*These songs are gathered after my emotions gathered during the year.
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Lies

latest plyalist

Sepha

lyrics:


promise this week i’ll do

all the things last week

i meant to do

and in the stars

out my window

i see plans and places i could go


the energy lifts all around 

i’m a spirit when i live this sound 

it’s the only thing to take me outta here

the fog on my window now clears


i’ll try and quit the escape 

and never fear it

no longer try and take the wheel

yet never steer it

when all i learned about myself

set me free

but the weight of it 

ended me



an infestation of loud insects

takin up my space but never payin rent

just like my past self livin check to check

stayin on sofas and sleeping on debts

when your careless your free to a degree

you live romantic while others take your fees

you break outta the shell more stuck

and try and make up for all you took

see a life out my window

so many plans and places I could go


now i’m in the comfort of bare bones living

don’t need big richs just enough to be giving

to all i owe for others and myself

just to pay for daily gravity and health

the quiet strangers are the saviours of the earth 

those who need validation or a needy soul search

them who play their part for nothing in return

those content within their role who never always yearn

reprobate

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics:
6am
get up
feel doubt
shake it off
walk about
while the sleeping sky is teasing you
tally scores
of the chores
of ur day
to rid away
all the clouds
that carry all ur desires and gods

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

works ends
it sucked
now its night time
ur a night guy
work for breaks guy
have a pint guy
hide ur thoughts guy
and appear
all smiles
to live the day
its first world problems
at a table
while third world devastation
through a screen
far away
makes u stressed at yourself
thinking why am i taking this for granted sink another one in on a bread line
not a death line
just a casual small wage alienation with information overload to keep you always envy dreaming

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u 
so let it go
x2

its weekend 
wake up
make upf
or all the lost
hours spent on time for someone else
indulge
go big
everything's yours
to give 
til it goes back to the grind again
and u check ur
ur wasitline
ur frownline
ur health and ur bank account
and think why did i do that thing fuck it
its another day
probably do it again
try to break the pattern before it goes in circles

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in a

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

so many things (that could kill u)

Stream

TAKE MY PHONE

Pressure

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Lyrics:

no i don't wanna think about you anymore
since i keep spending nights alone on a bathroom floor
sweet grain u satisfy u make me whole somehow
sweet grain u satisfy 
but u destroy 
u terrorise 
u plow

no i don't wanna play when ur my guiding force
spending days after with stomach pains and a throat so hoarse
sweet pain u multiply when ur over for one night
sweet pain your gone 
then you return with extra flight
sweet pain u multiply when ur over for one night

medicate
the problems within
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
x2

no i don't wanna play around u anywhere
since i keep spending nights alone on a bathroom floor
sweet santa yeh u sleigh
fulfil my innocence somehow
white nights u satisfy
but u destroy and yeh u plow

no i don't wanna play when ur my guiding force
spending days after with new fake friends
and a voice of mine i don't endorse
i don't endorse
i don't endorse
i don't endorse
sweet pain u multiply x4
multiply

medicate
the problems within
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
its so bad bad bad 
when ur sober thoughts keep - keep weighing u down
x2

sweet grain

Alotta Smoke (Remastered) (prod. By Maki)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcDJmzQqHyo

Angry Young Man
September 3rd
Executive Produced by Just Blaze

www.AYMISALLOF.us

"This View From Here"
produced by Maki, Nicky Finest & Just Blaze
Recorded & Mixed by Andy Wright
Mastered by Ricardo Gutierrez
Additional Vocals by Daniel Feels
Piano by Mike Kuz
Asst. Engineering Jay Marcovitz


This View From Here (prod. By Maki, Nicky Finest & Just Blaze)

you made me sO happy

♡ R.I.P GUS ♡
 w/ @lil_peep
♡☠☠♡♡ Lil Peep Forever ♡♡☠☠♡
Prod. Paulie and SEPHA. on guitar
original prod. @paulielep 
mix @squillopierre
this remix - at Hackney Road Studios
<U don't know me remix>
original god  - https://soundcloud.com/original-god/u-dont-know-me-ft-lil-peep-prod-paulie 
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VIDEOS - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA?si=hrdBHsYFT7-3Gm1YW7adlQ
AppleMusic/iTunes - https://itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - https://www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - https://twitter.com/_SEPHA 
Fb - https://www.facebook.com/sephasound 
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♡ Lil Peep Forever ♡

Glo Kids Feat. LiL PEEP (Prod. Paulie x Sepha.)

The Bully Freestyles - Murder Everything (Radiohead Remix - I Might Be Wrong)

ig:@slime.blickii | Produced by Ric Fade & Nova

Slime Blickii - Ballet Mansion ft Prettyheartbreak

[PROD. TRECHOR BOY]
MIX & MASTER: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy
https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/suckerpunnk
https://soundcloud.com/iamcjcarter

YOU CAN NEVER BE SAVED...


ERISU:

Up in my blood is the fantasy
xan take me out before I go to sleep
Strayed from the light So I’ve fallen deep
The darkness has taken up hold of me

Drink from the blood of the fucking weak
I am the ultimate, follow me
Baphomet whispered from in the sink 
I saw his image in front of me

Drowned in the loss and the suffering 
I was forgotten to rot in peace 
I will make you remember me 
I will make you remember me 

You thought I’d just let this destroy me 
Forged in the fires of hell I seek 
Vengeance is all I will ever need 
I’ll leave you cursed
Don’t you fuck with me

EVOL:

what have i become?
all of my demons won
i let the darkness in & take over
crashed the car again
just to feel somethin
anything but this
i’m not sober..

Just let me out
i cant breathe at all
i’m trapped between
these 4 walls

i feel the pressure
i think i’m cracking
i’m falling backwards
no one to catch me

SUCKERPUNK:

AND I KNOW IT’S MY FAULT
BUT I JUST Feel so Empty
There’s no one I can call
I don’t think you can help me...
Why you always gotta act like that?
Touch me..
You know how I feel!
You know how I feel!!
About you babe..
But can’t come back
You know I can’t do that again...

EVOL:

I walk alone in the dark
It’s been this way from the start
i’d let u tear me apart
im so jaded

run away from the past
but it keeps coming back
so i keep running fast
will i make it?

Just let me out
i cant breathe at all
i’m trapped between
these 4 walls

i feel the pressure
i think i’m cracking
i’m falling backwards
no one to catch me

ERISU:

You
Ripped
APART!!!

Fall through My arms!!


Save me 
from the dark!!

I.. can’t.. hold on!!!


You!!
Ripped!!
APART!!!

Fall through
My arms!!!!


Save me 
from the dark!!

I.. can’t.. hold.. on!!!

666! - ERISU X SUCKERPUNK X LOVESPELLEDBACKWARDS [PROD. TRECHOR BOY]

Lyrics:

wake alone on your shelf
fearing from this hell
medicated im losing balance
suffocating from myself

twisting pathways never seem to end
watching you work your way through the woodwork to me
buried deep beneath my skin
im sick of this ill cut you out and move on

taking chances breaking free theirs no end to this I cant see
the writing on the walls explaining my delusions, 
fading in the background in front of me, lose this atrocity
where do you wanna be, I wish I never met you

and your friends, filled to the brim with painkillers
opioids amphetamines, filling up my brain with negativity
Its this addictions, afflictions, in front of me
I guess its time I left you

I’ve wondered, I’ve wondered more times then I can count
if I left you behind, would I still hate myself
I’ve pondered, I’ve pondered back and forth staring at me
if I could love myself, would I still be in this hell

wake alone on your shelf
fearing from this hell
misery seems to find my shoulder
fall in love with me again

looking at you makes me break again
seeing you smiling in the reflection with him, not me
self-destructive tendencies seem to leech inside my hands
take control of my thought process I just really need a friend

who can understand this, no one but me
living in this hell it’s built on self negativity
I know that I won’t help me get where I wanna really be
lock myself inside my room board up the windows a crescendo of my mental state,

I take a step back and I analyze
to specify my temperament I need to leave
emphasize you criticize the means of me
improvise you jeopardize the means to see

I’ve wondered, I’ve wondered more times then I can count
if I left you behind, would I still hate myself
I’ve pondered, I’ve pondered back and forth staring at me
if I could love myself, would I still be in this hell

Carving This Hell

in memory of Alex, a big fan of mine who unfortunately passed away Saturday of last week in a drowning accident. He was 15 years old.

Fly high Alex. I pray your memory and this song brings nothing but positivity and love to all those who listen. Thank you for being part of the Disheartened Community.

Prod. by Matias Muraja

Alex's Interlude

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @drunkgirl <3

the ones (who think they've figured it out)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
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Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA?si=QQPGL4ugTbqykR9-qnn2eQ
Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q 
Apple music - https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG -  https://www.instagram.com/sepha.a
Twitter - https://www.twitter.com/_SEPHA
VK - https://vk.com/sephaofficial
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Lyrics: 
i'm spending every day
goin insane
talkin to screens
voices in the walls they squeeze me

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

welcome to the era of mass death
unemployment
oligarks
and isolated enjoyment
natures collapse
with self accountability the central employment
not the systemic poisons 
and our daily routines
given more to screens
their reality illusive yet intrusive
click bait dreams
happy days where desires
are figured out for me
let my pores perspire
formulations for my needs
oh...
and a couple of crowds 
are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

well you might feel so corny when you put love first
cos lovin doesn't talk inside the echo church
every roll i'm on they follow in every angry word
daily saving different targets 
manifest my thirst

opinions 
i'm surrounded 
might be catered to til the grave
arteries clogged but still enabled 
on many boards of the same face
see the one's you disagree with 
silenced and called fascistic
no one can expose their ignorance
when they're not platformed with real statistics
oh...
and the crowds are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

so gimme your hate
your hate speech
hate speech so i can speak freely 
no one gets shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb
when you hear them out loud

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

them that preach

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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