that type of day

SEVER - JULY KILLING BLOW
a passion project

i've taken a lot of time to work on this, some may not catch your ears and that's okay, but i'm pretty happy with how a lot of these came out for the most part. i hope to come back and make a lot more songs because making these have really made me remember how much i really enjoy making songs even if it sounds a little silly, this album serves as a reminder of events that took place at a certain point in my life where i felt all around period point blank lost, so i hold this pretty dear to me. i want to thank a lot of my friends who've supported me along the way of this, and a few of them even appear on here, so go take a listen to that.

thank you to anyone who listens, whether you end up liking all the songs, just one, a couple, or even none, thank you nonetheless for listening.

-sever

JULY KILLING BLOW

Failed at Math(s)

Gwen Everest

SEVER - DOG
(ngl i forgot the prod i made this a while ago if somehow someway this comes around to the producer please let me know so i can give credit)

lyrics

tore me down
then you fucked me up
i just cant keep going
i love my friends
but i just cant stand
when im home all by myself
like a wounded dog
im against the wall
dont put me down just yet
i swore id change
no im not the same page
i belong in your hands
no not up on a shelf

beaucoup dreams
where im bleeding on stage
its a funny little feeling
knowing that my time is up
so hold my hand
baby give me this dance
you make it pretty clear
i can still see the sad in your eyes
but you didnt wanna find
with both eyes open 
no you didnt see the signs
so heres to hoping
that you catch another high
no not me, you're just ruining my life

SEVER - ALL SHE WROTE, AT LEAST WHAT I'VE SEEN
prod. mp333

lyrics

she cut up her arm
and all im seeing is stars
and i dont wanna be vague
but all im feeling is grey
and i know
you think that i wont get it
i know
i know
she cut up her arm
and all im seeing is stars
i know it makes you feel great
but baby you're not the same anymore
a black dress stepped on, bled on and torn
and torn

ALL SHE WROTE, AT LEAST WHAT I'VE SEEN (prod.mp333)

SEVER - THE 2022 INTERLUDE

ft. yungcuboid

no sever stash isn't an actual thing god how can any of u fall for that

THE 2022 INTERLUDE

SEVER - ROMANTIC [DESIRED OF] ft. awfylchris
prod. flesh

lyrics

SEVER:
i don't really need you
i just wanna hurt you
i don't wanna put you down
got me off a percocet
tell me that i'm all thats left
i don't wanna hurt you now
dead on arrival
i just want a nice soul
how they gonna accept me now?
i miss everyone
wish that they would miss me sometimes
but i know they won't forget me now
sometimes i know you feel me
i know you try to seal me
hold hands with the real me
you'll think i have no feelings
till the tears, they'll start leaking
and i fear, my future's bleak and
i got nothing to stop it
my god i have no time
well, shit..

i'll get the lyrics from chris soon just interpret his lyrics how u want for now

ROMANTIC [DESIRED OF] ft. awfylchris (prod. flesh)

SEVER - TAKING IT ALL BACK
prod. bowsa

lyrics

i wish you were
i wish you were

my whole world is a mess
can only trust like 4 friends
its getting hard reminiscing
wishing you were with me

blacked out on the floor
one two taking many more
i cant handle being sober
my lifes already over
bring you down way closer
im trying to break out
sending me way down
pick yourself up off the floor
there's still blood that needs to be torn
keep on going till you're sore
take back all that what is yours

wish it were
wish it were
i wish it were

wish it were
wish it were that easy
i'm falling now
silence is killing me
all that we could be
keeping us from being free
i put my trust in thee
don't let us all fall in the sea
i'll come drown you in my
my worthless selfish lies
wish it was
wish it was
i wish it was

TAKING IT ALL BACK (prod. bowsa)

SEVER - THE BOTTOM OF IT
prod. by sickboi

lyrics

i'm getting down from all these pills
i've never felt so lonely
time is moving way too slow
how is it one in the morning
gotta wake up way too early
i just wanna go back to sleep
you're killing this side of me
these walls are confining me
hold me to a standard
then leave me when i fuck up
and it doesn't get too old when i have to put myself down
yeah fill me with self doubt
or hold me yourself now
it didn't really matter i can see it inside you
the way you're looking at me
i can tell you don't got a clue
and you know it's too true
don't take much to see through
a heart filled with lead
don't hold on for your friends
you'll lose them all again
to petty arguments
how the fuck you want me to help that?
losing my head to your bullshit all over again
and you want me to just accept that?
you know i got way too much
on my mind girl
you know i got way too much
on my mind
you know i got way too much
i don't gotta deal with you
hold me
hold you
your lies they hold truth
that you don't mean well
but i knew as
soon as you fell
falling for me
i cant believe
you know i got way too much
on my mind
you know i got way too much
i cant find
my mind is lost
im forever missing your touch
forever looking for a place to lay my head down
or maybe even a place where i dont gotta keep this frown
i'll just keep a closer eye out
maybe one day i'll run into you again
maybe one day we'll talk about the ocean
or maybe we'll take another trip to the crafts store
or just keep your eyes off me like you're bored

THE BOTTOM OF IT (prod. by sickboi)

Team Sleep

Blvd. Nights

The Queen Is Dead

I Know It's Over (2011 Remaster)

Deftones' Koi No Yokan on iTunes: http://bit.ly/RGvMiA. Available November 13th. More information at http://deftones.com

Koi No Yokan

Entombed

The New Abnormal

The Adults Are Talking

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