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Don't Be Scared

Memo 3 - 24 July 2020 5:55 pm

Lyrics:
every hour
every path or clue
dunno where i'm going now 
it's every hour 
every hour
every path or clue
Failure got me looking elsewhere
It’s in your grasp
Focus on the good now
Not the hollow promises
The fakes that brought you down

Why must the pain outweigh the pleasure
The good love writes the past
The numbness weeks can measure
The best feelings went too fast 
The best feelings went too fast and so I grew
and so I grew
I grew 
Just like you
Just like you
Just like you

In the absence of noise I will find a place to
Lay my head with you
Lay my head with you x3

Roll your head up like a map
And hide it in the furthest corner
Hollow trees keep reaching further
Nothing disturbs the branches murmurs
And nothing makes the roots doubt earth but
Our clocks catch up like the sun

In the absence of noise I will find a place to
Lay my head with you
Lay my head with you x3

(stimuli) every hour

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LYRICS:


They say life is based on how you face it 
you overcome or you get swallowed by the pain

focus on yourself and never waste it 
only thing were promised is death and a name 

hollow boy- no heart, my chest is vacant 
dont nothing last but the cash so get up ya pay 

ain't no point in running- better face it 
cuz when its done then its done this life doesn't wait 

pushing- i'm pushing ill never break 
counting blessings on my blessings i pray and then shed the weight 
fuck a risk they said dont do it I did it and paved a way 
took my hurt up from the dirt and turned it to something great 

get it and run it dont ever wait 
nothing moves if you just sit there and think and hesitate 

life is a bitch and thats no debate 
but where theres pain theres also growth 
and strength that can build a way  

They say life is based on how you face it 
you overcome or you get swallowed by the pain

focus on yourself and never waste it 
only thing were promised is death and a name 

hollow boy- no heart, my chest is vacant 
dont nothing last but the cash so get up ya pay 

ain't no point in running- better face it 
cuz when its done then its done this life doesn't wait

T.H.E.Y S.A.Y (prod. jupiter)

Lyrics, erg vage lyrics.

(Huh? Kom eraan!)

ooeeeh, oeeeh
oeeehhh, oeeehhh.

Ik zwem mijn een oceaan
van magma, 
waar kom ik vandaan?

Ik zwerf door de sahara heen
Ik loop telkens met hetzelfde been.
Ik moet als wat ik van mijzelf moet,
doen, doen, doen.
Ik vroeg het aan een rups met een muts van katoen.

ooeeeh, oeeeh (Oh-oh)
oeeehhh, (oeh-oh)  oeeehhh.

Ik zwerf door de sahara heen
Ik loop telkens met hetzelfde been.
Ik moet als wat ik van mijzelf moet,
doen, doen, doen.
Ik vroeg het aan een rups met een muts van katoen.

Sahara (Interlude)

your fingers down my throat,
ripping out whatever was left
of just this tension in-between
freaking out you need to leave
Every day I wake up just a vermin
wondering how I can live I’m disgusting
look at me say I’m perfect, say I’m lovely
I just think depressions trying to snuff me out
everything I do just ends up breaking
lingering again I hate myself
won’t you just come and destroy me
hang me up and say I’m here to sell
turning back and forth everything is in-between
I don’t feel much anymore now you got me
I’m hanging by a thread like I’m gonna fall, I’m gonna fall,
knowing that I won’t make it up this time at all

Destroyme

Waste

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
art by sepha.
mix/master w/ @drunkgirl <3

the ones (who think they've figured it out)

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yeah, is this just the price of existence
It’s nothing chemical I think it’s the distance
two wrongs make a right in the system 
and were both fucked in the head, what's the difference?


yeah I don’t feel the love or affection
sleep is better cus then my life is fiction
you always got time for him, 
so I sit in this dark room, steady wishing

yeah, I’ve been breaking bones to make it work
peel the fingernails you’re watching the skin burn
tell me what’s wrong? 
you’re always on ig live steady crying

yeah, maybe I was the asshole all along
watch the comments say that I was all wrong
I wish i wasn’t always alone, 
im always fucking alone, please pick up the phone

EXISTENCE; LOSING INTEREST FT. RIPTHEPETALS

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RipThePetals

Icy Veins
Freeze within
Calm me down
Think like him

Passion fades from everyone I know
The flowers grow, when your all alone

It's nice to know you cared, I never cared at all
I never cared

Rivilin

ill pop a few more, i‘ll pop a few more
cus i don’t know where ill end up if I accept myself
valium to lithium yeah this is just a false hell
scratching at my faults until i end up hating myself

I turn the whip hard I flip the fucking car
and now im still struggling to put my head in place
Percocet’s to credit cards yeah my minds going numb now
do a few more lines so I can just forget about myself  

RipThePetals

Cigarette in my hand
Stains on my jeans from when the ash mixed with the tears
I'm in a false hell
And i'm tryna get out, im tryna get out, Im tryna get out

It wasn't fair i put you through that
Im manic, depressed, i'm in all this stress
I couldn't even tell that i was fucked up
And i'm tryna get out, im tryna get out, Im tryna get out

And i'm tryna get out, im tryna get out, I'm trying, trying

UNCOLOURED FT. RIPTHEPETALS

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