Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE YouTube: https://youtu.be/rtCtHBQyz0M 🖤

prod https://soundcloud.com/amertm
feat https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
cover @slothboipapi

Lyrics

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

Drown in pain
Hate my days
I'm finna break

Locked inside by choice of mine
Disintegrate

Mental state decay by day
I am afraid

Of thoughts of mine they wondering
I'm finna break

I drink daily
To forget the pain
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy
I ain't want this day
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here
Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here

Watch me and the smoke hang around the ceiling like a wraith of my fears
A wraith of my fears

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

I drink daily (Dark my eyes)
To forget the pain (As I see the light)
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy (Name my fate)
I ain't want this day (As I hate my days)
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Trapped

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Trapped w/ SEPHA. (Amertume)

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

And I be scared
To message my friends
To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend

Like what can they say
And what can they do
I know the answer, and they know it too

Nothing can save me
Shit I am broken
I'm just a baby
Crying from motion

Shit I been fighting some thoughts
So I'm writing these bars
So I ain't end it all

I be crying
As I write this song
I be fighting
But I ain't that strong

What is right now
I know only wrong
Where did I go
I was happy once

I was happy once
I hate what I have become
I knew happiness
Now I know that pain is shit

I knew not to quit
Now I'm looking down a bridge
I knew happiness
I knew happiness

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make u come undone
Don't let the cunts make u come undone

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make you come undone
Don't let the cunts make you come undone

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

Happy

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Happy w/ SEPHA (ERLAX)

LSD with Dante X

Falling / Apart

Prod.Lil Faradeyy

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Slow down em with fake thoughts
Boy rain streaming down my face, snot
Got weak knees and a tight chest
Feeling so low screaming FUCK THIS

It be hard to live when you like this
Time still when you fighting

But fuck around ima hold it down
Ima use it up n live a LIFE IM PROUD

Its hard to fucking stand up when your beat down
Mind broke legs are feeling weak now
Rundown town, I got a grim sound
Waiting for a meltdown, THIS IS WHAT THEY WANT NOW

Lost my sense of time
how can a couple seconds feel like a lifetime?
i swear i was doing alright
but then out of nowhere it hit me

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

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[Chorus]
I know you wanted me too (Whatever)
Whatever we do
Comes a day of me and you 
All alone 
Put it to song
F the world
They shoot, they know 
Telling me I've fallen off
Telling me I need to go
All along 
This lonely road
They shoot me as it goes

[Verse]
So many
I don't think
Don't think that I'll remember
My name, am I dead
Whatever I do
Whatever I say 
To me
Get back for you
I never know you loved me too
You gone inside my breaks
I know I shouldn't never let you closer 

[Chorus]
I know you wanted me too
Whatever comes
Whatever we do
Comes a day of me and you 
All alone 
Put it to song
F the world
They shoot, they know 
Telling me I've fallen off
Telling me I need to go
All along 
This lonely road
They shoot me as it goes

🔥F the world 🌍

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

IDLEGLANCE XMAS SPECIAL
EXLUSIVE RELEASE FEATURING: @sepha-joey @rivilin @s0cliche 
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AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/iSXB1gO3Ytc
Prod. by Rivilin & SEPHA.

Lyrics:

SEPHA.:
WINTER MORNING SO COLD IT BITES MY FACE
WE’RE WARM BY NIGHT BUT I FEEL LONGING WHEN I WAKE FROM BED
I'M GONNA DRINK AGAIN
SIP WHISKEY WARM BY ICY WINDS
MY MIND STAYING LONGING
SIP WHISKEY WARM BY ICY WINDS
MY MIND STAYING LONGING
 
RIVILIN:
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR BETWEEN
IF YOU EVER FALL, EVER FALL, EVER FALL YOU GOT ME
SMILE ON CHRISTMAS EVE
BECAUSE I GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, BELIEVE ME

S0CLICHÉ:
I BEEN SO LOST ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU VACATE
TURN IT TO A LOSS EVERY CHRISTMAS ANY VACA
SHIT I’M ON A ROLL, I’LL PROBABLY SLIP AWAY HEY
MAKE A MILLION MORE
BUT THAT’S PRESSURE ON THE FRAME AY
SIPPIN' SPIRITS FOR MY SOUL SO NUMB
NO I DON’T KNOW WHERE THESE GIFTS COME FROM
I TAKE IT IT’S THE GRACE OF GOD
BUT I DON’T GOTTA FOOL NO ONE
 
RIVILIN:
SCRAPING OFF THE WINDOW WITH A CREDIT CARD YEAH
I DON’T WANNA LEAVE I WANNA STAY INSIDE WITH YOU
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR YOU KNOW I'M STILL ALIVE
I HATE MYSELF BUT YOU JUST KEEP THE FIRE BRIGHT WITHIN ME
 
YOU TRY TO CHANGE THE TOPICS BUT IT DOESN’T HELP
YOU’RE TORN BETWEEN MEMORIES OF A FAMILY BURNT IN HELL
SO TELL ME STORIES OF A CHRISTMAS YOU HAD NO ONE ELSE
YOU GOT ME SO STAY, I WON’T LET YOU COLLECT DUST ON THE SHELF
 
SEPHA. END PART:
THE BELLS RING
THE DRUNK MOON ALWAYS SINGS’ A BUNCH OF TIMES
 
RIVILIN:
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR BETWEEN
IF YOU EVER FALL, EVER FALL, EVER FALL YOU GOT ME
SMILE ON CHRISTMAS EVE
BECAUSE I GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, BELIEVE ME

Smile on Christmas Eve

Sepha. x Rivilin x s0cliché - Smile On Christmas Eve

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals


Rivilin

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah cus I feel like you don’t really get it
cus you hate me but you don’t wanna admit it
could I love me but the reflections not a spitting image
constant water, a downpour where you said I needed therapy

do I sell my soul to a hospital where I know I won’t get better
because this anger builds from a childhood where I just watched over my brother
I was only fucking 13 when I stayed home from school just to look after my mother
because depression lives in the worst places in the worst places when everything just falls

RipThePetals

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
Im missing every fucking inch of you
So baby hit my phone and come around, maybe we could go and

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
I paint my face with a grin, but really hate everything
I hate my skin, baby can you come and

Can you fucking tell me that im good enough
Give me reassurance, yeah I need your love
Trauma from my past makes it hard to trust

I hate everything from my skin to bone
Rip the fucking petals on the pedal stool
You only ever call me when your high or alone

Oh boy am I always alone
I'd rather wait to give that bitch my throne
Instead of fucking every weekend
They don’t love me, they just want Petals, yeah im fucked I know

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
Im missing every fucking inch of you
So baby hit my phone and come around, maybe we could go and

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
I paint my face with a grin, but really hate everything
I hate my skin, baby can you come and

LAY DOWN FT. RIPTHEPETALS

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