https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RY7ukdsjOK4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4RstB7aa4ew

As i stand close to the edge i remember
I was in so deep 
In my thoughts back december
My mind it was cold
But my bitches was wetter
I fuckin hate love i dont wanna remember 
the blade in my back from the bitch that i loved
Runnin away cause i hate feelin' numb
Cant trust myself i be holdin the gun
I been holdin the blade, and it wants me to cut
My lungs
Fuck run 
I know the love was fake
Hearts sank
Fuckin that bitch on another day
Choke that bitch
Do not resuscitate 
Find me in hell shootin satan right in the face
Grey days
Kept my face up
Fuckin that bitch when she wake up
Then im killin that bitch when she falls asleep
I cannot live these days not with you next to me

prod førget.

december.

SERENITY