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fading in a still place

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix and master w/ drunkgirl

no excuses

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
photo by ac boulton
mix/master with @https://soundcloud.com/drunkgirlmusic
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics -

I left my life on pause
I sing it with a different sound
feel like I didn't write the plot.
this storys outside me now. 
this poltergeist is playin with stocks -
past loved one's invested in me
and my brains in a cage throwing rocks
annoyed by a lack of growth in me - though - 
your fears are from unverified sources
angry rhetoric without any clauses
they make you do their work - then leave you in the dirt
leave you in the room with bumps and unknown curses
but you find you were only in your head the whole time
recycling repetitions online
fixed to temporary pleasures to unwind
i'm sick of holding onto bad times

im sick
sick of holding on
to bad times

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you down
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 

the ghost says i've got nothing 
only you and that's enough
stop rewriting memories as toxic
cos they became tough
you play the victim then you don't grow or learn 
and make the same mistakes
the choices bury you
and willfully your grave you made
but
fuck the past and fuck the future fuck the new
just make some room for you - before you die 
wishing you were high more
wishing you applied more
wishing your head wasn't two opposing arguments
always blocking off potential doors
and doors away from being here and now and
(here and now)

talked down to
working unskilled labour
tryna build to a new
but the times aren't in your favour 
oh whatchu gonna do
when the arts are a fragrance
all the lands left are consumed
and you need crops and not the flavours
but
there's nothing purer than seeing a stranger nearer
and makin the fire light up in somebody's eyes cos
when you loose pre occupations
with the structures that position us
loose the claims your staking or the heights in which you stood
your free again

your fucking free again.

im sick
sick of holding on
to bad times

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come

don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you away from the good ones but
is it right for me to ignore
what i fear could come
don't let bad times bring you 
don't let bad times bring you
don't let bad times bring you away
don't let bad times bring you

SPOTIFY

static world

lyrics:


promise this week i’ll do

all the things last week

i meant to do

and in the stars

out my window

i see plans and places i could go


the energy lifts all around 

i’m a spirit when i live this sound 

it’s the only thing to take me outta here

the fog on my window now clears


i’ll try and quit the escape 

and never fear it

no longer try and take the wheel

yet never steer it

when all i learned about myself

set me free

but the weight of it 

ended me



an infestation of loud insects

takin up my space but never payin rent

just like my past self livin check to check

stayin on sofas and sleeping on debts

when your careless your free to a degree

you live romantic while others take your fees

you break outta the shell more stuck

and try and make up for all you took

see a life out my window

so many plans and places I could go


now i’m in the comfort of bare bones living

don’t need big richs just enough to be giving

to all i owe for others and myself

just to pay for daily gravity and health

the quiet strangers are the saviours of the earth 

those who need validation or a needy soul search

them who play their part for nothing in return

those content within their role who never always yearn

reprobate

things felt new

fading

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Social -
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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u care too much (for validation)

Lyrics

Out of place 
Never talk 
Fill my head with dreaded thoughts 
Longer walks 
Set the tone 
Maybe you
Maybe me 
Think about it we could do anything 
You just let me know 

Smokers delight 
Dreams while I’m high 
Sunny days
The summer haze 
Don’t wanna say bye
Smokers delight 
Dreams while I’m high 
Sunny days
The summer haze
Don’t wanna say bye….No

Step inside
We could hide 
We don’t need to face the world 
Lock the door 
Cant get us anymore 
Maybe we could talk about it 
Maybe we could talk about it 
Pretty sure I’d rather smoke
Pretty bitch
Deep throat
What’s her name 
I don’t know 
Im a mess 
Yeah I know 
Feel myself
Letting go 
Life’s too quick 
that’s for sure 
Roll a zoot
Take a pull 
Take a pull 
Lose your head 

Out of place 
Never talk 
Fill my head with dreaded thoughts 
Longer walks 
Set the tone 
Maybe you
Maybe me 
Think about it we could do anything 
You just let me know 

Smokers delight 
Dreams while I’m high 
Sunny days
The summer haze 
Don’t wanna say bye
Smokers delight 
Dreams while I’m high 
Sunny days
The summer haze
Don’t wanna say bye….No

SMOKERS DELIGHT

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

yeah crucify me stab me in the front
what was I expecting I knew you’d break my trust
watch the veil come down and cover up my eyes
would you come and save me, ill believe your lies

tell me what’s the point I feel like I’ve given up
should I call you back when I know this isn’t love
you just take advantage when im on the low
when I need you most I find myself all alone

I can feel it in my skin crawling under my eyes
its constant negativity that makes the doubt and takes emotions that I hide
until im just left feeling so numb
a delicate flower that breaks when it’s loved

im over-medicated i didn’t want to say it
because if I admit it, you just freak out and leave me here all alone
and it shows
that i don’t know how to communicate to you at all

I see you suffering, you know it’s hurting me
I ask if your ok but you just find ways to push away
all the pain
until it builds and builds and you take it out all on me

so why can’t you explain to me what you're going through
you know you're not alone
but we shut everyone out
until were drowning in our doubt

Live A Liar

prod. knivves

lyrics:

full of this shit bitch
pour me a drink
blood on my wrist
now theres blood on ur lips
ill go somewhere nb knows my whereabouts 
but before i do that ima burn this town into the ground
now u wanna link but jus forget it
forgot u in a minute u forgot me in a second
been rotting in my youth i got nothin left to lose
u wanna see me fall but wtf ur gonna do

in the alleyways sleeping thru another day
in the alleyways drink and fuck the pain away
in the alleyways hooded up i hide my face
in the alleyways i could never find my place
in the alleyways suffer thru another day
in the alleyways all u love will fade away
in the alleyways scratchin up my fuckin face
in the alleyways my whole life will go to waste

rolling on my own eversince ive been a toddler
buried all my hopes bout six feet down under
all these backwoods boys on the same shit
thought i found a girl but she do another lane switch
meet me by the river but u best dont make a sound now
let the waves carry u away while u drown i found out
that when i look around nobody is living
when i step outside i feel like im in raccoon city
braindead masses so damn desperate to fit in
i dont like this shithole aint felt shit since i was fifteen

alleyways

and the cold city rooms pulsate..

wherever you are,

so quick that I..

prod. by @amertm and @deademane

Lyrics:

Said why u lie to me,
Your silhouette it seems to wonder 
places like it tryna bother me,
It always follow me,
When stormy weather comes around theres faces in the cloud u see,
Girl whatchu want from me,
Nah i aint fuckin u forever baby lookin like u lost at sea,
Cuz u are not for me,
Why the fuck when we together u be tryna get a rise outta me,
This time ima leave

Whats wrong again,
Usually i stay calm collected,
U a song thats stuck in my for too long its time i yell it out though all together,
And ur ex bf had told that he wana be just like me,
Then jealous got to his head tellin people that my music promoting on suicide like please,
Like bitch,
WHAT THE FUCK,
ARE U STUPID ARE U DUMB,
THIS THE KID THAT WROTE A SUICIDE NOTE THEN LIED TO THE COPS,
TALK UR SHIT IF U WANT,
SEE ME THEN U GETTIN DROPPED,
HOMIE GO AN ACT LIKE U WANT IT,
I PROMISE U AINT ABOUT,
I GOTTA SQUAD THEY RIDIN BESIDE ME,
HOMIE WHASSUP,
MUFUCKIN NONSENSE,
THE COMMON SENSE,
MISSIN FROM UR CONSCIOUS,
ITS POLITICS,
SPEAK ON SUICIDE KID I LOST SOME FRIENDS,
SO U AINT GOT THE RIGHT TO SPEAK ABOUT THE SHIT,
WHY U SIT IN JUDGEMENT OF ME FOR,
HOMIE I HOPE U SUCK DICK AND FUCKIN CHOKE,
EVERYBODY WANA GO AND BLAME ME FOR NOTHIN,
BUT FUCK IT CUZ I AINT BUDGING,
SO RUN IT UP IN THE PUBLIC,
IT AINT A PROBLEM AT ALL,
LIL BITCH

silhouette (prod. amertume & deademane)

helpless prod. kiryano & candymane

Prod by: @quiteevil

Lyrics: 
(verse 1)
Done with all this shit
Hoppin out the whip bitch
put a 9 in my mouth
Let my brains blow out
Broken silver arrows broken fucking minds

Im a vampire cutting out your fucking eyes 
I'll drink your blood like its nice

Cut my wrist cause im fucked right
Cut your wrist so i cry right

Are you fucking with my mind
Are you fucking with me this time 

Cut our ties 
Cut you out my life
Cut you down tonight better make me feel fine
Cut our ties
Cut you out my life
Cut him up tonight 
Show me that you love me right
Show me that you love me right

(chorus) 
I dont want to see
I just want to bleed
No i dont want to see
I just want you to bleed

(verse 2)
And when im dead i hope you smile
I dont want no fake love i hope you die
And if you want us too we could get high
Cause i dont wanna feel this way tonight
Did not show me love 
Did not watch me bleed
Even tried to fucked my best friend
What is this greed

Tried to show you that i care
Tried to hide my fears
So i tied myself a noose
And now my body's hanging loose

No
No you did not fucking care
Your heart already bruised
Thats why you left me feeling used
Left me feeling used

(chorus)
I dont want to see
I just want to bleed
No i dont want to see
I just want you to bleed

Heaven’s Gate/Decades

I'm done/A long time ago

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

I hear the silence talking
yeah deep in my chest
This girl shes got me fucked up
sink in the pills with no regret

Falling down the hallway locked in an empty house
yeah gravities a blur, on the ceiling screaming now
the shadows dancing on the walls seem to taunt me
always beckoning me to just jump and just leave

I haven’t felt this way in a long time
get the strength to walk on the balcony and im staring straight down
legs are shaking as I climb over the fucking edge
if I let go will you please just stop this

all these thoughts they erase over time
like tell me what is my own fucking name I forgot
I collapse, I collapse as my neck snaps
wake up from another dream where suicides a fairy tale

popping pills after pills get my mind straight
watch me relapse again till you just hate everything I am
cut my throat let me bleed, let me bleed out
there’s no amount of medicine that can help me now

yeah im watching the bedsheets consume me
watch the walls start to fade when my vision blacks out
I saw your face standing right there above me
I don’t blame you for cutting out to just leave

watch my soul walk down the hallway
he said goodbye, you’re lost in a state now
what does that make me
just another fuck up that’s a shame, wear a fake mask till my grave

watching my family just stare now
yeah they don’t know a thing about what it’s like to break down
fill my psychs pockets till they realize debts found
kick me out on the street cus I can’t afford to get help

with the shadows on the walls as we stare at my body
it’s just convulsing now everyone just thinks im a druggie
because im paranoid about words that I just hear
cus I know you divulge information that I trusted in you

but we both know that it doesn’t mean shit
I bet you don’t even remember the torment that you just put me through
I collapse, I collapse as my neck snaps
wake up from another dream where suicides a fairy tale

Erase Me

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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contact - instagram - @ sepha.a 
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