bloodlove

peesni

2019 playback

Medicine

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novocaine

if i could numb the pain

ill finally take my fucking life an uzi to the brain

you are my drug my love

i wish i made you smile

but all i have left to my name is 20 bucks and a pile of crumpled suicide notes

wish i put into account what i wrote

wish i had never lived another day and was suspended from the rope

i cant hear a thing that you are saying anymore

drugs in my system because im aching and sore

you are my everything i never wanna lose you

do anything for you id fucking kill myself too

if you want me to
id do it for you

wrap your hands round my neck and choke me til my face blue

i listened to you
so listen to me

if you do this ill finally be fucking at peace

dont wanna lose you
but can you lose me

ill stay alive for you but dont cry when im 6 feet deep

teen suicide (prod. jukebox joints)

ihateshinigami - luna

i see through you (prod. suddencold)

white bedsheets (prod. killedmyself & ʎpoqou)

LAVABOY - Shawty Looking Lovely Prod. By Kaji

i need to be alone.

PALC ft. F3RCTAK - Тараканы

a message to you + [PROD. AYAZRA x GHETTO WIZARD]

HEARTFELT Ft. BLCKK (Prod. LFTD HGHTS)

produced by ayazra

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verse 1 - serenity

we could forget everything
recollection of the past i aint feelin it
feelin my heart 
that's why i be indigenous
vack to a place 
where i wept
now i live in it 
I said
fuck love
I aint feel shit
fuck hope
fuck feelings
I aint feel it  ×2


verse 2: funerals

i said
fuck love 
i aint feel shit 
i hate myself
I'm a demon
i break myself wide open 
cuz the pain in my chest
im broken
im hurt
no worth cuz im hopeless
no love
why the fuck do i exist
no point 
why the fuck am i trying
cant wait
til the day that im dying  ×2

SAD ROMANCE ft. SERENITY [prod. AYAZRA]

black heart ft. serenity [prod. biv]

LYRICS

she pulls on the strings of my heart I’m her puppet
my worth in the dirt an this pain in my stomach 
things going good then they change all of sudden 
shattered reflections our loves been corrupted 
X2
skies turning grey our bodies astray 
feelings of pain she’s feeling betrayed
 losing her way her will has decayed 
I offer my hand but she seems too afraid 
scars in her palm an I am the blade 
she’s cut to the bone an I take the blame
falsely portrayed I’m pleading insane 
our souls set a blaze as we dig our graves 


she pulls on the strings of my heart I’m her puppet
my worth in the dirt an this pain in my stomach 
things going good then they change all of sudden 
shattered reflections our loves been corrupted 
X2
skies turning grey our bodies astray 
feelings of pain she’s feeling betrayed
 losing her way her will has decayed 
I offer my hand but she seems too afraid 
scars in her palm an I am the blade 
she’s cut to the bone an I take the blame
falsely portrayed I’m pleading insane 
our souls set a blaze as we dig our graves

Reflections (Prod. ayazra)

i remember