Ping Pong (prod. krave)

I watch the fantasy grow over me
The cold ceiling drip his hand upon my cheek
Tell me this life I live, tell me the life I use to live
Tell me about this kid I be, tell me the kid I used to been
Saddest shit is just watching it fade away
No time to replay, no time to dilate
All you do is watch it just play
No turning it back, no time to reiterate
So, I watch today
I sit with my younger self at the tree today
We watch the leaves, we watch time leave
We watch our family leave, we watch ourself leave
Tell me about that shit
Tell me do you really understand?
Is this the life I live
Am I really the fucking man?
That I say I am
Or am I just fabricating?
No time to be waiting
No, no time to-

Go, go, go, go, go, go
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I be
Tell me who I been, tell me who I be
Pleading on my knees
Tell me who the fuck I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Been swagging since my mental
Been outside of the crowd, some shit like experimental
Found myself through music, knew that shit wasn't accidental
Found my past through pain, got no feet to stay my waiting
One, two, three, four phases, masquerading
Used to be the critic, now I'm the one that they rating
Umbrella out, over the head while it's raining
These real tears that I poured are now giving me payment, yeah

Used to be the youngest one in my group
Now I'm gonna be the one that they look up to
Ask me how, ask me why, I just do what I do
Inspired by this life that I live, used to cope with a spliff
You are not alone, I used to cut my wrists
Middle school child, got too tired of it, on soul

On the low I could gain some weight
These internal struggles I deal with, I hope they fade
Even though they here now, take this song as a pray
And if god is real, then you can hear me today, please

(Didn't get no words back, how I lost my faith?)
(Didn't get no words back, how I lost my faith?)
Didn't get no words back
How I lost my faith?
Wash myself in the waves
God please let me bathe
Which man is upstairs
I don't know today
Which man is upstairs
I'll never know, no way

Tell me who I been, tell me who I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I be
Tell me who I been, tell me who I be
Pleading on my knees
Tell me who the fuck I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am
Tell me who I been, tell me who I am

Yeah, so I was saying like
Ever since I lost him, it's really been
It's been humbling, I don't know like
Shit, I lost
I had lost a lot of relatives in
A short time span, y'know
I've grown a lot from it
I've understand a lot from it
All I can say is like I'm grateful to be here
As much as I do got issues with myself, like y'know
One thing I learned is just
Keep on pushing it

Tell Me Who I Am

https://soundcloud.com/cellophanepyro
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think about it [cranes]

elbowrubbin (ruka)

prod muddd

i keep on hurting myself
i hate that i've hurt the ppl that i love

make the stars align cus im talking to the planets
she said that its like magic
she said that its like magic
i dont wanna see no one ever
i stay in my zone nah no matter the weather 
smoking hash now i float like a feather
when this shit get dark will u fold under pressure 
its just me n the club n we going out to war
when we been gone out @ sea finna pu on the shore
n we been making noise
i think i been manic for a week 
i think i panic when i sleep

pack ft. forte

seran