Battleground

Battleground (prod. Saba Lagrange)

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Lyrics:

always learning lessons how to live
always learning how to die right
all i know is i'm blessed to know u
always blessed to see the sky

tell me how do u know you're good
when u never embraced the bad
how do u know what's right to do 
when you've never let yourself go mad

well I think its aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all
x2

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

always learning individuality
thinking it's real like originality
when everythings in rewind and repeat
but sometimes it will still be packing heat 
yeh
it's on the preach of the screen i pray
i conform to it every day
conformity's the new alternative
I love to be irrelevant and say
well i think it's aspirational
to hang around and do fuck all
it seems unconventional
to be content and no one at all

do nothing 
be no one
just fade
fade
x2

dreamscape fadeout in our room
we're crazy
crazy baby escaping reality
x2

STREAM + NEW MERCH

be no one

Control ft. Sepha (Prod. thislandis)

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
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@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

Prod.Lil Faradeyy

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Slow down em with fake thoughts
Boy rain streaming down my face, snot
Got weak knees and a tight chest
Feeling so low screaming FUCK THIS

It be hard to live when you like this
Time still when you fighting

But fuck around ima hold it down
Ima use it up n live a LIFE IM PROUD

Its hard to fucking stand up when your beat down
Mind broke legs are feeling weak now
Rundown town, I got a grim sound
Waiting for a meltdown, THIS IS WHAT THEY WANT NOW

Lost my sense of time
how can a couple seconds feel like a lifetime?
i swear i was doing alright
but then out of nowhere it hit me

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

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Left For Dead (Feat.$LOTHBOI)

@rivilin

Lyrics

Were sick of being just used by the ones that we love
Wont you say a quick pray and give our souls to the wind
So light a match in the dark and reach a hand out to me
Losing grip over time this god gave up easily

A drug fucked mess at the alter, no your prays no they don't, don't deceive me
I'm feeling sick from all this pressure, from the ones who say they care
I watched my family be abandoned by the church who said they'd be their
Even my family that my mother used to love, abandoned her when she was in need

I'm sick of being betrayed by a lover, so disgusted am I
I've became resilient to the affection that they deny through their eyes
Where were you when my mother needed help and my brother was so suicidal back then
I was just a kid trying to keep this family together but it wasn't enough

Tainted my blood with some DNA chains
Addiction runs in me genetical fate

My blood is so tainted
I can't help to crave it
I'm drowning in vomit when I be awakened

Abusing myself and I keep coming back
Sophia I'm sorry I left in a flash
I promise I miss you but shit I got issues
I'm trapped in this cycle of booze with a screw loose

I feel like everyday's the same
I say it every song cuz I mean what I say, aye
Like I'm tryna the face pain
But when its coming in the same wave, everyday
I feel just crushed by weight
Its hard to fucking stand up let alone feel okay
I know I feel disdain
At my own life so I fight it every day

I miss your face
The excited gaze
These autumn leaves, ain't feel the same

I lost it all
I gave it up
For a dream, no regrets, but fuck it sucks

I make mistakes
I feel the pain
Associated with me to blame

My life is fucked
Deep rooted mud
God gave it up, and I had enough

Were sick of being just used by the ones that we love
Wont you say a quick pray and give our souls to the wind
So light a match in the dark and reach a hand out to me
Losing grip over time this god gave up easily

Sophia

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Sophia

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Feeling kinda bent now
I just won't forget how
Things had ended up
And now I'm drinking from a double cup

Messages are cryptic
Acting pessimistic
Loss of my existence
I'm just a statistic

Lockdown now confined to stone walls
Vision of a prison I'm stuck with no calls
Looking out the window and watch the snow fall
Spitting all the writtens committing a faux pas

Cellophane game looking right up it's plastic
Think it's gotten fucking better but shit has been getting drastic
Pass the fucking papers to roll up another wood
Might be doing all the shit that they wanted but never could

Sticking up a sign and I'm wearing a balaclava
Bitches never saw me and going and starting drama
Fuck a pig snitching I'm riding inside Impalas
Got the purple up on me they might mistake me for the Ballas

Secondhand bitches they're breathing the blunt smoke
They're reciting all the words and the lyrics I once wrote
Sipping everyday while they're gripping up on the tec
Roll a couple of bundles while they be ripping on the deck

Feeling kinda bent now
I just won't forget how
Things had ended up
And now I'm drinking from a double cup

Messages are cryptic
Acting pessimistic
Loss of my existence
I'm just a statistic

Never knowing pain I'm injecting the novocaine
I've been waiting all alone and avoiding the soaking rain
Thinking in my mind I just wanted to smoke a strain
Calming every fucking nerve and the wanting to blow my brain

Venom in my pocket and flowing into my vein
Got the blood up on the carpet eroding into a stain
Gone without a trace and I'm taking a second look
Caught a vision of the drugs that you wanted but never took

Cash in account got the FAFSA dispersed
But I feel so dead feel the cash is a curse
Never felt better but I never felt great
I just got that pay bout a year too late

Truth of my time yeah the truth got told
Got the drugs out back when the drugs got sold
Deals went bad but the deals got made
And we ate real good when the bills got paid

Feeling kinda bent now
I just won't forget how
Things had ended up
And now I'm drinking from a double cup

Messages are cryptic
Acting pessimistic
Loss of my existence
I'm just a statistic

Just Wanted To Say Thank You For Nothing

Prod. Discent, reprod. YCK

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Packed my bags
I’m making up a plan to escape
Won’t be back
Wrote a note tried my best to explain

I won’t call I won’t text
No you said I’m like the rest
I’m a no good motherfucker
Feeling so depressed

Case of the blues
Always aim then I shoot
I don’t wanna miss a chance
That I got to advance

Up the ladder making chatter
Nothing I can say’ll matter
In the grand scheme of things
Any song I made or sing

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Minutes of recognition
Start up my car and turn the ignition
No I don’t got a place to go
I don’t hear a thing they’re saying so

Leaving breathing give me a reason
To keep on going I keep repeating
Drained of my life I feel defeated
With every changing season

Stoned I’m alone
Thought I’d quit it but I don’t
When the heater went and broke
Man my fingers fucking froze

Now my joints are always swollen
And my gloves I got are stolen
Getting by I’m steady rolling
I ain’t needing your condolence bitch

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Spirits

Drifter

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[LYRICS]

This took a lot for me to talk about
How I broke my promise without a doubt
When I think back to the good times
I remember it was full of lies
I wanted to save you from the bad guy
But it was you I was tryna fight

I'll be your hero if you'll be my heroin
End of my story cuz I couldn't love again
Last chance show me what you got
Tell me that you love me cuz I swear to fucking God
Plot point right through the heart, I thought I couldn't break
Turns out you're the villain

Turns out you're the villain
Turns out you're the villain

Lost my self in the come up
Drank too much imma throw it up
Moonlight sees what I cannot
My heart bleeds let me count it up
You took your knife and you stood in the shadows
waiting for the right time
You took my life and you threw it in the gallows
slaying in the night time

I can believe I trusted you
You fucked me up, but I did too
And Imma get the last word in

I'll be your hero if you'll be my heroin
End of my story cuz I couldn't love again
Last chance show me what you got
Tell me that you love me cuz I swear to fucking God
Plot point right through the heart, I thought I couldn't break
Turns out you're the villain

Turns out you're the villain
Turns out you're the villain

Lyrics/Producer: Joshua Adam Henson
Mixed/Mastered: Brody McKeegan

Broken Heart: Red Version

Hero/Heroin

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals


Rivilin

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah cus I feel like you don’t really get it
cus you hate me but you don’t wanna admit it
could I love me but the reflections not a spitting image
constant water, a downpour where you said I needed therapy

do I sell my soul to a hospital where I know I won’t get better
because this anger builds from a childhood where I just watched over my brother
I was only fucking 13 when I stayed home from school just to look after my mother
because depression lives in the worst places in the worst places when everything just falls

RipThePetals

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
Im missing every fucking inch of you
So baby hit my phone and come around, maybe we could go and

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
I paint my face with a grin, but really hate everything
I hate my skin, baby can you come and

Can you fucking tell me that im good enough
Give me reassurance, yeah I need your love
Trauma from my past makes it hard to trust

I hate everything from my skin to bone
Rip the fucking petals on the pedal stool
You only ever call me when your high or alone

Oh boy am I always alone
I'd rather wait to give that bitch my throne
Instead of fucking every weekend
They don’t love me, they just want Petals, yeah im fucked I know

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
Im missing every fucking inch of you
So baby hit my phone and come around, maybe we could go and

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
I paint my face with a grin, but really hate everything
I hate my skin, baby can you come and

LAY DOWN FT. RIPTHEPETALS

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

LAY DOWN FT. RIPTHEPETALS

Rivilin

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