disgrace parades

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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u care too much (for validation)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Lyrics:
6am
get up
feel doubt
shake it off
walk about
while the sleeping sky is teasing you
tally scores
of the chores
of ur day
to rid away
all the clouds
that carry all ur desires and gods

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

works ends
it sucked
now its night time
ur a night guy
work for breaks guy
have a pint guy
hide ur thoughts guy
and appear
all smiles
to live the day
its first world problems
at a table
while third world devastation
through a screen
far away
makes u stressed at yourself
thinking why am i taking this for granted sink another one in on a bread line
not a death line
just a casual small wage alienation with information overload to keep you always envy dreaming

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u 
so let it go
x2

its weekend 
wake up
make upf
or all the lost
hours spent on time for someone else
indulge
go big
everything's yours
to give 
til it goes back to the grind again
and u check ur
ur wasitline
ur frownline
ur health and ur bank account
and think why did i do that thing fuck it
its another day
probably do it again
try to break the pattern before it goes in circles

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in an old life
leave all my worries in a

gonna run with the pain til i feel high
gonna leave all my worries in an old life
x2
there's so many things that could kill u
so let it go
x2

so many things (that could kill u)

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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Lyrics:

it hurts so much but we'll get there
and i'll
i'll go with you
we can older 
i'll finally get to hold you 
appreciate the beauty 
up there
x2

the one's your lead by
in youth
they're only saying the things you want to hear

so why are you trusting them your fears?
they'll only say what you want to hear
x4

it hurts so much but we'll get there
and i'll
i'll go with you
we can get older 
i'll finally get to hold you 
appreciate the beauty 
up there
x2

so why are you trusting them your fears?
they'll only say what you want to hear
x4

it hurts so much but we'll get there
and i'll
i'll go with you
we can get older 
i'll finally get to hold you 
appreciate the beauty 
up there
x2

we'll get there (away from headless crowds)

oceanheart4k

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Lyrics:

soon as we learnt to use
we were fated to use up
fated to use up
x3

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated to end 
we were fated to end
we were fated and 
x2

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy

soon as we learnt to be restless
we learnt to sell it up
sell it all up and
x2

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated for death
we made hopes that end
we were fated to
it's 
what u create
you behold
what you hold
you imperfectly control
imperfectly can

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy

the only enemy is your mind

always feel like I'm leaving

always feel like i'm leaving

ALL PLATFORMS <3

blessed with stress, am I’m doing fine,
won’t you say that  your here for me
won’t you say you'll always be mine

thinking you will leave me this time
it’s not that I just don’t trust you
it’s more that I have my own issues to

obsessed with not coping, 
cus I feel like I’m just hoping
that you will message me again
say that we’re all fine in the end

but you won’t, cus I’m drowning on every word that I’ve tried to say
pushing them back and forth, everything is making my brain go insane
shaking on the daily, breaking down everything's just changing
don’t feel much lately anymore because  you have my fucking soul

and I’m  sick of this, constant back and forth between this
emotion that ins my chest, it’s hardening, I feel like I’m just crumbling
but I don’t feel like I have a choice, 
cus I’m justing fading in the background everything around me is making to much noise

I just need to to find some space,  
I just need to change the pace
of everything
cus its moves to fast 

at this point, I don’t ill ever grow up,
I think I’ve passed the point of no return
waking up everything hurts

so ill just stay alone again in my room
cus I don’t feel like I need to leave, I don’t think I should talk to you

23;anxiety

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Rivilin:

What do you want, 
what do you need,
Nothing much, nothing more Left to rot on the floor
Stabbed in the throat, bleeding gushing everything is fine

Lost in my dreams
So numb I don’t feel a thing
Breaking bones, just to wake up, Now im feeling so just stuck
In my dreams, smothering me till I won’t wake up

how do you define my personality
am I to you just another insecurity
we can walk right through me, left the house that we built
where we thought that we never existed

down the ally is where I roam prescription ghost is how im known
it was evident that you never notice I was even their
you built support rafters of disgust underneath my skin
a pedal stool for emptiness that seeps through scars on my chin

no heartache without me, just tension in between
of places I love, the ones I hate, yeah now im your fiend
watch my life from the soapbox, won’t you come and let me rot
im sick of hanging onto strings that don’t seem to ever move

can I call this living, more sleep then im awake
becoming a paperweight for my sheets I feel like im lost in a state
crack in the crown won’t mend back on the drugs again
ash on my fingernails I think its time to leave

RIPTHEPETALS:

Laying In my bed, colour in my tattoos
I love your face when your in a bad mood
These pills fuck up my lust
Girl hold me close I want your touch
I don’t really care what they think
Blossom Boy till I lay down 6 feet deep
Loser kid they all hated Jamie
The petals up from this pit I lay in

Run it up cut my wrist when I cry, yeah
Hate me, bury me, amphetamines in my stream, OD, yeah
Cheating hoe, get out of our scene, ayyo
You wanna be the fucking kid, put some work in
We the Coven, don’t fuck with the clique, ayyo
Suicide in our minds, so we’ll die for you

WHAT DO YOU NEED (FT. RIPTHEPETALS)

Juicyfruit (ft. Grob 1215)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @ch!o <3
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Lyrics:

i can never sleep
screamin at the ceiling and i'm tearing at the sheets
all of my anxieties are running up to me
their frantic energy is overwhelming me
and i cant calm it down
the space i breathe
is also the prison where my mind can never keep
positive in lines of thought
it ties up endless seams
keep asking why til numbness consumes 
the feeling free

where nothing ever feels like anything anymore (x2)

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the

i could never dream
dreaming is believing
then you're loosing everything
all of the naivety 
will lead you to worse things
find the strength to love the now
the comfort is the key
but i can't calm it 
down
the space i breathe 
is also now the prison 
where the learning hinders me
stay a little dumb and
stay a little meek
everything you learn and more
are keys but they're locks where 

nothing ever feels like anything anymore (x2)

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the
(x2)

bridge //

all this human bondage wraps me up
and i don't feel the
unity of it all
and i don't feel the
(x2)

(backing vocals -
all this
human
bondage
bondage)

ALL OTHER PLATFORMS

human bondage

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @drunkgirl <3

the ones (who think they've figured it out)

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ https://soundcloud.com/drunkgirlmusic <3
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Lyrics -

those doubts
I run them out
X2

Its those doubts
those doubts in ur mind still rise
u take ur time
drive u wild with hate away from growth in sight
u run them out
 legs tiger pounce in every stride
Thought that the powers above never towered high

But the powers above never brought me down 
Made the forces in my step
On shallow grounds 
X2

No man knows
Where the power is
Whose mouth speaks it
Who repeats it
Who imitates it
Then concretes it
Who imitates it then concretes it

Those demagogues
Them that seek it
Them that breathe it
Them that repeat it
Then concrete it
Them that repeat it then concrete it
Oh

Oh
Bring the colours out of you
Well I’ve been sleeping
in dark rooms
x2

Im so down
Wont let the powers above mess me more somehow 
Wont let the pride in my chest
Arch down to a bow 
Wont let the voices from the crowd
Become to loud 
Wont let the faceless noise
Bring heartless anger out

No man knows
Where the power is
Whose mouth speaks it
Who repeats it
Who imitates it
Then concretes it
Who imitates it then concretes it

No punch knows
Where the force is
Whose fist beats it
Whose neck seats it
Who recieves it
Then repeats it
Who imitates it then recieves it

Bring the colours out of you
I’ve been sleeping
In dark rooms

Bring me the colours out of you
Well I’ve been sleeping
in dark rooms
x3

Away from the others ive been waiting to
See u in colour ive been waiting to
See u in colours ive been waiting to
See u in colours ive been waiting to

Show me the power of u
of you
you
x4

demagogue

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ chio (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133) <3
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Lyrics -

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
how i knew you loved to school me
how i knew you loved to school me then
but i was clownin clownin clownin
but i was clownin clownin clownin

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x2

i played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts
x2

lost clown in the over growth
the mud banks slippin down liquor slopes
and on the buzz i reached the tall heights
but my arm span sunk and lost focus on my sight

please no more bad news
they said they can't take it
disgrace parades
collapse brigades
please no more bad news
they said they can't take it

i hope 
we look
with a laugh
and relief in a better time
x4
in a better time

i threw those devices away
and deleted the self i made
for the maniac
who couldn't live
the day to day

played up like a fool
i was clownin and 
fallin fallin fallin around town
but i was callin callin callin out
but you only saw the fool 
and heard the shouts

spotify

better time

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
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Lyrics: 
i'm spending every day
goin insane
talkin to screens
voices in the walls they squeeze me

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

welcome to the era of mass death
unemployment
oligarks
and isolated enjoyment
natures collapse
with self accountability the central employment
not the systemic poisons 
and our daily routines
given more to screens
their reality illusive yet intrusive
click bait dreams
happy days where desires
are figured out for me
let my pores perspire
formulations for my needs
oh...
and a couple of crowds 
are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

well you might feel so corny when you put love first
cos lovin doesn't talk inside the echo church
every roll i'm on they follow in every angry word
daily saving different targets 
manifest my thirst

opinions 
i'm surrounded 
might be catered to til the grave
arteries clogged but still enabled 
on many boards of the same face
see the one's you disagree with 
silenced and called fascistic
no one can expose their ignorance
when they're not platformed with real statistics
oh...
and the crowds are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

so gimme your hate
your hate speech
hate speech so i can speak freely 
no one gets shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb
when you hear them out loud

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

them that preach

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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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the ones (who think they've figured it out)

SEPHA.

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