https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Yeah, yeah break through the front door better call a medic
Yeah I feel like shit man its to be expected
cus you know that im not comming, know that im not comming
back from this back from this

take a hit from my blunt and I fade into the couch
new phone who is this, till you say it’s been a week
since I’ve been outside yeah I don’t give a fuck
got my homies and the crew sipping tea in the call


yeah I don’t give a fuck about anyone anymore
yeah I stay inside building walls up in my mind
cus we make lies, blame each other then here comes the fall
take a sip of my cup blanking out these awful thoughts

wanna push the drugs on me push me on the floor
until I end up cold in the freeze laying in the morgue
At least I’ll fucking  go out with a style when im dying
Gucci fucking jacket on my back hit my head in with the gat

im sick of fucking feeling like I wanna die
hang high with the noose bathing in the light
I got my homies right here with me
but they don’t understand a fucking thing

I wanna get up but im half alive
stuck in my fucking bed until I break and cry
I wanna just say im ok  
but sometimes this life is too hard

Yeah, running down the hallway gravity is giving
now im slipping on the floor I see your face and yeah your grinning
cus I hope these dreams fucking don’t mean shit
cus every day it feels like they wanna make me quit

so we sneak out to the backwoods rolling up a fucking blunt
laying on my back seeing clouds burst into the sun
yeah im sick of fucking overstressing
I always got anxiety on my mind can I fucking feel alive

wake up not real, feel like I am slipping here
dissociation in my head, two steps back, and it’s not clear
if im controlling my body or not 
I used to freak out on the daily about this shit and now im here

So I just fucking deal with it and let it flow
I guess it’s working out now don’t think about it and just go
yeah so what’s the point of fearing something that you don’t control
better let go, let go, let go of this

Azure Rain

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Twitter: https://twitter.com/quiteevil1

Lyrics
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​Rolling back through my home town
Never thought that you'd regret it but you did now
​Spending nearly every night in a hotel
Bed room, back room just a new shell

One more time, say my name
Sweet lullabies take away my pain
Hold me tight while you play your games
Say goodbye, fade away
One more time, say my name
Sweet little lies make me feel okay
Buried inside coursing through my veins
Burn my life, forget this place

Oh rolling back through my home town
Never thought that you'd regret it but you did now
Never thought that you'd forget it but you did back then
I've been rolling up to try and keep my soul well
Spending nearly every night in a hotel
Bed room, back room just a new shell
Why you worried 'bout losing another fucking friend
You're the type that never seem to wanna go out

Ey, bad news is the new age
Everybody got a reason that they moved away
Wanna ride on a new wave
You've got nothing to look for but yesterday
I gotta check I'm breathing
And my pulse 'till my heart stops beating
People I only ever see when I'm dreaming
Telling me that I've just found a bigger cage

That I've just found a bigger cage
Cage
Cage
That I've just found a bigger cage
Cage
Cage
Cage
Cage
Cage
Cage
Cage
Cage

One more time, say my name
Sweet lullabies take away my pain
Hold me tight while you play your games
Say goodbye, fade away
One more time, say my name
Sweet little lies make me feel okay
Buried inside coursing through my veins
Burn my life, forget this place

Tragedy

Sweet Lullabies

Sweet Lullabies [Prod. Quiteevil]

Black Sun ft. Diverse [prod. nothingtodo]

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
And I know I'm being avoidant
Would like to but I can’t control it
Can’t seem to feel comfortable in my skin
In my skin
Decaying slowly in this gloom
I need to be left alone to
Be swallowed up by the storm in my head
It’s all in my head

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Been gasping for air for so long
Sunk so deep, why should I hold on
The light goes dim, I've found peace in solitude
It's nothing new
It hurts to stare in the mirror
Don't wanna deal with the pressure
So I'll do anything not to face reality
I’d rather run away

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

So much easier to run
Anything so I feel numb
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Erase me, let it go
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Ghost

ghost

when the sun sets

lyrics: 

I know that this ain’t what we wanted
But we can’t change the past
Listen when I speak to you
Listen to what I have to say
Listen when I tell you
That everything I love starts to decay

And it all comes crumbling down
I thought I had enough, but I couldn’t stand my ground
You say “he’s just a friend” but your lipsticks on his mouth
I’m at the bottom, yeah I think I might drown
Is this all a facade that you play?
Cause I think i’m falling for your dangerous ways
Could you keep me from ruining my name?
Could I lose my mind and place you as the blame?

Is this all I've got in store for me?
You said you had that song on repeat
Guess what I wrote it about you
Passed out on the floor in the bathroom
Check back in a hour, maybe two
What you doin behind my back, got no clue
Said there’s nothing to talk about that’s not true

I just want to know
Did you lie to me?
I just need to know
Is this all I can be?
I can’t believe what’s on your timeline
I know for a fact those words are not mine
Keep your mask on, but you cannot hide
I know what's hidden on the other side

And it all comes crumbling down
I thought I had enough, but I couldn’t stand my ground
You say “he’s just a friend” but your lipsticks on his mouth
I’m at the bottom, yeah I think I might drown
Is this all a facade that you play?
Cause I think i’m falling for your dangerous ways
Could you keep me from ruining my name?
Could I lose my mind and place you as the blame?

facade (jpjp)

melacorp.

Toxic Together

Paper Hands

[Prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
I thought she was the one back then
Now i watch everything we said fall
I wish i was everything you wanted
I wish that i could do it all

I dont know who i am at all
Im not special
my backs against the wall
I Cant let go
Cannot feel my heart in this vessel
Spirits tear apart my mental

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

Out my veins
Cant u say
Anything
Anything
I cant feel
Anything anything

I know its so hard sometimes
I understand what its like
To not know whats really real 
To not know how i should feel

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

tysm to @frvrndalwys for collaborating with me on this awesome project <3

Lyrics

[hook: gothurted]
Why do everybody act like I'm nothing?
Like I'm nothing, Like I'm nothing
Why do everybody act like they know me?
You know nothing about me
Why do everybody act like I'm nothing?
Like I'm nothing, Like I'm nothing
Why do everybody act like they know my feelings?
You know nothing about how I feel

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Need something I just need something
Cause I've lost everything
And now I know I'm nothing
Just feels like no one loves me
My head don't feel clear
I've been getting high just thinking about her
And if I die next year
With nobody here
I won't forget about what we were
Oh I know
That it's so cold
Oh
This road
Don't lead home
All alone
Nowhere to go

[hook: gothurted]
Why do everybody act like I'm nothing?
Like I'm nothing, Like I'm nothing
Why do everybody act like they know me?
You know nothing about me
Why do everybody act like I'm nothing?
Like I'm nothing, Like I'm nothing
Why do everybody act like they know my feelings?
You know nothing about how I feel

Nothing [prod. nothingtodo] w/frvr&alwys

Prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair


Theres murder on her mind
But she wanna take her time 
Blue n black heart
Im frvr in line

For a meeting with death
From all the stress
I cant get
Why u obsessed
Why u obsessed
I cant get

Like a tattoo
Your on my skin like i had u
Im fucked up in the back room
Im a goth boy and im bad news

think im see through
Lose my life yeah thats cool
Leave behind your perfume
Fuck a job and fuck school


I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair

I REMEMBER WHEN YOU USED TO BE THERE (Prod. Metlast)

SEPHA = singer//multi-instrumentalist//producer ☠✮ ✯☠ 
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All songs written, recorded and produced by SEPHA. (Joey Aybak) unless otherwise stated. 
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