away (meta)

⋆°•✧ @1kizuu ✧•°⋆

late at night
me and u spending time
smoking loud
and the stars align
i look at u
and u smile
i just want u to know
you're always on my mind

late at night
me and u spending time
smoking loud
and the stars align
i look at u
and u smile
i just want u to know
you're always on my mind

take me with u
wherever u go
cause baby i don't wanna be alone
without your love
i feel so cold
take me in your arms
and hold me close

take me with u
wherever u go
cause baby i don't wanna be alone
without your love
i feel so cold
take me in your arms
and hold me close

take me with u, wherever u go (kizuu remix)

hiding prod. luvpurp

keep one eye-eye-eye-eye-eye-eye open
keep my head low near the ground
don't know who might be around
keep one eye-eye-eye-eye-eye-eye open
I don't dare to walk around
I don't dare to make a sound
keep one eye-eye-eye-eye-eye-eye open
I thought I was all alone
I hear footsteps in my home
keep one eye-eye-eye-eye-eye-eye open
hear them coming up the stairs
there's a shadow at my door

hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
If I tell u it's a secret
do you promise you can keep it?
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
If I told you that I mean it 
would you run away & steal it?
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
hear them knocking at my door
really wish that I could call you
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
If this is really is the end
there's still so much I want to tell you
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
my door bursts open theirs a man 
with a knife in a mask
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
looking at me with a 12 inch blade
strapped to his hand
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
pierce my heart, blood and guts
leaking all over my bed
hear my heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart beat
catch a glimpse of her face
of my ex, as she holds my hand

heartbeat (jkj fangs)

i call her junebug
but i got a new love
i call her to come over
but its over
she wants fix it
but its too late
got another

junebug ill come back
when its said and done
but in the while i got 
another love
i see us in the
reflection of the sun
u still on my mind girl
ur #1

junebug (asago)

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

hate it +mckel & whyhaze

chuck and blair
produced by @leoewski, @user-kisuisdivine, @pastelhendrix

lyrics:
my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

you looked way too good, i gave in
(i can't believe i caved in)
can't believe these words i'm saying
(i can't believe i stayed patient)

everybody talks, so what you gotta say?
if it isn't nice, then you can go away
when i'm around you, feel like a throwaway
i was out there, eating cranbulay
i was getting fly, being myself
you didn't like that
you threw me on the shelf

you threw away the trash
like everybody else
like everyone you tried to date
but you never fell
you never fell in love
you never had the chance
well here's your chance right now
do you wanna dance?

i could hold your hand 
till' the morning ends
you could be my girlfriend
i could be your boyfriend
i'ma scoot by you inch by inch
it'll all be true wish by wish

my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

pavement prod. leoewski, k!su, pastel

@evanjolley

lyrics:

and i’ll be thinking about you 
3x

every word you said
sunk right to the back of my head

i’m so tired of it
i’m so tired of it all

i work so damn hard
i got a job so i could pay
for all those pretty things you like
everything you said you wanted

i don’t know what i started
i take drugs n i go retarded
the great escape
it brings me closure 
last night told u to come over

every time i try
it hurts me inside
i just wanna talk to you
always feeling dead inside

please don’t leave me cold here
we don’t have to go there
i can’t avoid it
it’s been haunting me inside 
ever since i knew that..

i’ll be thinking about you
4x

every word you said
sunk right to the back of my head

i’m so tired of it
i’m so tired of it all

i work so damn hard
i got a job so i could pay
for all those pretty things you like
everything you said you wanted

thinking abt u (evan jolley)

@highschoolxx @blushxoxo @highschoolxx @highschoolxx @highschoolxx 
@highschoolxx @highschoolxx @violetxx9 @highschoolxx @highschoolxx
@highschoolxx @highschoolxx @highschoolxx @pyu @highschoolxx

xo _ violet @ oNLY One produced by meta.mp3

@1luvpurp & @lilsadboiiudig
I turned 24 since last drop
all plats rollout as soon as possible

do I gotta draw it out for you with pen & paper
I just wish you gave me time to realize that I couldnt stay here
you thought that I could do better, yeah that much you really made clear
now the bond we had is severed, not like I even had a say here
I could never fold and just decay here, I got prada on my shirt
d&gs on me yeah they stay clear... im honestly feeling way too unsafe here
but I still ponder to myself if I can really be okay here

im starting to think the answers not at all
im too fucked up locked in the bathroom stall
hate confrontation ion wanna get involved
you were my world my whole head revolved
I was posted up off an adderall
I was choking up I was meant to fall
thats the be all, end all, and you couldnt be me at all
ksubi on the jeans yeah I got em on
post up overseas yeah thats what I want
im stacking money yeah im stacking a lot
keep doing me you keep doing your job
you a fool to me you just sit and you watch

how obvious can it be (luvpurp, 1sadboii)

Prod By Luvpurp

@whyhaze
@1luvpurp
@johnnyrunts
@jkjmetasco

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take me with u, wherever u go (kizuu remix)

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