https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

They always hating I don’t listen to that nonsense
You’re looking at the world through the wrong lens
Surrounded by some people they some fake friends
You’re worth so much more 
Life is priceless

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand,
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

Never hit send
When does this end
Love from every angle got me bending like a square

Overflow the pot
Let it spill away
Inspire with the thought
I radiate the way
Treat it like a game
I level with the pain
I let the mana drain
Arcane up in my veins

Cast a spell
Unlocking all the fucking chains
Hundred fold
But I'm pushing through decay
Swimming up a hill
Fighting with the waves
Crashing down
I create away the day

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

The Bends

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - The Bends

this one's for me
by us
https://youtu.be/BsT_4oRkcso?si=8UxV852xXfxxyw8f

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Angel i

The 7th God Exits

⸸ stream ⸸

Search History Freestyle

prod ARAM
music video https://youtu.be/p2H8I_v_JeM?si=bWSvtWF5G2PxL2EZ

lyrics

I love you
I can’t lose
I love you
I can’t lose

You want me dead
Be careful feelings spread
Holding all that in you
You gun blow up in the end

So instead
Let go
The best revenge
Is love

Show some kindness to your devil
Then you’ll reach the minds ascend

Ascend
Ascend
Ascend until you reach your innocence

Ascend
Ascend
Ascend until you reach your innocence

I’m sorry
I’m drowning
I struggle my heart pounding

I’m bounded
I’m sinking
My hands are tied I’m leaving

No breathing
No feeling
I seize up fucking freezing

You feel it
Increasing
Your hole is not appeasing

You want me dead
Be careful feelings spread
Holding all that in you
You gun blow up in the end

So instead
Let go
The best revenge
Is love

Show some kindness to your devil
Then you’ll reach the minds ascend

Innocence

music video

Innocence [Music Video ↓]

Spellcraft Interlude

prod ARAM

lyrics

Angels falling
Demons knocking
Angels falling
Demons knocking

I feel so used
I feel abused

Halo dysfunctional
Wings are combustible
Hang from the trident
That burning your fucking soul

Life is so touchable
Last breathe be full of smoke
Choking and gasping
I ash in your fucking throat

I ain’t the problem its bigger than me
Can’t you see that devil is following leads

There a leak
Where the rats crawl right in the seams
Issa feat
Hundred demon in the back of the keep cuh

Right
Wrong
Stay
Strong

Mind in a place, where divine would’ve fold like

White
Black
Grey
Cracks

I got a problem with the voice in my brain man

Rise from the throne
Enter the zone
Divine ain’t a state you will find on your own so

Ride till you grown
Till you die with groan
With a bang with a flame it’s the end of the road

Angels falling
Demons knocking
Angels falling
Demons knocking

Dysfunction

Dysfynction

Featuring my homie: https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

Like the band of four, leaving your home in the shire
we only had each others friendship, no other desire
except a ring, a burden around your throat
and the more you press on you find the weight chokes

leave your ghost by the bed, this paths not for the weak
hear the screams in the distance they're stabbing at false sheets
pull out your dagger as they pierce you through the cloak
yeah you watch it turn to dust but the struggle you won't be broke

hear the horns in the distance the north is coming close
feel the fear in the boots but the fire you gotta stoke
just to keep your feet going on, keep with the struggle right
you gotta keep on going, sadly there's no end in sight

and when you finally reach it you find you're on your knees
till you think the ones who love you wanna throw you to the fiends
like please get away how did it turn like this
one day i'll be smiling with everyone that i miss

i didn't understand back then whats up,
i'll bite my lip, take a knife through the gut
and when you see me smile please just dont say
i miss the person right here won't you stay

the dark flame came embraced all my face
if i turn yeah i'll see myself yeah replaced
and when you sing i'll try to rise up again
and then we'll see a perfect home through the lens

$lothboi:

I got to bone to pick
I’m tired of the holiness
The higher I be up the flying hit me with the turbulence

Surrounded by thought me
I might’ve had lobotomy
There’s something in my head that ain’t apart of what I want in me

I’m splitting like I’m missing
All the glue up on the leather

I’m hitting like a whippet
When I mix it all together

I’m fitting like a condom on a dick in chilly weather
I be slipping when I’m falling but a spark will make me better

(Spark Sound)
(exhale)

Leme hold a bit
Gas so strong
Bouta blow the bitch
Up

(exhale)

Leme roll this shit
Gas so packed
Bouta fold a bit
Yuh

Get a load of this
Man so up
Bouta jump and get stuck

Plan so fucked
Bouta duck
And get bucked

Man no luck
Just refuse
To get stuck

Waterford Ft. $lothboi

prod @crcl

No way
Working 40 off a day shifts
No shame
Pushing 80 in my own shit

No fame
Boy it ain’t the motivation
Tell me that I ain’t shit
Induce a revelation

Ima aim
Ferda flame
Ima chase it

Ain’t no shame
For the blame
That it came with

Fuck a party
Ima lurk
Ima paint shit

On a track
Had to dash
If it ain’t this

40 in my hand
With the gang
We deface it

Dirty in the pound
Wearing black
Cuz the paint thick

Dirty in the mound
Not a the frown
When we face it

Dirty in the ground
With a crown
I ain’t basic

Down with a ship
Down with a bitch
Drowning

I found innocence
Round bit sin
Naughty

Divine imminent
Thrive in min
Stories

Divine in the sin
Die with a grin
Sorry

If it ain’t this
Hope you tryna live a bit
Living and existing ain’t the same, don’t you get it twist

Giving and forgiving keep you sane
Outa the abyss

Kindness to each other
Hit the bank, issa dividend

Yuh

Get your funds up
Watchu want son
Show some kindness to your devil
And the angels won’t run

Watchu find until you settle
Be the real tough love
Till the flower showing petals
And full moon sun

Revelations

MUSIC VIDEO

$LOTHBOI - Revelations [Music Video ↓]

https://youtu.be/szgwk3ksASE?si=VRSjS1NyfbJ9B-ed
https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

lyrics

Changed this world
With a laptop
Evolving till the life stop
Creating till the sun don’t shine

Soul bound
Save you from a come down
Pull you by the rope now
Ascend up to the warm bright lights

Changed this world
With a laptop
Evolving till the life stop
Creating till the sun don’t shine

Soul bound
Save you from a come down
Pull you by the rope now
Ascend up to the warm bright lights

Kindness
In me
Thriving
Dizzy
Gasoline
In my lungs hitting

Evolving
With me
Homies
Lifting
Ascending high
We’re flying really

I don’t care
Where I fit right
But I can’t care
To decide
I feel I ain’t designed
To live a life that defined

I don't care
Let them glare
I live my life like a dare

Empty stares
Everywhere
They sold control of their life

Who am I
Who am I
Without someone by my side
Who am I
Who am I
Am I not what I decide
What happened
To that person
That I used to be
Did he die
Who am I becoming
Who am I asking this to

Oohhh
Is it a disguise
Is it all a lie

Am I really here
There’s no way to know
Thrown in this world
With nowhere to go
This bird has flown
You’re all alone
Only yourself to call a home

I clear my head
I clear my thoughts
Remove myself from it all
Somehow i am and I am not
Somehow I am and I am not

I see
I taste
I breathe
I hear
I walk
I run
I laugh, I
I search
I find
I wonder why
I wonder why
I wonder why

I Wonder Why

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - I Wonder Why [Music Video ↓]

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