produced by me, beat inspired by @vampiremutual
i love you @ch2rms
art by me

[im too numb]
i cant feel a thing
i cant feel a thing at all
can you save me from myself
i just go through these withdrawals
u cant see the way i tried to fall
im screaming out that i still wanna die
i wish i didnt know what this was like
im scared but im too scared to lie
im scared but im too scared to cry

im so numb
i feel so dumb
i wanna run
but i feel so torn
cant feel inside
i dont know
how to go
bring me home
bring me home
bring me home
bring me home

empty ft ch2rms

@fozo2 @erdo

find it in your heart 
   to maybe seek forgiveness 
   this is my eternity 
   and you can not get in 
   i see satellites at night 
   wonder if u see thm too
   n im falling through this loop 
   hope it leads me back to you

   im sick again 
   the hospital bed feels 
   cold against , my ashen colored skin
   do you like the way 
   i leave and thn come back 
   by the way i rly miss u 
   but u kno tht

   its not my fault 
   i tell myself so many times 
   buttons on this margiela 
   shirt looking like coraline 
   think of her and prosper 
   your beauty was more thn divine 
   kitchen counter with the lines 
   i snort it to erase the time 

   wanna shave my head change my face 
   let it restart 
   nothing to negate the cause of pain 
   frm my torn heart 
   ive been seeing faces in the rain 
   but its not you 
   ive convinced myself  tht im insane 
   still i love you

@diegointhedark

been fighting ideation
   since the moment ive been hurting 
   shes swallowing prescription 
   but she dnt kno if its worth it 
   i wanted to b someone thts important
   but im worthless
   i wear it like i earned it 
   in margiela as of current

   ur catching me
   the moment i fall through 
   none left for me 
   nobody i talk to
   come back to me 
   uno tht i miss you
   i love then u leave 
   what do u want me to be

   i had to get my bag bruh 
   my parents trna kick me out 
   its september got bad luck 
   my mouths covered n bad blood 
   the trauma is too much to put in songs 
   too hard to capture

   done trying to b happy 
   im done being indecisive 
   i cried myself to sleep 
   while wondering why i m like this 
   my blood tainted with poison 
   touch the throne and get it blighted 
   thres no worthy opponent 
   step to me get hit with lightning

   i know u dnt need me 
   3 pills in my tummy 
   got me sleepy 
   finessed him it was easy
   i woke up on the floor in all black 
   out of some deep sleep

diegointhedark - worthless (prod. diegointhedark)

https://soundcloud.com/kiryano

somethings off
somethings broken
no its not enough
it got me nervous
price of silence
its a burden
its not medical
but my hearts burning

the floor is cracked dont miss a step
she tried to pull me close but im still distant
keep knocking on my door im like who is it
i hate it when they treat me like a business
i get high as fuck to get away
im disgusted by everything they say
no its not real it might be fake
i deal with it i bear the weight
it gets so late i stay awake
see from afar u watch me break
and its been years it feels like days
and i go on forever dazed

kiryano - burning (kojo)

prod @pyu

Tell me, is it me?
Yeah, well, tell me, is it me?
If it's to her heart, you know I'm the key
I want love over money
I don't even care 'bout these hoes no more, nah, nah, nah, nah

Hop on the beat, and I'm singin' a melody like, la, la, la, la
Like a lil' camera, capture
This ain't a race, you don't gotta catch up
Izzy, you know I'm the master
So tell me, why you be cappin', bruh?
I'm goin' up like Canada
They talk shit, but they fans of us

Hop in a seat, and I hop on the beat
I hop on the beat, and you know I succeed
Vibrations way too low
If you wanna fuck with me, know I'ma go
I'm always DND all on my phone
'Cause none of these bitches will leave me alone

I'm countin' up racks, and they come and they go
I'm smoking on gas, I'm smoking on dro
Meta on the beat, you know it's too cold
And you know my name on a bankroll

Meta on the beat, you know that it's better
Countin' up cheese, lots of mozzarella
I don't really know, should I just tell her?
I copped some jeans, I might just sell 'em

I made a band all up off music
Yeah, I saw the needle, you ain't move it
You gon' say shit but won't prove it
You a cockroach, you a nuisance

meta // meta

@diegointhedark @pyu @prodrest

(Veezuh)
You just think it's my damn fault
99 my overall
Yeah, I'm finna buy it all
Give me a call

I don't know why you just think it's my damn fault
I'm a demigod, 99 my overall
Feel like SG Lily, yeah, I'm finna buy it all
If you think that you need me, give me a call
I don't know if you'll catch me if you see me fall
And I swear I'll take it faster, I don't mean to stall
And my heart might unlock if you give me your all
I don't really understand why you threw it all

(Diego)
Post up just to flex up
I saw your bitch, bruh, I know you could do better
Thumbing through a band
Bitch, I just need me my feta
Dirty contraband
Buried deep beneath my dresser

Pull up, mag dump
Throw up my blood
Step in like a Spartan
This boy is a no one
We all know you’re harmless
Acting like he gon' do something
Someone pass me a Narcan
I think I just did too much

Spill his blood on dry asphalt
I'ma still ignore her calls
Will you stay with me as I withdraw?
Lookin' at these pills
Wonderin' where I went wrong

(Veezuh)
I don't know why you just think it's my damn fault
I'm a demigod, 99 my overall
Feel like SG Lily, yeah, I'm finna buy it all
If you think that you need me, give me a call
I don't know if you'll catch me if you see me fall
And I swear I'll take it faster, I don't mean to stall
And my heart might unlock if you give me your all
I don't really understand why you threw it all

Can't feel my face, I'm way too high
I'm not masked up, no, ain't nowhere to hide
Got this armor on me, lookin' like a knight
Smokin' on that gas, I been high like a kite

Why you been in my heart? I don't know that
Why you like to take pics? Yeah, like it's Kodak
If you leave, girl, I'm dead, yeah, you know that
In my own shell, like a Panzer Soldat

my fault +diegointhedark // rest, meta

Produced by @diegointhedark

im hearing screams out my window 
   on a foggy day 
   for 20 bags , 
   muzzle flash shines out the SVJ
   she dont miss me 
   its sickening what i portrayed
   we used to lay awake
   nd now we crash nd break

   when snow fell in california 
   i felt so alone
   i check twice knowing
   tht ull nvr hit my phone
   if you died 
   i would sleep at night outside your grave
   who will you miss today? 
   i cant conceal the pain

   no, no 
   i cnt conceal it 
   popping hella phenibut
   until i reach the ceiling 
   scrolling thru old pics of you
   try to relive the feeling
   i know tht i am dead to u 
   but i just wna pretend im not 

   watching the clock 
   hours pass like ocean waves 
   nd ive been going thru a lot lately
   u used to keep me sane 
   no one treats me how u treated me 
   i stare into the rain
   no one saw what u had seen in me 
   ill never be the same

dead to u (diegointhedark)

@ol3zha

she wna rock my swag
she wna wear my clothes
she wna live inside me
never let me go
iv got nothing to run from
no place to call home
i would have never loved you
knowing youd turn cold on me

how cant uu see? ??
this is so unlike u
only wanted to love you
never wanted to hide u
the same angels surrounding you wept over my bedside
i would never do wrong by u
still you stabbed my blindside

i think this is my heaven
under my seat mac11
these lames wna tlk abt us
better thnk abt whre they steppin
im a knight at the Armageddon
id dig my own grave for you
so tell me im miserable

my fault +diegointhedark // rest, meta

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