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mixed/mastered w/ chio
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u care too much (for validation)

Disappearing Trich (ft. Grob 1215) [Prod. Coffeebeats x Razegod]

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Lyrics:

it hurts so much but we'll get there
and i'll
i'll go with you
we can older 
i'll finally get to hold you 
appreciate the beauty 
up there
x2

the one's your lead by
in youth
they're only saying the things you want to hear

so why are you trusting them your fears?
they'll only say what you want to hear
x4

it hurts so much but we'll get there
and i'll
i'll go with you
we can get older 
i'll finally get to hold you 
appreciate the beauty 
up there
x2

so why are you trusting them your fears?
they'll only say what you want to hear
x4

it hurts so much but we'll get there
and i'll
i'll go with you
we can get older 
i'll finally get to hold you 
appreciate the beauty 
up there
x2

we'll get there (away from headless crowds)

oceanheart4k

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Don't Be Scared

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Bad Bad Bad

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin
check my homie 
https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen

looking down im not used to this
yeah under my feet into the black abyss
cus   ill stare at it as it stares through me
yeah its   under my skin yeah it yearns to be free 

cus i became the problem i never meant to be
cus i linger in the forest weighed down by the leaves
cus my mental capacity is over the limit 
if i stay anymore you know im gonna relapse

cus you always stare at me like a freak
no i never understood social interactions
i try to be numb for just one damn secound
so i hide in the daylight always under a disguise

driving around our old neighborhood
memories come back and the tears start to swell
yeah back then i still remember you
if i could come back yeah i would

most days im know not coping
im a piece of shit you know it to be true
you spend to much time just hoping
that if you pray maybe he will come back to you

if i could tell me lost friend something
i hope your listening, i really just miss you
i spend all my time loathing
the fact i let you go i cant accept its true

-- SKYLARALLEN

Tell me it’s all a game 
Cause you don’t feel the same 
Wont let you seal my fate
I been lost but I’m finally on the right page 
Wrong time I been caught up in the wrong place
won’t lie I was always tryna find ways
To get by all alone it’s a damn shame 
Never listen when they tryna get to my brain

Living in a battle perpetuating regret
I been thinking bout escaping instead of making amends
Everybody saying something but they just wanna pretend 
Looking round I cannot tell who’s an enemy or a friend 
Take it all away 
Til I know what’s meant for me 
I won’t go til I know it’s meant to be
Looking in the mirror wonder what is left of me 
Take a breath like I know it’s destiny 

Look around 
Fall back 
Feel the world in my hand like that
Take a breath 
Wont last
Monsters in my head I’m trapped

Water;Liar Ft. skylarallen

https://soundcloud.com/netuhbeats
@prodby_instinct

Lyrics

You ain’t gun visit me
Bitch you aint know this misery on god
Shit you be giving me
Chances like I got a problem and you got sum flaws

Twitching right to the beat (yaw)
Glitches in front of me (aww)
Is this how he OD’d (fuck)
Missing my brothers b (aww)

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

Baby don’t rape me
I aint wanna fuck but you made me
Piece of da trauma
Bitch you aint rlly know sloth yuh

This aint no fiction
My life be so fucked up, addiction
Wish I was kiddin
But im actively tryna fix it

You got your fingers under my skin
You love to wear my flesh as a coat while
You just wanna pop my teeth like bubble wrap
It’s not like you wanna know me

Bricks wrap around my ankles, your words are my noose
Yeah, cuz im used to being lonely
It’s getting harder to fight off suicidal thoughts
When all you ever do is remind me that

Im not worth your time, not worth your time
Wanna kick me on the ground, ripping out my eyes

Fuck

And I just watched this
(Wont you thread my bones together)
Happen to me on tha bed
Shit I got fucked yeah
(Drag me out for all the wolves to see)
But I ain’t nut at the end

Bitch I got problems
Falling to asleep cuz I’m bothered
(Cus im not worth anything to you anymore)
Sippin tha bottle
Dick won’t come up when I wanna

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

I ain’t got no one to save me
Some of my homies be poppin on daily
What the fuck am I to do when I hate me
Lonely and strung from the bottle that made me

Shady where I’m walking heat ain’t my safety
Give me some rainy, days and some eighties
Now sloth me popping like old times its great b
Shaky and broken now we on tha same beat

You ain’t gun visit me
Bitch you aint know this misery on god
Shit you be giving me
Chances like I got a problem and you got sum flaws

Twitching right to the beat 
Glitches in front of me
Is this how he OD’d 
Missing my brothers b

The Sin of Sloth

Trauma

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Trauma w/ Rivilin (NetuH & Instinct)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @drunkgirl <3

the ones (who think they've figured it out)

im sitting on the edge no space in between
it feels like im losing
they can hear you in the next room screaming at me
they’re like what did I do now

I can your feel the desperation crawling at me
you’re from the abyss where your leaching at my veins I can’t breath
it’s like s t f u, yeah your voice stings
until my bones turn to water, the silence starts to tell me that

I got me fucked up, fuck in a bad way
use me, abandoned, I love it, I love it
you wanna take up take me for granted 
losing my conscience I hate it I hate it

you wanna break me, break up and change it
your twisting your words now im sinking, im sinking
you wanna hang me, hung up, now strung out
losing my chances im losing to myself

embraced by chemicals, 
erased, it’s all you know
yeah, I cut out my personality by staying high
its like im always seeing double at the same time

yeah in love with tunnel vision always stuck on superstition
about all the lies you try to say, try to put me in my place
yeah she loves to tell me that she doesn’t need a thing anymore
so spit it out, what does that make me

yeah cus she loves to get into my head
yeah but maybe this is just my imagination telling me that you hate me
yeah I hate me, yeah I thought it was obvious by now but you think that’s a joke
cus ill never get used to it, ill never get you to you saying

D3THFCKED

follow @yungvenxm

[LYRICS]
now that my glass has been emptied - please top it up
barman , please hit me again - i can't get enough...
not from the burn - from the drinks in my throat
fuck the powder and all that stuff - they gon' learn
I'm already numb and it's none your concern
I'd rather just listen to your empty words
fill up my void , i won't show where it hurts
protect my abode with 12 swords
 
ONCE IN A MILLENNIA I DREAM, MAN
SEEN , THEN
DISTANT TO THIS DAY
BUT WHEN I SAW YOU
GOT MOVED INSTANT
LISTEN
TO THE VERY SOUND
LIKE VIOLENT PERSISTENCE
I LIKE THE DARK AND THAT'S OUR DIFFERENCE
SHINE THROUGH ME A LIGHT
LIKE ON YOUR HINDRANCE
YEAH I CAN SEE , THAT YOU DESPISE YOUR OWN EXISTENCE
DON'T NEED TO HEAR YOUR NAMED MENTIONED
CUZ YOU ARE IN MY VISIONS
I END UP REGRETTING MY DECISIONS
LOST AMBITION
P$ FUCKED IT UP
 
yeah i know my baggage has been hefty
weighing down on me , wished my luggage instead empty
used to run through nightmares like I'm chased by Freddy
but I brought a gun to Silent Hill like I'm Eddie , steady , go
cold blood-serpent on the roll
cannot leave yet til i got my control
PS
BIG YAK
Sign Here
For Your Woes
Take Under My Wings
I'll uphold - You

BABY
PLEASE COME HERE
COME SIT NEAR
DON'T SAY "MAYBE"
YOU ENDED UP INVOKING ME
FROM MY GRAVE
NOW I STAY BE
UNTIL YOU HAVE DECIDED
WHAT YOU GON' DO WITH ME
I'M NO JINNI
GO NO WISHES
BUT MY LOVE IS FREE
ONLY CAUSE FOR MALICE
IS MY BITE
MY ONE DECREE
YOU HAVE SUMMONED ME
SO NOW YOU HAVE TO OWN IT
I AIN'T YOUR OPPONENT
NOT YET A FOE
BUT I CAN BE
SO WHY DID YOU CALL ME FROM ROUND THE GRAVE
SHOULD FLEE TO SAFETY
NOW

PALE SAGE - From Me To U (prod. VENXM)

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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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xx

oceanheart4k

SEPHA.

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