I have returned :::)

All music written and produced by Serif Leerergast

Lyrics:

I'm seething
So broke down this season
Went to the edge, it's paper thin
But smoke and vapor keep me breathing

Don't choke
You're worth it, even sober
Stop saying it's over
You're better than most
Not leaving this host

New connections let me cry
Now daylight pass me by
Sit tight
It's not over, adjust your sight

It's not over

Smoke from fire
Mirror from smoke
Talk to myself 'cause it's clearer when spoke
One desire, and that's to toke
But my reflection is inspired

Life's a joke that I don't get
Like I lost an unknown bet
But I'll know when I'm older
It's far from over

It doesn't have to be fading to black
To get some credit, take a load off your back
Edit thoughts from your mental stack
'Cause that's your home, not a rental
It's not over

It's far from over

My path is hard to follow
Hollow wrath won't clear the way
It's not linear who I am
Change interior every day

Fluid motion trapped in a cage
Stage left, break your limbs on cue
Who's the one who wrote these words?
Pages tell me it's you

I won't judge I'm here to help
You and I are quite alike
Hold no grudge, sight no spike
Lay your head down, don't you budge
It's not over

It's not over

There's No Way Out But Through

ITSNOTOVER

I have returned :::)

All music written and produced by Serif Leerergast

Lyrics:

	
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE LIKE THIS?
HOW I SUPPOSED TO LIVE LIKE- LIVE LIKE-
[[UH]]
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE LIKE THIS?
DON'T TELL ME HOW I'M S'POSED TO FEEL ABOUT THIS
[x∞]

TAKEOFFTHEHELMET

I have returned :::)

All music written and produced by Serif Leerergast

WOUNDEDBYAFAMILIARBLADE

I have returned :::)

All music written and produced by Serif Leerergast

Lyrics:

("Get out of my car, federal cop! 
You're crashing my party!
Just like that buzzard with the glasses.
Leave me alone!")

I haven't eaten anything today
I think that I'll starve before I can get myself to behave
Would you believe me if I rambled
About how my brain has been scrambled
From shambling around in somebody's corpse?
Of course my body doesn't look quite right
How could it ever be mine?
But you have to consider conditions and admissions of guilt
Built to have my own freak show
Canceled after a few bad episodes

I don't even remember if I brushed my teeth today
Don't you dare ask how I'm feeling, you know I'm not okay
I'm having a bad time, I know it's shocking
I'd rather lay in the ditch than keep walking
Ooo, just keep on talking about me
I'm sure you're correctly identifying
All of my problems and how I could solve 'em If you were me
Leave me alone and let me wallow on
My own time

("Are you gonna calm down?")

[[KILL EM DEAD !!]]

I guess you really wanna spite me
Is my husk that good of a punching bag?
Do you even know what half your fight means?
Do your fists also move the goal posts while they attack?
Did you even have them to begin with?
I guess it's hard to stop when you don't know how to empathize
I'm wise to your tricks
Don't be surprised when I ignore you and your lies
Leave me alone

LEAVEMEALONE

DOUBLETHINK

I have returned :::)

All music written and produced by Serif Leerergast

Lyrics:

Scroll until my eyes bleed static, like what calls my name
Pierce right through my skull 'til it hits my brain
Wanna see through your soul? Put your eyes in my sockets, huh
If pain was money I would line all my-
Scroll until my eyes bleed static, like what calls my name
Pierce right through my skull 'til it hits my brain
Wanna see through your soul? Put your eyes in my sockets, huh
If pain was money I would line all my pockets, huh

[Skull, skull, skull, skull]
[Skull, skull, skull, skull]
[Skull, skull, skull, skull]
[Skull, skull, skull, skull]

Take a look, motherfucker, tell me what you see
Be a doll for me, point out any flaws that be
Now again, inward, like you're taking a breath
Maybe you'll know ego death like me
If there's anything you wanna ask, do it quick
I have little patience for your sidekicks or mind tricks
Try to cut through my demons, you aren't up to the task
You wouldn't hear me if I hadn't cut a hole in the mask

Scroll until my eyes bleed static, like what calls my name
Pierce right through my skull 'til it hits my brain
Wanna see through your soul? Put your eyes in my sockets, huh
If pain was money I would line all my-
Scroll until my eyes bleed static, like what calls my name
Pierce right through my skull 'til it hits my brain
Wanna see through your soul? Put your eyes in my sockets, huh
If pain was money I would line all my pockets, huh

SKULLPIERCE

GETOUTOFMYHEAD

DISORIENTATION

I have returned :::)

All music written and produced by Serif Leerergast

Lyrics:

[[LISTEN UP !!]]

Uh, yo

I'm back to basics, my potential's still untapped, uh
Let's face it, I am a sick fuck whose brain needs to be labbed, uh
What you'll get from studying will remain to be seen
Probably nothing good, except for highlighter yellow and green

I'm about to go under
Can you lift me when you're free?
Can you save me from the thought that there's nothing but death for me?
See, I was torn asunder
And it's partially my deed
But the other parts are ego
From the clique that's filled with greed

I'm a coward, I'll concede
Consume bliss at blazing speed
I spend as much time outside my head as possible to breathe
Feel like I can't use my tools
I feel like I'm always weak
Feel like I'm drowning in a shallow pool when I should float easy

"Bitch, kick your ass in gear
Bitch, wipe up all your tears
Bitch, act like the man you were born as, go and face your fears"
Bitch, I was born a creature you can't begin to describe
Claiming victims upon entrance, leading us to cursed lives
(But, back to basics)

Whatcha made of? At your core?
Are you a virgin bitch? Are you a whore?
Whatcha made of? What's inside?
Better not be anything you wanna hide
Whatcha made of? At your core?
Are you a virgin bitch? Are you a whore?
Whatcha made of? What's inside?
Better not be anything you wanna hide

[[KILL EM DEAD !!]]

Whatcha made of? At your core?
Are you a virgin bitch? Are you a whore?
Whatcha made of? What's inside?
Better not be anything you wanna hide

BACKTOBASICS

I have returned :::)

All music written and produced by Serif Leerergast

Lyrics:

This suit of armor hangs heavy on my torso
Dripping with blood I never meant to spill
It has become tarnished, worn out
A mockery of it's former self
Through sheer bitter determination
I have dragged myself out of the thorns
This is a constant battle to keep what remains of my soul alive

If only there was a way for me to tie up this story in a neat little bow
To say my journey is finished and ride off into the sunset

Well, not everything fits together like we want, now, does it?

There's no way out but through

[[NOWAYOUT...

To Oddwin and Ra: I'm sorry for making this five minutes, I just couldn't resist a second drop lol

First track of 2025!! Off to a pretty good start I would say :::) Shoutout to @oddwin for hosting as always <3

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