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Stoned To The Bone 4

lyrics:

I Feel Build up of stress I wanna blow it off
Dont message im drunk ill speak my worst thoughts
Poison in my heart I need the antidote
I read back all the texts u wish u hadn’t wrote
Its ok
Promise I had took them in the best way
I issue mayday now
The highway had left me and made my brain come out
Were fighting change and I might tap out

She tryna throw a party and get drunk and get high
The traffic start to look beautiful when ur crosseyed
This sure beats the cubicle she stuck in 9-5
She told me prep the funeral cause tonight she tryna die
So I match that
She 25 and tryna ask me for my snapchat
That’s a foul that’s a sign that’s a red flag
I cant understand the words so I mute them inside my head
 She said when ur this fucked the gutter is like a warm bed
But I already know
And if go insane while im far away
Will u pray for me so I can numb the pain
Im sick of all the substance taking control of me
I feel invisible in here im liability

I Feel Build up of stress I wanna blow it off
Dont message im drunk ill speak my worst thoughts
Poison in my heart I need the antidote
I read back all the texts u wish u hadn’t wrote
Its ok
Promise I had took them in the best way
I issue mayday now
The highway had left me and made my brain come out
Were fighting change and I might tap out

I do not wanna party
I did not wanna scare u
But I could see my heart beat
And I could count the arteries that pump along my body
Im crazy like its a hobby
Im thankful that u love me
Because ion got too much guard me
If we hide from the storm we’ll be just fine
I lost plenty in this flood but its alright
I keep waking up in fear of what I cant fight
But I guess Ill have to face some time later on
We all talk a lot for never trying hard
The lucky limbs of safety aren’t a battle scar on you
But still I stomach orders when she tells me what to do
Even on the best days u look so blue

I Feel Build up of stress I wanna blow it off
Dont message im drunk ill speak my worst thoughts
Poison in my heart I need the antidote
I read back all the texts u wish u hadn’t wrote
Its ok
Promise I had took them in the best way
I issue mayday now
The highway had left me and made my brain come out
Were fighting change and I might tap out

damage (scottysplash x alexbrazy x bapsxx)

mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy & thislandis
vocals performed by sewerperson

She Hates Me (feat. sewerperson)

lyrics:

I have changed
I guess I became an asshole
I drink 5ths right thru the morning
Then Im out cold
So how the fuck im doing it better than u is ur fault
You’ve been beat by someone on the brink of burial 
Ur a disappointment
And I wish momma had aborted u
Cause Id reach deep inside her body until im choking you
Fuck the scene ur all some f- twitter spoils you
Still I wish I could do more damage than these words will do
Take my livelihood
Away give me one person I can trust
Id trade it all inside my shell of flesh and blood
I hope death is empty space and nothing but
Pain and Thoughts
Take the pain away
They talk plenty shit but I have time today
I just called the lift to scoop u from my place
Baby im grateful u had time to talk and stay
I am I am

My name takes 7 hours of his 9 to 5
And plenty more hours when it come to night
Way he all on my dick he just cheated on wifey
Im making the waves u been swimming u pike
The same mouth that flame the same ones that recite 
My songs for me when they go for a drive
Ai aight
I guess that means im doing something right
I just met people that could’ve done wonders 
I ruined my chances because im a drunkard
I’ll blow in this bitch baby in the bunker
These women I fuck know I dont even want em like that
27 is not out the plan
27
I won’t go to heaven
I am 75 percent sure ill be warm in hell
This shit bout feeling my feelings and I do not take it well
I need to take me some drugs just to be myself uh uh
Welcome to Dna I hope u kill yourself uh uh

solitude RE (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist
 
Back home in this snow storm mid December
Troop left and I morned in this stormy weather
I made sure to be on for them all spring
U See the sewage but u dont know what the fox brings
Im surprised u made a solid effort
But I waste u and I play around inside the remnants 
Felt my words leave ur mouth while u coughing
Oh im sad when I need to kill an offspring
Loose in the moonlight
Dirt leaves and a black sky
I told you to kill me
Now I watch u lose your life
I pray that u hear me
From up inside paradise
I pray that u heal me
I wish instead I died
Drowned
Somewhere in the lake
I start growing bloated from this water in my veins
Still safe from the fire
Back at where we stayed
I left home but I cant forget the place
Oh Im tearing up
Proud
Not upon my name
U can take a picture but just leave me out the frame
I dont wanna be found
Rather be erased
Even now she remember my face
Oh im tearing up

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist

Cinderella (branwen)

lyrics:

Time will tell
Who deserves
Another start
A beating heart
A pulse in them
A second life
Pure of sin
Too many times
I dont win
I refuse to play again
I refuse to lose again
I won’t talk to be ignored again

38
Got his heart
Love and prayers to his counter part 
It could’ve been another start
But he will rot and he will mourn
His saving grace
His work of art
Every night till his eyes are sore
Every night till his vocals tore
He says a prayer and then shuffles forth
Into the fray
Into the dark
He cant cover his beating heart
It could last
Or fail to stay
All his memories fade away
Into the grey
Into the dark
I cant cover my bleeding heart
I cant cover these mental scars
I cant picture our time apart

Yea I will wait I will gather up whatevers left
Its mostly hate I tried beating out of my damaged chest
Its too hard to change now
24 years of pain now
I tried to calm down
But I think we work best when berserk

38
Got his heart
Love and prayers to his counter part 
It could’ve been another start
But he will rot and he will mourn
His saving grace
His work of art
Every night till his eyes are sore
Every night till his vocals tore
He says a prayer and then shuffles forth
Into the fray
Into the dark
He cant cover his beating heart
It could last
Or fail to stay
All his memories fade away
Into the grey
Into the dark
I cant cover my bleeding heart
I cant cover these mental scars
I cant picture our time apart

38interlude (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell

Late deploy
Im in the trees again
But its the real thing this time
I cannot try again
They hold a vantage point
They hit my closest friend
And They would have hit my heart too
If I had forgot the vest
But When we die
Where does the conscience go
Like if I were to die too
Would i return to home
Like Would I be wrapped in peace
And Would I be next to you
And Would u be something to see
Or could I touch you too my baby
I think my favourite night 
Is The kind that’s meant to fade
The ones we take for granted now
The ones that slip away
I pray tomorrows good enough to be a yesterday
Cause half the faces I remember never look the same

 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell
 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell

Its Quiet , Too Quiet (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Oh what a way to die
Am I to blame cause I
Was led astray to find
This old woodlands heart
Well I guess ill die
Let it take my life
I cant take it anymore I need to unzip
Watch the ground u step on cause it could be toxic
I just blew the baggage door the and stormed the cockpit
Dont you know that time to think is fucking nonsense
Watch the fire rage and turn the forest into soot
Its a sign its the consequence for damage where we stood
Over time we have buried all the flesh into the mud
But the eyes of the earth prove again were in their clutch

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Placebo (eric Godlow X LeonardoDaLenny)

lyrics:

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

Its just another Sunday to tempt my mind
Beneath the planes wing I see the northern lights
Im wiped from her fate like im a passerby
I carried your pain so won’t you carry mine
Give me your fate u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there
Give me your life u know I care
Who do u see when u talk and no ones there

Coming down
Its really raining now
How are you getting back to the house
Its looking dangerous out
Wait
Im a Cannibal
Im a young animal
I pour some fire into my cup
It taste fucking terrible

The Basement Flooded (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

I looked dead in their eyes in the grave
Glazed with a cataract grey
There must be a reasonable way
Were just particles floating thru space
When the moon decides to flood the Great Lakes
With the beast of planet dread in full display
And All the armour that we wear is homemade
I will walk into its pit in blind rage

They describe a creature in the face of horror
This ugly violent mess that’s bigger than a meteor
We fear the sound the name the smell we fear the thought the face more
U spent a lot of time afraid of something never seen before
Tenderils poke out of the floor
In this cold and broken down Toronto apartment uh
I could be the one that turn it to a home
Camouflage won’t help when they can smell you
If they didn’t tell u that they tryna leave without you
I was deep in the woods when I found you
I looked down at ur body and I mourned u

I looked dead in their eyes in the grave
Glazed with a cataract grey
There must be a reasonable way
Were just particles floating thru space
When the moon decides to flood the Great Lakes
With the beast of planet dread in full display
And All the armour that we wear is homemade
I will walk into its pit in blind rage

Particles Floating Thru Space (eric Godlow)

lyrics:


I know my demons know they’ll find a way
Tryna find out what u won’t say
Then They gon make up what u don’t say
The Stale press like an earthquake
Aint u hear the news they say its doomsday
Decades worth of shit just for this fate
Shelter for the rich while poorer people turn to biowaste 
I guess U don’t really die if u in first place 

Did I hit a nerve 
U dont call me back no more but u had hit me first
Till im out of words
I would write u letters back until im out of verbs 
I been stacking money up like I just got the CERB
I could see the future undecided thru my very own brain
Every time its always something horrible I hate this game
Maybe we attack where they’re bound to break
Right between the best of the fleet they’ve made
Least to expect one to come they’re way
U could smell his breath fore he sees your face
Terrified
Fear left them paralyzed
Friend its just not your day

I know my demons know they’ll find a way
Tryna find out what u won’t say
Then They gon make up what u don’t say
The Stale press like an earthquake
Aint u hear the news they say its doomsday
Decades worth of shit just for this fate
Shelter for the rich while poorer people turn to biowaste 
U don’t really die if u in first place 
I guess U don’t really die if u in first place 

Everything eventually must die
Its easier to understand when its not your life
Uh
You cant even look me in my eyes
It won’t make it easier just hold ur head high
Up
Way up in the New York City sky
Im inside a plane to somewhere else the same night 
Uh
Sorry I called u up hope u dont mind
Ill just keep on trying till u pick up

Next Stop , The Moon! (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Im blowing blunts in the foyer of Shang
I pull up faded to her residential
U not my guy u dont hold the credentials
I dont have time for the whole sentimental
I treat this paper tag like its a rental
Whipping this shit like its bdsm
I drop the clutch like fake friends
Im burning rubber like rough sex
Im going up im a prospect
Give me my flowers I pick out the pedals
I got some problems I never had settled
Shaking my head like this shit heavy metal
Demons had taken me but I had let them
Im sipping drank while Im blowing the venom
If he a problem my guys gon get em
I am the task hand

Im blowing blunts in Louisiana 
I pour this potion inside of my Fanta
I am too geeked right now im tart
Sipping this purple I hit her cart
Lip filler make her look like bart
Cant fuck a Simpson bitch im smart
I saw the future it showed me im still going hard
I dont want problems
But I keep guys round me that solve em ya
I feel like bruce im going outside up at like 3am
I told my guy new opps up and he going super Saiyan
I told my bitch ill be back soon I just had shit to dead

Im blowing blunts in the foyer of Shang
I pull up faded to her residential
U not my guy u dont hold the credentials
I dont have time for the whole sentimental
I treat this paper tag like its a rental
Whipping this shit like its bdsm
I drop the clutch like fake friends
Im burning rubber like rough sex
Im going up im a prospect
Give me my flowers I pick out the pedals
I got some problems I never had settled
Shaking my head like this shit heavy metal
Demons had taken me but I had let them
Im sipping drank while Im blowing the venom
If he a problem my guys gon get em
I am the task hand

Deadit (scottysplash)

lyrics:

I spent the winter in vermont yea
Talking to myself we along yea
U wont even notice that im gone yea
Even when she does she’s moves on yea
For 30 nights that alright yea
I know the passion running dry yea
Instead of friends we have fights
And I know Its not out of love u just tight with me

U told me the sparks would ignite when you kiss me
I guess they all died and the feelings turned history
Fuck it live the life that u felt like u were missing
Ill be getting by just fine in my misery
You know how the dead at times talk to the living
I explored this state with a board and a question 
I feel related to the them more than I should’ve
I think I would stay with them forever if I could of
I dont think there’s anything to say in this moment
U would grip my hand and now im asking u to hold it
I guess u had taught me what it feels like to be broken
Back into the rain once again im still soaking
I spent the winter in vermont yea
Talking to myself we along yea
U wont even notice that im gone yea
Even when she does she’s moves on yea
I just turned the room into a candle light vigil
I paint the 7 seven sigils somewhere right around the middle of it
Glyphs on the walls and this book in my hands
When the dead come to life I will make sure they dance
Turn my face into mold
And Ill walk with the souls
In the dirt in the grave
Ill be cradled by the cold
By the lake on the road
And the pavement is old
Pack away my bones and try to bring me back home

I spent the winter in vermont yea
Talking to myself we along yea
U wont even notice that im gone yea
Even when she does she’s moves on yea
For 30 nights that alright yea
I know the passion running dry yea
Instead of friends we have fights
And I know Its not out of love u just tight with me

vermnt (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

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Next Stop , The Moon! (eric Godlow)

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