the lyrics kinda give me blackbear idfc vibes

I’m too weak for this shit

lyrics:

Huh Im pouring out this bottle till I feeling myself
Bruises on my chest from the last night out
Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
The hardest part of it all is admitting that u need help
They see me on live
They feel me on live
But I was so drunk
But I was so high
This 55 inch emulate the coast line
While I record pain yea I expose mine

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

Hear my words and find peace in our anger
Its funny how after all of this time im now a stranger
The second I lost u I feel life grew so much bleaker
Now the way ur so appalled by my smile I feel like a creature to u 
If I do not awaken
Lay me down gently
Please do not protect me
The ghouls that dissect me
And I know I hide my emotions
But its in the benefit of enjoying the moment ya
I dont get along with no one this easy
So Tell me ur motive before I fall in love

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

BERSERKER (ERIC GODLOW)

i'm too weak for this shit (idealism)

lyrics:

Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
I hope this feeling in my stomach blows by
You were the only one to read me thru my eyes baby
I was fucked by u made it alright baby
now without you part of me dies

I thought human nature gifted moral code but I was wrong
She could kill me now and I would still try to put it in a song
Circulation leaves my fingers while I jot down these poems
I feel being hated still holds more than being alone
Ive lost too many friends to the same shit I take
Heavens way too full for someone that had willed this fate
The bottles never deep enough to drown out this pain
And the pills are never strong enough to alleviate this weight
Create the bond
And break the bond in anger
We were once and once again are strangers
Piercing me her eyes have turned to lasers
Create the plot and skew the plot to make her
Break me again
And again and again
When im numb Ill say sorry to my family and friends
Im on drink im on pills im on ten im on go
In my head I hear voices telling me im better cold
I dont know x4
But I dont know
I dont know x4
Huh
I dont know x6

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

Kill me and then love me and then cut me and then stuff me and then dump me in this ditch
I was so damn whipped
U ungrateful bitch
please just choke
This about people that did me wrong
If u feel me just sing along
I had never felt how I was
On that evening night in that house
But Im too scared to reach out
So ill be here thinking about it

Back in Dallas I thought I could make time
I was nervous but I tried to play fine
I feel my pills push down on top of my eyes
But In the 416 I really come to life
Inside of this city when u cry its pure ice
Snow is blinding me in these college streetlights
Oh what happened to me I guess in the end our time flies
That’s why I think ill come and check on u tonight

crusher (branwen)

lyrics:

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too- I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

Im so Maury how I son these copy pastes
I ash on my vlone while he hang up his old navy
This power up in my cup could kill a baby
Im so deep inside this shit I promise u won’t save me
This some first take shit
On bass that’s earthquake
It feels like rapture how my whole entire room shakes
Got me sweating cause I know im not a pure soul
Still im gifted with this voice that lays ethereal
Her dad must be Phillips how she projecting
And her mom must be fedex how she hold my package
Pull up on my guys and they let that opera sing
Stay around too long I swear they’ll bring u damage

Fuck me and bite me and slap me and maim me and scar me and shape me and teach me the ways of the background U gave me I learned it and suffered the beatings and upsets
I am nothing but an object to you

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too-  I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

house Party  (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

If I lay this bitch I know the amermath
She said blow it my mouth and I will digest
Crazy bitches coming over shit get frightening 
I swear im sober baby its just the lighting
Really im high as fuck I pray I packed the vizine
Im so high im like a ufo sighting
I lay that bitch on top my table like a project board
U hate me well get in line Its tickets at the door
Course im fitted up what u think making money for
Prada on my jeans and my halo christian Dior

Grrrr
Grrrr bow
From my doggies car
U just lucky that that comment couldn’t hit my heart
General admission carts
Off this Julio
I press upon my counterpart

Texts on my phone
That I sent go green
I paint these white bitches up with my sunscreen uh huh
Obviously we didn’t work
But every time I glow up she go fucking berserk

Welcome to the church
U’ll be ripped apart neck down
Up until the purge I aint see us being shut down
Once she’s giving birth
We will eat em
In the name of the purge
Purge purge

The Church : Purgepurgepurge (scottysplash)

lyrics:

Bad bitch 
Public say she average
I like them avant garde
I might give her my package
I know u dont care about me
So why do u micro manage
If we settled down that shit would be abandoned
She said pay for tummy tucks
First I need my dick sucked
I know u been broken in
So I keep some condoms
I dont need a newer bitch
They gone internet talk
Its the usual
I just need a quick fuck then I keep it cordial

My boy I think u shitting cause that sound to me like shit talk
We point 38’s at him like we just made him plank walk
We had gave him 7 like its Ronaldo
Im taking supplements right now I feel like Johnny bravo
Heavy rain
I spray my web on her she Mary Jane
All in vain
I wake up to voided stomach pains
Im still the same
I just got accustomed to the drank
To the juice
She hit me high 
Im like who are you

Bad bitch 
Public say she average
I like them avant garde
I might give her my package
I know u dont care about me
So why do u micro manage
If we settled down that shit would be abandoned
She said pay for tummy tucks
First I need my dick sucked
I know u been broken in
So I keep some condoms
I dont need a newer bitch
They gone internet talk
Its the usual
I just need a quick fuck then I keep it cordial

Wraith talk
I Faith walk
Im a demon in this flesh but still I day walk
When my minds frozen over
I just kill something
I take pride in all these bodies I done picked off
Pew pew pew
I used the green dot
I spit regrets while this beat knocks
I have sympathy for lives lost
Still I eat on ones that just dropped
I did u dirty from ur grave spot
iPicked u cleaned and then I dipped off
I pour this four up now im Chris bosh
Blood on my face she told me oh my gosh

Credit Cardfraud (eric Godlow X Scottysplash)

lyrics:

Burn me to bits and I will cauterize it somehow
It was just a friend until myself had found out
I cant look at you the way I seen you act just now
I swear to god ill blow this bitch apart right now right now right now
I swear id kill u both if I could but I cant
I drop out the knife I held inside my right hand
Im not tryna weep when they bring me on the stand
She Pick apart
The skin on my chest and clutch my beating heart
I was warned
Still I toss aside that rocky start
We had had
When we had met
Now u fucking on anyone else that rap
U just a fan
Oh u break me
I think I Took too much
But I lay down and I sweat it out
Coming clutch
At this function my guy smoked me out
Double dutch
U so crazy how u jump around
Say u hate me then u telling me we’ll work it out
All this did was put me under
6 feet of this dirt im buried breathing
But im tied to her
I tried to break this bond but it didn’t work
but Still I hope u been well
I dont need to hear it go and give em hell
Sometimes these words are hard to keep to myself
Once I sip my drink
Maybe we could talk it out

The Shift (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Life changed when Id written all these notebook scraps
 Even if I wanted I could not go back
On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van
10th time I been thinking bout the talk we had
If I blow up baby dont get erased from the blast
When u  blow up fake friends come back from the past
I dont make up with the people that had held me back
I was laid up in the ER way way down bad

Maybe it was me maybe it was just the hand I was dealt
When u with me I feel a way I think id never felt
The Kush I breathe got the eyes upon my face on melt
If u need me u could find me on the astroid belt
Ice in my veins turn my body to a freezer
If u laid back not going out me neither
She flirt a lot at first then ghost me she a teaser
Pay to play shit if u rich u could lease her
I dont wanna come off too strongly
But I been in my head about 
How we could of been writing our story
But now this shits dead and I
dug my grave and im laying in it right now
Kush horse tranq how it put me in a time out
3 grams in the woods like im tryna say timber
I was tryna smoke away what I remembered

Life changed when Id written all these notebook scraps
 Even if I wanted I could not go back
On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van
10th time I been thinking bout the talk we had
If I blow up baby dont get erased from the blast
When u  blow up fake friends come back from the past
I dont make up with the people that had held me back
I was laid up in the ER way way down bad

When u let me out of the grasp I was trapped in
I was free but the warmth turned to cold wind slapping
Regret in the form of an empty old mattress
I would take pain over what had came after
Pages got burned but I kept the cinder
Anything to bring back that September
3 grams in the woods like im tryna say timber
I was tryna smoke away what I remembered
But it never worked
All these blunts back to back make my chest hurt
Its like cardiac arrest from the pressure
That I blow from my lungs into the weather around me
I dont wanna come off too strongly
But I been in my head about 
How we could of been writing our story
But now this shits dead and I

Life changed when Id written all these notebook scraps
 Even if I wanted I could not go back
On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van
10th time I been thinking bout the talk we had
If I blow up baby dont get erased from the blast
When u  blow up fake friends come back from the past
I dont make up with the people that had held me back
I was laid up in the ER way way down bad

Sanfran Nites (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

lyrics:

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Oh what a way to die
Am I to blame cause I
Was led astray to find
This old woodlands heart
Well I guess ill die
Let it take my life
I cant take it anymore I need to unzip
Watch the ground u step on cause it could be toxic
I just blew the baggage door the and stormed the cockpit
Dont you know that time to think is fucking nonsense
Watch the fire rage and turn the forest into soot
Its a sign its the consequence for damage where we stood
Over time we have buried all the flesh into the mud
But the eyes of the earth prove again were in their clutch

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Placebo (eric Godlow X LeonardoDaLenny)

lyrics:

cold snow
but its all mine
they love me but i dont know why
humans love pullin out life from the depths
but a pretty little thing dont hide
pretty little things dont hide
i tried to warn em but its too late
blood toothpaste
loud cries
i reach into his skull and make a snack of brown eyes
i didnt wanna so i couldnt say why
i know 100 ways to make a grown man cry
i flay the human body and i push it till it dies
i always learn a lot for me its quite a good time
minor avalanche will work to muffle blank cries
winter never felt so right

i am the yeti
i am the beast
when nobody knows you it gets easy to breathe
but when nobody likes you it gets easy to see
that misunderstandings solidify hateful beliefs
but child dont worry cause youre a wolf to the sheep
cause when nobody thinks its cause for easy defeat
you encroach on the camp when half the humans asleep
in 30 minutes alone ur picking bones from ur teeth

hows it feel to be animal
for me its incredible
i hope in given time youll say the feeling is mutual
i aint pick u specifically u were picked by the oracle
most these humans are nasty i hope u prove me impossible
most would take what they need and still come shit on ur funeral
they type out negativity from a 4 by 4 cubicle
u aint good with em anyway
lemme take out ur cuticals
u aint think u would die today but surprises are beautiful

low res pictures of figures in the snow (eric godlow)

paid ft 50fiftygrand

neverclear (prod. scandibeats)

be careful! (beats by con)

lyrics:

i dont think that talking is gonna help
they say no one really know u like u know urself
i go hard but i go harder when im by myself
empty bottles in my closet on the upper shelf
i need to learn to let go
november snow hits my windows as it covers roads
cold as ice yea but im colder tho
i need to learn to keep a promise ah
dont pour another itll damage ya
the devil talk to me
what he got to offer me honestly
lately feel my spirit like commodity
could u talk to me and pick me up
its been a while since i gave a fuck
time moves forward it doesnt care
dont get caught in a couldve been
broke hearts sell so we embellish sin
when i love you imma love u till the very end

are we ok is it something i said
imma lay down and pretend i am dead
what the heart wants never works in the end
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends
i might have doubts but its all in my head
what she mad bout something i cant detect
i knew what it said at the sound of the text
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends

and it all breaks down to the simplest level
i can see thru her smile its too late now
i am way too disheveled to try and climb out

are we ok is it something i said
imma lay down and pretend i am dead
what the heart wants never works in the end
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends
i might have doubts but its all in my head
what she mad bout something i cant detect
i knew what it said at the sound of the text
if it doesnt work out baby could we be friends

r we ok (glasear x outby16)

cover art: scottysplash

lyrics:

take me back to my initiation
I don't really wanna talk about it
I had never had enough patience
I don't really wanna wait awhile
though I feel better now
life stops when ur not around

devil inside my veins
maybe its in the strain yea
blowing on bloody Mary
waiting here for the bang
bones inside my mind
rob my vision make it change
lately I barely recognize her face
oh ill light the torch
but I won't lead the way
this is a journey you will have to be the one to face
still she look at me like its my fault
I think she's delusional

apple in my Ciroq
I am not who u thought
I am much worse than I should've been
pulling me by the hair
she is on top my back
I had never thought u would devolved that
I put my hand on the top my heart
baby wherever u are I ain't far
cookie and cheese and my hand getting sparked
roll up the window lets smoke in the car
tats on my chest and on both of my arms
this shit too deadly im blowing on sars
all of my fingers they covered in tar
res on the front of my shirt on the shark
I just hope u could see what I mean
3 gram blunt in the garage leave a smoke screen
I don't care cause im barely here I swear
kush in the air medicate my mind I swear

devil inside my veins
maybe its in the strain yea
blowing on bloody Mary
waiting here for the bang
bones inside my mind
rob my vision make it change
lately I barely recognize her face
oh ill light the torch
but I won't lead the way
this is a journey you will have to be the one to face
still she look at me like its my fault
I think she's delusional

blade in my shirt knife in my shirt
if we had beef id getchu first
look at my friend over there in the hood
he finna treat u like u was the worst
im double stuffing my papers with purp
look how it burn Amiri my jeans
Ferri my waist with the Ralph on my piece
I am a come up
im finally feeling myself and I flex how I want all despite how I was brought up
I duck and finesse and I bob and I weave till I get me some shit that I wanna
I am not much of a talker I blew up and got me some stalkers
I hear my phone going off but I rarely'll grab for that shit cause its not her

take me back to my initiation
I don't really wanna talk about it
I had never had enough patience
I don't really wanna wait awhile
though I feel better now
life stops when ur not around

devil inside my veins
maybe its in the strain yea
blowing on bloody Mary
waiting here for the bang
bones inside my mind
rob my vision make it change
lately I barely recognize her face
oh ill light the torch
but I won't lead the way
this is a journey you will have to be the one to face
still she look at me like its my fault
I think she's delusional

delusional (scottysplash)

NASHVILLE SHOW 9/27
"(very) bad people" . 
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