Weird how the human mind works and that this song made me get my life together

b a d  v i b e  2

lyrics:

I had bought me a step counter
I might as well move around more
I got a habit of always getting in the way
and Im just tryna be me better
But being me is even less appealing
When u stuck with him for the whole entire day
And yet we make it work

It feels like were losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight
I hope we arrive by the night we could try
But From the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this bottle im tryna find
But I swear its at the bottom every time
Theres symbols in this text she just had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

Look at the waves fly up onto the promenade
Day by day uh huh I cannot read my fate nuh uh
I came here to get fucked up I am not here to save ya
She told me the same Some things never change
I don’t even know myself I don’t expect u too I swear
Please don’t dig no deeper in me somethings under there
If u could see my face right now I know u’d pretend to care
Did u believe my enemies when telling u I was scared to come
Right before the pre I felt my body numb
Im Melting it feel my skin is in the desert sun
Im blowing on meteor
When I met u it felt like I was dead before

It feels like were losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight
I hope we arrive by the night we could try
But From the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this bottle im tryna find
But I swear its at the bottom every time
Theres symbols in this text she just had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

im trying to eat healthy (boyfifty x maxflynn x alexbrazy)

lyrics:

Burn me to bits and I will cauterize it somehow
It was just a friend until myself had found out
I cant look at you the way I seen you act just now
I swear to god ill blow this bitch apart right now right now right now
I swear id kill u both if I could but I cant
I drop out the knife I held inside my right hand
Im not tryna weep when they bring me on the stand
She Pick apart
The skin on my chest and clutch my beating heart
I was warned
Still I toss aside that rocky start
We had had
When we had met
Now u fucking on anyone else that rap
U just a fan
Oh u break me
I think I Took too much
But I lay down and I sweat it out
Coming clutch
At this function my guy smoked me out
Double dutch
U so crazy how u jump around
Say u hate me then u telling me we’ll work it out
All this did was put me under
6 feet of this dirt im buried breathing
But im tied to her
I tried to break this bond but it didn’t work
but Still I hope u been well
I dont need to hear it go and give em hell
Sometimes these words are hard to keep to myself
Once I sip my drink
Maybe we could talk it out

The Shift (eric Godlow)

56 Elm V1 (jabarionthebeat X Kuji)

lyrics:

Who knows
Where we’ll be
On tin boats
Come morning
We sit All alone
In suffering
He lets go
To Make room for new dreams

When home 
Is just a feeling
These warm roads
Become healing
Who knows
Where we’ll be
Though books close
His still needs an ending

from golden (eric godlow)

lyrics: 

I can’t be there every night
The rain will put u to sleep
When curses cloud up ur mind
Remember just think of me
I miss ur skin touching mine
It makes it easy to breath
I crave the warmth of ur eyes
The amber warms up my feet
I feel ur lips match to mine
I sense ur spit on my teeth
When pain has nowhere to hide
U get what u did to me

The forest brings me to life
The sprites will force me to eat
Ucalyptus and pine 
Make up the fumes that I breathe
Slowly I adapt to their kind
And feed my blood to these seeds
Cause every spawned tree of life
Is sewn up tight from our leaves
Our heartbeats Match up
But mine beats  Venom
Oh It beats toxins
Ive turned to what I once ran from
Shame lives in shadow
Im the example
Are worst faults
Only The dark knows
Old grand pianos
Scatter the castle
As sad songs
Swim thru the stone walls
The Heads on the mantle
Hit her sentimental
The last trimmed face
To do her so wrong

I can’t be there every night
The rain will put u to sleep
When curses cloud up ur mind
Remember just think of me
I miss ur skin touching mine
It makes it easy to breath
I crave the warmth of ur eyes
The amber warms up my feet
I feel ur lips match to mine
I sense ur spit on my teeth
When pain has nowhere to hide
U get what u did to me

velvet skin (eric godlow)

lyrics:

In all due time
I’ll repair my mind
Where souls lay soaked in tears
I will rescue mine and I’ll ring it dry
I will wrap it cloth
And Learn to stifle my cries
I am the mane stripped lion
The wingless fly
I’ve been birthed to die
But I remain alive
And it’s a mystery why
The mountains bounce my cries
Thru the Nicholson skies
Where Hopefully heaven hears
And I am granted bliss
In trade for all my plights

I met a man in town
He said u only frown 
In breaks of wearing a smile
And all this walking around
Has had him up to his brow
In thought forms all so vile
He knows He stands alone in his way
And worst of all he thinks it of fate
He wears the friendliest face
On top a frame made of hate
In hopes of sunnier days
He thinks of clouds hung grey
And blames faith
He cries and says

In all due time
I’ll repair my mind
Where souls lay soaked in tears
I will rescue mine and I’ll ring it dry
I will wrap it cloth
And Learn to stifle my cries
I am the mane stripped lion
The wingless fly
I’ve been birthed to die
But I remain alive
And it’s a mystery why
The mountains bounce my cries
Thru the Nicholson skies
Where Hopefully heaven hears
And I am granted bliss
In trade for all my plights

mane stripped lion (eric godlow)

lyrics: 

Uh Cloud cutter im above it all
She a face hugger when u spend it all 
Its a brain tugger how she play em all
Type to Leave u in gutter if u drop the ball
Yea
Sleep right thru the summer pop out in the fall
My friends call me Clifford im the biggest dog
These fakes so gangrenous I had to cut em off quickly
If I look twice at amounts I blow on loud it make me sickly

In bc with eg im writing this down with og in me
No dcs on my feet but Im gon flip this bitch like dgk
Like a burnt soufflet
Hippy flipping in this bitch just Like a fucking pancake
Andele 
Andele
I got some shit I gotta make
And I don’t love I fornicate
Most this scene just born to hate
U aint making no moves u born to wait
Im walking this road I was born to pave
I swear I must be born to 
I swear I must be born to guide the way
Slapped back in
Let me get into it
I was slumped blacked out
Now im hyper lucid 
Hail fires down on online and on land
I was built like a brick shit house
To withstand
Bout anything anything
Go head and try anything
Magazines the casualties remain just my enemies
I look out in rage and this landscape is red to me
I paint the ground around the bodies with their memories

Uh Cloud cutter im above it all
She a face hugger when u spend it all 
Its a brain tugger how she play em all
Type to Leave u in gutter if u drop the ball
Yea
Sleep right thru the summer pop out in the fall
My friends call me Clifford im the biggest dog
These fakes so gangrenous I had to cut em off quickly
If I look twice at amounts I blow on loud it make me sickly

cloud cutter (eric godlow)

coupesocool(prod.joon).m4a

thankyou to everyone i know it doesnt look like much but the support i get on my tracks means a ton to me. thanks for all the love <3

anymore anyway (prod. Muck)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

produced by @paysrmusic

lyrics:

imma try to be sober for a week
tossing turning i been fucking up the sheets
why continue when the futures looking bleak
barely living and my chest is scaring me

i could give you the attention that you seek
i could help a thousand people to their feet
i could fucking save a life but never me
dont you try cause theres no way your saving me

i could feel heart palpatations happen when i breathe
i could feel the acid climbing everytime i eat
they say its a scary life
take this itll work
its been half a year
and im only feeling worse

residential doctors tell me its anxiety
i could fucking tell you that now get to helping me
i wonder what the feelings like of breathing normally
cant identify the happiness when its so new to me

slow down
i cant even
smoke now
i been on the same damn
come down
since this time last year
this time last year
this time last

march now
hot or cold i never go out
see my friends like once a week at best
cause im in the zone now
im not myself when its cold out

i been seeing shadow figures 
in the corner of my vision
i been thinking bout my friends
and all their thoughts and all there feelings
i dont think they really like me
and that thought really frightens me

im being honest
and that doesnt happen alot

honesty (prod.  PAYSR)

produced by @scottysplash

lyrics:

scotty sending spooky beats and filling up his drive
we just scratching april im on halloween vibes
video game silence
socom night
she looking like a cosplay with the knee highs
with the green eyes
music playing when we fight
clever lines
but ill just counter every time
wordplay is my speciality
just step over the line
by the 9 divines'll
ill show you how i shine

50/50 grind
i been looking like i skateboard
like i surf board
spark it in my board shorts
where the woods
put the log in like its neopets
smoky air my hair is tangled like a headset

i made 100 songs they say i havent heard of you
if i dont blow up soon wont have ideas when i do
scene is clogged and some these rappers need some food
they just make a friend to make him number 2
they say im rude
im just saying what is true
you either do it or its happening to you
ignore the drama theyll just put your name in too
if ur silent theyll just
say your piece for you

get on your big boy shit
this a real deal life im spitting big boy spit
air max 95's 
i got big boy kicks
interogate your man
like a bad boys script

this is big boss shit
man i think i lost it
rapper beefing
like some undercover boss shit
you dont know my capabilites
my secret projects
in enemy lines like im dennis rodman

im wobblin
greened out like a goblin
stoned just like an onyx
sobers not an option
im moshin
im moshin in the club
while i keep sippin my concoction
im flossin pinky up i drink my shit until my fallin

know alot but youll never know me
my talk is not a code i garuntee u got me
master cheffin with this shit i serve it extra saucy
text her should i drop it hit back with the yes please

yes pls (prod. scottysplash)

lyrics:

look at it falling apart
i got some quads in my swisher i member when seeds 
would rip it apart
im blowing sticky im blowing disease
i got this shark on my shorts
lately his shawty been feelin on me
i pipe at his in the dark
diamonds high vis in the dark
i had swim with the sharks
high fashion drip like the ocean on me
baby just get in the car
she barely fit in those saint laurent jeans
she grab on my crotch for the pork
her man just texted my phone with the beef
perc got me bored
i sip on this drink and my power restores

where is she at
i bought his shawty some passes and that bitch is way in the back
muscle relax
i took a percocet pill and i feel it massaging my back
going to fast triple up dash blow by head lights too bright on
the 401
panic attack
bitches be smoking on kush too much green out n they throwin up
i gotta blast
took the lil bitch to condo pronto south toronto
love me on text then she mad when i never say it back like edge
and dick and bono
beat it up im throwing out combos
she gon hit the hit note soprano
blowin gas propane in the shit
shit i might blow up in this bitch

look at it falling apart
i got some quads in my swisher i member when seeds 
would rip it apart
im blowing sticky im blowing disease
i got this shark on my shorts
lately his shawty been feelin on me
i pipe at his in the dark
diamonds high vis in the dark
i had swim with the sharks
high fashion drip like the ocean on me
baby just get in the car
she barely fit in those saint laurent jeans
she grab on my crotch for the pork
her man just texted my phone with the beef
perc got me bored
i sip on this drink and my power restores

disease_130 (scottysplash)

lyrics:

war
i feel so fucked up
i go to touch base with the brick tile floor
sore
i couldnt wake up for 70 days
after could you tell me bout before
i lift my face up from rubble and soot
and im now 10 foot 4
im breaking down doors
i try to wake up but when i rub my eyes i can feel em get 
sore
she take off her make up n i like her even more
but im on grind
id shit and piss inside the studio if it could save time
man i really dont mind
i cough up my energy and water my eyes
only time that i cry
its raining in my brain but my pen is so right
i could take my time

uh uh uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh uh uh
i could try put it in words
but you dont know how this feels
i have not lived this life
ion know how to pop the seals
i had spent three whole nights
fighting this thru my will
i will not pour that drink
it might suppress these pills
and i can not afford that hurt
so i dont recognize its real
ion know how to just chill
i dont have that skill
baby can u hold my heart
people done broke it apart
passed out dead in the park
still i come alive in the art
if i fail i get left
i cant deal with regret
i got air in my chest
i got pain in my breath
i got fire in my lungs
i got red on my thumbs
i got snot in my nose
and i got flesh on my tongue
i got three types of tooth
i got scales but its smooth
still you hide in my speech
you cant handle the truth

war / homecoming (eric godlow)

lyrics:

what if I gave you my heart
would you
take it and rip it apart
could you
ever see me the same way that you see urself
and it's ok if you hate me cause I do as well

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

I cant wait till tomorrow
when this horse shit starts to move along
brittle bones start to slice away and they dissipate this October
fog
I could see it in her eyeballs
she cant love me when it's him involved
and I'm too deep in this rabbit hole
I Bruce Lee at my bedroom walls
time moves so slow
I think I've been here before
and my hands chopped off but i wont let go
though I'm tired of holding on this long and still being ignored
baby life doesn't change just because you want it too
don't go down the stairs we keep our secrets in the cellar room
and I could explain but nobody ever wants me to
too much in my brain with nobody else to tell it to

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

april (eric godlow)

lyrics:

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see 
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont preach
he said i know now why they dont get close
we should all be fine if we play our roles
in a 5 man team with a firearm each
wanna see her pay i wanna see her bleed
wait inside till i give my sound
then we light her up and we shoot her down
in a voice too loud under sweat caked brows
if we play our parts itll all work out
so hold my light in the long wheat field
i could smell flesh rot over that hill
shot gun sheela might have got to brave
dragging penny blood trails to her broke down base
i take my foot to her rust brown gate
put my 38 special to her pale white face
any last words fore i see her brain
and she looked my way and began to sing
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

shotgun sheela (eric godlow)

NASHVILLE SHOW 9/27
"(very) bad people" . 
NV // TEAM6 
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