter.com/_SEPHA
VK - https://vk.com/sephaofficial
_______

Lyrics: 
i'm spending every day
goin insane
talkin to screens
voices in the walls they squeeze me

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

welcome to the era of mass death
unemployment
oligarks
and isolated enjoyment
natures collapse
with self accountability the central employment
not the systemic poisons 
and our daily routines
given more to screens
their reality illusive yet intrusive
click bait dreams
happy days where desires
are figured out for me
let my pores perspire
formulations for my needs
oh...
and a couple of crowds 
are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

well you might feel so corny when you put love first
cos lovin doesn't talk inside the echo church
every roll i'm on they follow in every angry word
daily saving different targets 
manifest my thirst

opinions 
i'm surrounded 
might be catered to til the grave
arteries clogged but still enabled 
on many boards of the same face
see the one's you disagree with 
silenced and called fascistic
no one can expose their ignorance
when they're not platformed with real statistics
oh...
and the crowds are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

so gimme your hate
your hate speech
hate speech so i can speak freely 
no one gets shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb
when you hear them out loud

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

them that preach

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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____________________________________
All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
____________________________________
contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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xx

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