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I just wanna feel alive, but it’s not right, im not high
everything’s too much when we collide
I break down, thought id get used to this
unravel when I get too nervous

you’re burnt in me no the wounds not healing
you pick at it so it won’t stop bleeding
you hit me up I don’t want to talk now
anger builds and the walls close around

shut me off I don’t want to feel this
I just stare while you’re throwing your fist
I hate the noise so I stopped replying
your screaming now but im lost in silence

the veil comedowns and holds me closely
I take a step while the ground is calling
I don’t know why this just happens to me
if I let go will you come and save me

I WISH I COULD BE ALIVE

sink

Prod by Kami: @yaboikami

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Will you come around
Can you find the one who can't be found
Will you come around
You ain't gotta fight on these battlegrounds

You tell them that I scare you often
But you're the one with the gun and, I'm the one being hunted
So all my friends are disgusted, tell me that you can't be trusted

That you can't be trusted

(Chorus)
I fucking hate you, don't relate to fucks who praise you
You betray you, you forgave you
When I saved you 'cause you think that I don't blame you

But today you crossed that line, one last time
Now I'm out my mind, now I'm seeking to find
The fault in my design
In my design

I fucking hate you, don't relate to fucks who praise you
You betray you, you forgave you
When I saved you 'cause you think that I don't blame you

But today you crossed that line, one last time
Now I'm out my mind, now I'm seeking to find
The fault in my design
In my design

(Bridge)

(Chorus)
I fucking hate you, don't relate to fucks who praise you
You betray you, you forgave you
When I saved you 'cause you think that I don't blame you

But today you crossed that line, one last time
Now I'm out my mind, now I'm seeking to find
The fault in my design
In my design

The Fault In My Design

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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lyrics -

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together 
On

i wanna spend the end of my days in a 
'Leaving Las Vegas' style haze as I
Burn my possessions and i tap that - 
Romance that needed no 'chit-chat'

We can turn under smoke
of the lights as we're broke
and i'll bin all my clothes
and my jewellery - pawn broked

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together
On

Everything now feels like it's gonna kill us
So fuck it we'll just deal in realness
Like the way your skin feels in this stillness
as we let the sunset breeze distill us

I get a body transfer in dreaming
When i'm only putting myself in feeling
Now the lights are hitting her in all the right places 
But she's unaware of the beauty in her paces

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong 
together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong
together on

TOXIC TOGETHER

prod. ocin

I wanna go back to start 
Where nobody fell apart 
Living life, it’s so bizarre babe 
No one talks until it’s dark 
Love me now, create a star 
Take it all and make it stop 
Living life, it’s so bizarre babe 
I’ll protect your soul and heart 

Your love for the castaway 
Enough for another day 
I don’t want your heart to break 
I cannot lose your symphony  
Turns out they don’t wanna see 
Deny what they aim to be 
Be a part of me and we will be the brightest on the sea 

Better be prepared and grab your gun 
Don’t hide your fucking face and make them run 
If you don’t make me glow, you’re not my friend 
And I don’t wanna know how this shit ends 

I wanna go back to start 
Where nobody fell apart 
Living life, it’s so bizarre babe 
No one talks until it’s dark 
Love me now, create a star 
Take it all and make it stop 
Living life, it’s so bizarre babe 
I’ll protect your soul and heart 
Your love for the castaway 
Enough for another day 
I don’t want your heart to break 
I cannot lose your symphony  
Turns out they don’t wanna see 
Deny what they aim to be 
Be a part of me and we will be the brightest on the sea

where do we go?

consume;depart;die

(whxami)

Be so perfect aint enough
Let it eat away my mind
And be the reason that im up
I can't put it all behind me
Wait
You better go
If i said it then i mean it
But you'll never know

Guess i'll have to be the reason that your done
Left me bleeding from the highs
Scraped my knees and left with cuts
To paint the ceiling every time you say
You better go
If you said it then you mean it
But i'll never know
If im better off just leaving

(sepha)

i wanna be so far away from everyone
and their daily judgement shit
really just wanna daily bust
drink a sunset in stretch back and take a hit
drift away from the spiritual vaccum
crowded spaces where they constantly divide you
and face you up towards the sun then only see its shadows

feel like my minds plugged into
feeding tubes
feeding blues
feel like my heads hitting backspaces
inbetween the cycles of the news
well at the end of it all i just wanted my calls
to reach to you
at the end of the day i just wanted my words to speak to you
i wanna reap the life
not just my future eyes

(whxami)

Be so perfect ain't enough
Let it eat away my mind
And be the reason that im up
I can't put it all behind me
Wait
You better go
If i said it then i mean it
But you'll never know
Guess i'll have to be the reason that your done
Left me bleeding from the highs
Scraped my knees and left with cuts
To paint the ceiling every time you say
You better go
If you said it then you mean it
But i'll never know
If i'm better off just leaving

(sepha)
bleed the light from future eyes
i need the light from future eyes

bulbs

prod. rick hardy

It's not hard
To fall down
And the scared
Want the crown

Never bother your mistake
You will be forever pained

So be quiet

So be quiet
Don't be
An excuse of life like me
I'm afraid
I'll see
Im weak
Cause these pills have rescued me

It's not hard
To fall down
And the scared
Want the crown

Never bother your mistake
You will be forever pained

So be quiet

No I wont, I wont keep my voice down
even when, blood is filling my mouth
torn throat, paint me as a turncoat
kicked down, im running out of all hope

hang me up above, watch my limbs dangle
as I fall, straight into your arms
so I wait, accept it, hold me down cant collect it
my thoughts my memories all the clouded judgment burst from the seams

I am nothing, more then me, a hollow husk that's caught in-between
of the down fall of my own existence, I hate everything that I've seemed to become

It's not hard
To fall down
And the scared
Want the crown

Never bother your mistake
You will be forever pained

So be quiet

quiet feat. Rivilin

oysterwhite_corpseeyes

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whxami & ✦pink cig✦ - waste away

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Acoustic version: https://soundcloud.com/cloudsampling/nature-acoustic-version

Lyrics:

Here I go again
Every now and then I need a way to decompress
Desensitised, every time I feel a little less
Searching for a new sensation so I do it in excess
Guess I never learned my lesson, it's hard to admit 
Old coping mechanisms I'm trying to resist
Weighing heavy on my conscience I should probably quit
But right now it's the only thing that's taking me away from it

Fix me for today
I'll pay for it tomorrow 
Consequences of my actions are a bitter pill to swallow 
With a half empty glass, knock it back until I'm hollow
Probably best you don't follow

Running from my problems, I never needed a
chaser
Wake up in the afternoon and wonder where the day went
I'm not doing well and you can tell from my behaviour
I know that I should ask for help but that's not in my nature, nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature

Over and over again
Can't break the habit, no matter the damage I know that I'll only regret
Goes hand in hand with helping me manage the memories I wanna forget
Never gets easier, seems like the further I come, the harder it gets
Always appealing when I'm at my lowest, I know that it does me no good
Mistaking the feeling for something that's real, never stop when I know that I should
Cause I never learn, I'm far too concerned with escaping until I feel numb
I know in the morning I'm gonna be wishing to take it all back if I could

Fix me for today
I'll pay for it tomorrow 
Consequences of my actions are a bitter pill to swallow 
With a half empty glass, knock it back, until I'm hollow
Probably best you don't follow

Running from my problems I never needed a
chaser
Wake up in the afternoon and wonder where the day went
I'm not doing well and you can tell from my behaviour
I know that I should ask for help but that's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature

Nature

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Nothin'

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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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