you are nothing

LoserGirlfriend - Holygirl222

the more i know
the less id rather know
the more you show
the less id rather go

tell me all about it
tell me all about it
im feeling like shit
im feeling like shit
do i wanna do this 
do i wanna do this
feeling so anxious
feeling so anxious

cry myself to sleep
wake up and repeat

everydays the same
everydays the same

tell me all about it
tell me all about it
im feeling like shit
im feeling like shit
do i wanna do this 
do i wanna do this
feeling so anxious
feeling so anxious

the more i know
the less id rather know

the more i know, the less id rather know

my vocals suck




Spent my whole life searching
Maybe there's something I'm missing
Feels like I'm making a mistake
Wish I was like my namesake 

Everything I try seems to fail
I just need to find my grail
All of my plans seem to derail
Maybe one day I'll prevail

Grail

old song i never finished
s/o @retardead69 for writing the verse


chorus:
cut cut cut cut slit slit slit
i hope you die, ur full of shit
you fu- fu- fucking bitch bitch bitch
just die die die die end it quick
cause i i i don't wanna see you
breathing the same air as me
a waste of space and everything
i just wanna watch you bleed

verse:
yk ur really fucking annoying 
and i think you should shut up 
you never stop shit-talking 
and i hate you so damn much
its makes me so damn angry 
when you're acting like a bitch 
so grab a razor blade
and cut deep down into your wrists


[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest and into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Verse 1]
and i still try and keep my head up while falling down
and i try (to)  keep my own steady self dignity
and i manage to keep my calm through out  the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Bridge]
and i manage to keep my calm through the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head when will it end?
holes burn through my heart and into my soul
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories never to be said again

Nightmare Again

this time im gonna do it

fried by fluoride cover

i want u to be as miserable as me
i want u to scream and i want u to bleed
i want u to hurt i want u to hurt i want u to be buried deep under dirt

i want u to hurt x2

why arent u sad? why arent u mad?
why is your life great and why is mine so bad
i wish u the worst i wish u the worst
i wish that i could see u get carried away inside of a hearse

wrath

Fucking Up Again

oh no this way she goes
just for the most
shes acting cold
i wanna hold you close

oh no save it for tomorrow
baby well i dont know
where would we even go?
i wanna hold you close


dancing round your room my dead darling
catching your cries baby im bawling
i dont wanna have to lose you again girl
i dont wanna have to lose you again girl


oh no
shes all i've known
shes all i hold
heat to the cold
im shaking and old


she sits at the back of my mind
with a beer and a pipe
tending to little mice
blood rushes in every time
counting every night
ever since that you've died
where art thou love of my life

buried and blessed oh my dead darling
crashing and burning girl im mourning
i dont wanna have to lose you again girl
i dont wanna have to lose you again girl


take me home
to your arms
to your arms

cursing the heavens my dead darling
bleeding to death baby im aching
all i wanna do is see you again girl
all i wanna do is see you again girl

dead darlings

composer: XO_willow☆

All I want is
A happy day again
It's getting harder
Driving that car again

CUZ ALL I WANNA DO
IS TELL THE WORLD IT'S TRUE
AND I HAVE A LIFE TO LIVE
AND I'M SCARED ABOUT IT

Only if
I had a choice in it
Your ghost
Is haunting all of it

I SLIT YOUR THROAT
YOU'VE GOT TO CHOKE
COCK IN IT TOO
I CAN'T STAND YOU
YOUR INSTAGRAM
I DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE
I'M THE BEST FOR YOU

I SLIT YOUR THROAT
YOU'VE GOT TO CHOKE
COCK IN IT TOO
I CAN'T STAND YOU
YOUR INSTAGRAM
I DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE
I'M THE BEST FOR YOU

// coming to Spotify this Friday, September 19!

Bianca Devins

seth_wtf