She fucked life into my empty heart that night

i cant relate any more... i tolf my ex about the tumor on my thyroid and she told me to kill myself 😂 we used to be so good to each other but she found someone else. long distance was so hard during covid, i gave her every dime for that smile of hers

tearing up, never felt so useless, i don't even wanna do this..

sock monkey Island eheheheheh

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

lyrics:

Sage green eyes look over me while I break down
U sucked out my life from my heart I need to lay down
I read somewhere u rarely should ever trust what people say now
I didn’t wanna believe but I know it keeps me safe now
Please just learn to fight on ur own cause ur all u got
Its something I hated hearing but honestly it helped a lot
She said rather drink some gin and smoke some pot to block it out
And baby that’s ur decision and I can’t help if u dont hear me out

But still we keep on drinking thru the hard times
These 50 people around keep us occupied
This October is so much colder than last years
I wish I could relax but I dont see any of my friends here
Ive made it this far so Im sure I could never fold here
But before u broke me up I didn’t know tears
I blow my cigarette smoke in fall air
U look so good but oh my god u bite
I didn’t trust nobody and oh my god I was right to
love didn’t use to mean that they’d try lock u up and hide u
Baby it’s a big world and I’m trying but I hate this
As soon u gain some traction oh its funny how the plot twist
Its all the same when the last breath comes
Who would u save and who would u rather have die
Dont focus on the blade look me in my eyes
Im here to wipe the last tears u cry
I was never the one to avenge ur life
Cause in ur last move u sacrificed mine
So baby I garuntee that it’ll be only bad dreams tonight
And in the worst of it all I show teeth tonight
Because me of still free tonight
Because of me I still breath
But because of u I cant sleep
It seems ur smells still stuck in my sheets tonight

Sage green eyes look over me while I break down
U sucked out my life from my heart I need to lay down
I read somewhere u rarely should ever trust what people say now
I didn’t wanna believe but I know it keeps me safe now
Please just learn to fight on ur own cause ur all u got
Its something I hated hearing but honestly it helped a lot
She said rather drink some gin and smoke some pot to block it out
And baby that’s ur decision and I can’t help if u dont hear me out

life sucker (taylor morgan x punk)

lyrics:

Girl could u feel my energy
Tricked out of love its not a tragedy 
Take on the form of my enemy
Maybe shit like this was never meant for me
 Oh u foul as fuck I need the referee
Im so faded I look like im a casualty
She was jaded so lyings what it had to be
She said this shit wouldn’t of happened if I were a better me

I smoke way too much my voice aint what it used to be  im tryna find myself I need some dmt right now 
But I cannot feel myself like im on ketamine right now
I couldn’t operate without some shit inside of me, pause
She add my number like a sum
I only text her when I’m drunk
I press that send button with my thumb 
Now I’m banging this bitch like a drum
Im too wavy
U would think I was off to war like I was in navy

Girl could u feel my energy
Tricked out of love its not a tragedy 
Take on the form of my enemy
Maybe shit like this was never meant for me
 Oh u foul as fuck I need the referee
Im so faded I look like im a casualty
She was jaded so lyings what it had to be
She said this shit wouldn’t of happened if I were a better me

But Baby I do not have all day no no
I will not let u write my fate no no
Blowing this Kush I think the party slo mo right now
I swear im an elf how she was asking me for snow right now
I do not do that shit u playing with ur life baby
Not tryna be mean girl I just care about u too baby
I dont wanna lose u baby
If I had a choice id tell the lord take me Instead

Girl could u feel my energy
Tricked out of love its not a tragedy 
Take on the form of my enemy
Maybe shit like this was never meant for me
 Oh u foul as fuck I need the referee
Im so faded I look like im a casualty
She was jaded so lyings what it had to be
She said this shit wouldn’t of happened if I were a better me

nrg (taylor morgan x 4evr)

Sewerperson - Shrapnel 4 Breakfast (savagegasp)

lyrics:

My memory bleeds
For where I could’ve once hoped to be
Glued by ur side
Shedding our grief thru our quality time
Attached at the hip
But life drags the scalpel that cuts at our skin
And tears us apart
These thoughts still assault me when im in the dark im in the dark
But what could I have done differently 
Just Love me again and I’ll never leave
If this is the end why can I still breath
The thought of ur touch manifests in my dreams
And I’m sorry for crying
But I couldn’t help it when deep in this row
With my will power dying
I set aside some to love u so u know
I swear that I’m trying
But I’m bad with this showing u part oh I know
When I feel like I’m flying i’d drop to my death to fall for u once more
Though I won’t stand here too much longer my love
Know I feel things for u that ill never feel for anyone else
And I wish I didn’t
But I swear I mean it
And hurts me knowing its true
My memory bleeds
For where I could’ve once hoped to be
Glued by ur side
Shedding our grief thru ur quality time

ive hollowed (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
I hope this feeling in my stomach blows by
You were the only one to read me thru my eyes baby
I was fucked by u made it alright baby
now without you part of me dies

I thought human nature gifted moral code but I was wrong
She could kill me now and I would still try to put it in a song
Circulation leaves my fingers while I jot down these poems
I feel being hated still holds more than being alone
Ive lost too many friends to the same shit I take
Heavens way too full for someone that had willed this fate
The bottles never deep enough to drown out this pain
And the pills are never strong enough to alleviate this weight
Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
Break me again
And again and again
When im numb Ill say sorry to my family and friends
Im on drink im on pills im on ten im on go
In my head I hear voices telling me im better cold
I dont know x4
But I dont know
I dont know x4
Huh
I dont know x6

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

Kill me and then love me and then cut me and then stuff me and then dump me in this ditch
I was so damn whipped
U ungrateful bitch
please just choke
This about people that did me wrong
If u feel me just sing along
I had never felt how I was
On that evening night in that house
But Im too scared to reach out
So ill be here thinking about it

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

crusher (branwen)

lyrics:

Told that lil bitch im baked
And ion know what to say
I cannot do romance
People just feel so fake
Jabari and me on comets
Taylor and me on waves
Ion know who to like
But I know who to hate
Maybe im way to negative
So Maybe I need my space
Jesse and I hit bait
Nicholas bought some bape
We been blowing on big woods
Still I hit that vape then rail that pill and touch the moon

I been sucking back balloons
Please dont hit my line if it is not the afternoon
Please dont call my phone unless its evening ok
I just poured my cup and that shit was bleeding ok
Once I was getting on new friends were never in good faith
U could lose it all and they gon leave u in that state
I had plenty tears fall on designer pants and fade
I been dressing nice but its the norm because im gay
Im in the sauna when Im touching Molly
She see im stressed out and she tryna calm me
Dont massage me just touch up on my body
Fuck it lets skip the night and rain check that party
I geek her up and now she moving like a zombie
I deck Dior on top her chest not Abercrombie
I pour out cups she told me to make it look like barney
Dont play those games with me lil bitch I am not no carney

Told that lil bitch im baked
And ion know what to say
I cannot do romance
People just feel so fake
Jabari and me on comets
Taylor and me on waves
Ion know who to like
But I know who to hate
Maybe im way to negative
So Maybe I need my space
Jesse and I hit bait
Nicholas bought some bape
We been blowing on big woods
Still I hit that vape then rail that pill and touch the moon

Bro pull up with that cooker
Im at peace off of this Molly talking to my booker
Im tryna eat
Like im fat like im in the desert
I dont pre
I just ball up till I need a stretcher for me cause im geeked

If im being honest first I think about is me
Been one too many fakers tryna play around ode
I never share my shit with cakers cause they take it like its free
But Im lovely when im on at e
U a faggot u a clown boy
When I fucked his bitch oh I pound boy
I made her sing like she was kid laroi
Wiped it up with mink cause im a rich boy
Drank came thru and I put it in my tonic
Smoking cookie from the moon I feel like I was wolace and grommet
I won’t fuck around because my girl is special product
This city get to me I need to dip off to a cottage
I hope u dont mind
When I settle in place
Im sweating off these drugs baby please just gimme space
I am not no thug baby I keep people to rage
I aint go in for that hug she gave me cause Im not tryna make new friends
 
Welcome to the safe house 
Percocet on the night stand
Turn Percocet in my brain now
Typical bitch with sub tweets
Fuck it im feeling great now
Ciroq with the blunt im binked now
Bro pull up with that cooker
Im at peace off of this Molly talking to my booker
Im tryna eat
Like im fat like im in the desert
I dont pre
I just ball up till I need a stretcher for me cause im geeked

Tastes likecopper (taylor morgan)

lyrics:

I cant feel
When im off this perc
U were so damn nice
So it just won’t work uh
Uh heaven sent ok
Fuck No she is treesh she fucking
If they super bad she fucking on them like mclovin
Baggie on me I told my bitch to trust it
Just Trust it
I just booted Molly she hate when im doing substance
Im too high for this shit she arguing with me way to complex
Bitch I cant even feel yet ok

Im On that Jersey
Takling bout scared she hurts me
But I would give it up like its lent
Then she reimburse me
With that pussy
Oh its way to wet I need air
Oh she shaving that shit when I thought it was nair
Oh I talked my sh- 
Then I made it hit like it was fate
Please to come at me since these guys wimme got their k’s
Serial number wiped right off they noobs whenever they spray
But They pull on triggers hard like they was playing arcade games
I cant feel
When im off this perc
U were so damn nice
So it just won’t work uh
No shweat
Im on the cusp of death
Off these dugs I sweat
Plus u can smell it on my breath uh

I said Bust the boy
All of my boys go jinn
Trust that boy
But I cannot speak the language
Uh heaven sent ok
Fuck No she is treesh she fucking
If they super bad she fucking on them like mclovin
I said Bust the boy
All of my boys go jinn
Trust that boy
But I cannot speak the language
Uh heaven sent ok
Fuck No she is treesh she fucking
If they super bad she fucking on them like mclovin
Baggie on me I told my bitch to trust it
Just Trust it
I just booted Molly she hate when im doing substance
Im too high for this shit she arguing with me way to complex
Bitch I cant even feel yet ok

Mclovin (jabarionthebeat x zazu)

lyrics:

These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

 Brush ur eyes
U could see it right
I see fallen angels
In this bleeding sky
At our time to go
I dont wanna die
But I dont decide
Damn I hate goodbyes
These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Cracks in my armor invite in her poisons
It was never 50/50 I was just appointed
Im Sorry I can do it all I bet ur disappointed
But what’s the point in love if u can not enjoy it

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet

Isn’t it funny how u aint gon message unless I am messaging first ok
She try to burn me a hole in my pocket but somehow I still kept em heavy weight ok
She pull up on me at night time
Then pull away like its rip tide
She say she cant stay a long time
But sumn bout that doesn’t sit right with me
Honestly I know u know that it wouldn’t be the first lie u told
She said im sorry I hope u can trust me I say damn I dont know
Ask me in the morning
Cause Tonight is way too cold
And u just turned it colder

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

The treehouse (splashgvng x 5head)

lyrics:


Gimme the quick revive cause my hearts done
When love is the focal point u bun the outcome
Im surprised to see at this function
Cause last time we were close u left my soul numb

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

I heal these wounds with plenty of alcohol
And now im sure I wouldn’t miss u at all on me
Until I think about the nights u were all on me
Oh my god
Alone at 3am in my bed I just miss you
The ghost of u can hit hard
If it weren’t for these drugs Id be gone
I hate that This drink give me courage to push on

Red leaves Fall fast
Us two Won’t last
Friction and Kickback
Good things Will Turn bad
No one had checked on me at my lowest point
So I developed on my own that’s why im to the point yea
Bedbug bites were on my thighs and back oh its bad
Plus people tried to put a price right on top my head

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

tbh (eric godlow)

lyrics:

With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly

I Felt this Molly boot me up
I Felt the devil fuck my holes
Fuck with me and lose ur soul
Junkie model tryna cope
Leave ur lover in the dust
People cant prevent the cold
We all suffer in this moment
But right now we’ll never know
Cursed characters spat from out her mouth
Ive known like about three failures she had slutted out
Now its me and im ok with that cause I dont view myself
As a saint im more of a guinea pig for different mental welts she deems appropriate 
My Old bones And Lost memories
I fight To remember these
My Old bones And Lost memories
I fight To remember these
So what 
Of course I couldn’t give a fuck im high
Off drugs we petty fight and petty fuck in time
But this time
I went home uh
Im at peace
In my room all on my own uh
but If earths crust
Was torn up
And our time
Was cut short
Would u wish
You’d shown up
On that night
On my porch

With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly
With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly

Who Tf (branwen)

lyrics:


I locked eyes with a succubus and paid the price
She fucked life into my empty heart that night
Easy on me now
Easy on the pain
I was bleeding out
And she laughed in my face
Stars light up just for u in our backyard
No matter anything you do ill still be urs love
One look can shape my mood and she had known that
I think id be better blue with a toe tag

Dont be shy
Around me
I am still who u met
When we were 14
In these
Porch lights
On halloween
I was hoping that I
Could still see u in my dreams
Tearing up
Never felt so useless
I dont even wanna do this
The energy to go thru this with u
Left me like last Tuesday
She moved in with me soulmates
Now she acting like a roommate
I was never that guy though
Her love you more like a typo

I locked eyes with a succubus and paid the price
She fucked life into my empty heart that night
Easy on me now
Easy on the pain
I was bleeding out
And she laughed in my face
Stars light up just for u in our backyard
No matter anything you do ill still be urs love
One look can shape my mood and she had known that
I think id be better blue with a toe tag

a Tuesday (Eric Godlow x scottysplash)

lyrics:

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I heard plenty stories about the afterlife
But so far no one gives me anything that’s helps sleep at night

She broke me from out my hard shell just to send me back
This time its made of concrete u could never crack
Sniffing blow right now
Then she might touch her toes right now
Im sat high as fuck
In bed at the royal York right now
She a 10 to me
I like that gothic aesthetic uh
She look good to me
She tryna fuck like mating season
U mad about some shit u were not there to see u bitter
She need 3 rounds on me I deliver im not a quitter

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I have been the same since birth I cant say that for fake friends
I seen warning signs but I cant help but trust them

Grace give me
The strength to carry on
Thru heat
All this animosity
Tempts me to become like thee
Lately

The last I was being careful I lost a best friend
So The next time im being careful I swear its beyond my death
I heard plenty stories about the afterlife
But so far no one gives me anything that’s helps sleep at night

Sleepatnite : Lately (Brody x Taylor morgan)

• prod. @charlieshuffler
• mixed by me

彡☆<3 love u guys <3☆彡

AMV on scroll忍

☆ u made me (prod. charlie shuffler) ☆

MUSIC VIDEO

☆ medicine (prod. nicolas sales) ☆

tired ..🕊️ 
NV // TEAM6 
business inquiries: officialsewerperson@gmail.com

a Tuesday (Eric Godlow x scottysplash)

sewerperson

Recent comments

jack

secre swallow†ail

terrorgamo

secre swallow†ail

Related tracks