I TAKE A SHOWER TO GROUND ME AND BLEED OUT THE DYE IN MY ORANGE HAIR

People don’t know what you go through till you’re in the ground or recovery wards

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

While I wait for her in near sundown
No one knows the subjects I been thinking bout
So no one knows the people imma air out
But Im not blind im aware ya somehow
Should I wait now for someone that never cared
Cause when the times out I know u wont be here
But With the lights out I really could be anywhere
So still I lay down and fall in love again

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

Im throwing up inside this uber truck damn
Im usually ok when im not drinking to forget
But I miss the way that her body
Lays on me while she kisses me softly yea
This bottle make my mind so foggy
And I love it cause it help me when my eyes turn soggy yea
I guess this is growing up huh
But if it is im staying young huh

Come the last time we had talked about it
I cannot love but im glad u found it
Im at peace in my Louis shorts lounging
I packed a q inside this raw im quite astounded
If my hearts lost baby I had found it
Sick of all these signals that ive left unaccounted
She ask how I am feeling girl im drunk now
So that entail im bouta smell like skunk now

FINDERS KEEPERS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN X MARTENSITE)

lyrics:

 I been had to carry this weight around up on my back it was heavy
Bitches that refuse to wait around on me go come back around tryna slam me
It doesn’t bother me hoe
Baby at most u my plan c

I married the game its the plan a
This bitch on my line is the plan b
She hit me friday at 2 in the morning she told she need some my plan d
My heart reside with team 6 and NV I swear to god that’s my family
Jabari joey swaine Eric scotty I thank god for my whole team
I reach she started recording
But I am not making a porn and
Im kinda shy on the camera baby
These power moves drain me of stamina
Kush gon replenish my mana
But she more a fan of the Fanta mix
Her parents dont like how I look and shit
When they see me they clutch at they crucifix
I got this bitch in my hair
Baby I need me some air
Im independent on work and my personal u leave me I couldn’t of cared
I got my night in my pocket
She want a pill well then u should’ve brought it
Baby u should’ve bought it
I love that u hate me im happy im toxic hoe

 I been had to carry this weight around up on my back it was heavy
Bitches that refuse to wait around on me go come back around tryna slam me
It doesn’t bother me hoe
Baby at most u my plan c

I fuck her and I pull a hammy
Im way too stiff cause im lazy 
I sip on the ipa hazy
Im me whenever I get wavy
I couldn’t make u my lady
Because Im so choosy im picky
I roll up 2g of the sticky
I face it inside of this blizzy
Ok we on yea we on oh we on now we on
Yea we on and we on cause baby at most u my plan c yea

 I been had to carry this weight around up on my back it was heavy
Bitches that refuse to wait around on me go come back around tryna slam me
It doesn’t bother me hoe
Baby at most u my plan c

PLAN C (JABARIONTHEBEAT X BEATSBYLIVEWRE)

lyrics:

 Take my soul and feed it fire
 i can’t feel when my heart is wires
I was thrown out onto alleyway cobble
With worn legs I slip I stumble
Keep my origin safely guarded
Cause the more I know im granted violence
With pale green skin I am not their baby
Im thrown out for the world to save me

Im still fucked up but love the damage
Now without it I could never  manage
Take my eyes and feed them acid
Cause if I cant see u I dont need to see
Remember way back when in our nursery
How we were taught these things were just make believe
As much I wish truth into those words now
I cant deny this path that my phantom weaves
And I am Snow White uh
I died for the first time yesterday
And I liked it oh I loved it
Im coming back oh I cant wait
My eyes roll back my skin turns ice
I made best friends on the other side
Im here to kill u they told me that u should die
And I will obey them I will abide

Every time I wake i wish I was 6 feet underneath the ground
24 hours once again
God grant me the power to keep me going
And I was gonna get drunk anyway
But I dont wanna turn up with you today
I wanna be alone well I waste away
Embarrassing I know but I could never wait

 Take my soul and feed it fire
 i can’t feel when my heart is wires
I was thrown out onto alleyway cobble
With worn legs I slip I stumble
Keep my origin safely guarded
Cause the more I know im granted violence
With pale green skin I am not their baby
Im thrown out for the world to save me

feed it_fire (thislandis x fantasy camp)

lyrics:

Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly
Back in youth this was not how I seen myself
Passing out loaded up inside somebody else’s house
People on cocaine some people off something else
This is a rigged game and the winner just asks help

Im just tryna understand ur viewpoint before I shit on it
And how u know my thoughts about u when Im not even saying shit I cannot
Comprehend what is Happening to us
So Come again and change my mind like usual
Im a ghost in a shell cant u tell by the way Im presenting myself during fights I dont speak for myself I need light I need help I need everything and then some to be happy with myself but its never how I planned 
Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly

Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly
Back in youth this was not how I seen myself
Passing out loaded up inside somebody else’s house
People on cocaine some people off something else
This is a rigged game and the winner just asks help

myheadMYHEAD (branwen)

lyrics:

Rest for the weak while the strong hold ground
I pray u forget what ur worrying about
Everything I had been taught so far in this world just brought me scars
People dont know what u go thru till u in the ground or recovery wards

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

Mama I feel like I made
But mama I think im dying
My tear burn hard in my eyes cause liquor fall out of them when im crying
Maybe inside im angry maybe inside Im trying 
Suffering just like reading its way more easy to do it in silence
Misery needs some company and I heard she’s hiring
I believe that the being I wanna be dont fit my environment
But I would die a martyr for my cause instead of folding
I heard the devil wears Prada but really I dress in thrifted clothing
I called upon my faith but I think my prayer was left on holding
Still I hold hope in this light and this warmth even my soul is frozen now
I put my heart into to people and they leave it broken now
Im off the Henny and coke and im getting emotional
I get the shakes and im sweating im waking up soaking now
I feel like people u know gonna trade you for less than a quarter now I swear
I take a shower to ground me and bleed out the dye in my orange hair
But everyone that’s someone had some shit to go thru
Then once u felt the strength inside there’s nothing u cant do

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

risks and regrets (jabarionthebeat x shahmajorofficial x fastlifebeats)

Sewerperson - Shrapnel 4 Breakfast (savagegasp)

lyrics:

My memory bleeds
For where I could’ve once hoped to be
Glued by ur side
Shedding our grief thru our quality time
Attached at the hip
But life drags the scalpel that cuts at our skin
And tears us apart
These thoughts still assault me when im in the dark im in the dark
But what could I have done differently 
Just Love me again and I’ll never leave
If this is the end why can I still breath
The thought of ur touch manifests in my dreams
And I’m sorry for crying
But I couldn’t help it when deep in this row
With my will power dying
I set aside some to love u so u know
I swear that I’m trying
But I’m bad with this showing u part oh I know
When I feel like I’m flying i’d drop to my death to fall for u once more
Though I won’t stand here too much longer my love
Know I feel things for u that ill never feel for anyone else
And I wish I didn’t
But I swear I mean it
And hurts me knowing its true
My memory bleeds
For where I could’ve once hoped to be
Glued by ur side
Shedding our grief thru ur quality time

ive hollowed (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Way too many ones rolled up too tight on the night stand
Maybe its a problem I cant face
With drugs I dont need no hype man
She a lil freak she biting
I had zoned out about right then
All of my guys built like titans
And They know I never do no fighting
 
Big fuck em all energy up in my brain
 U taught me the most but I lost it in pain
I’ve fucked plenty women it’s still not the same
If I knew ud be here I wouldn’t of came
I feel like mike with the way u get shitted on
My shoes from up the wires of telephones
I hate his guts I’m not tryna get along
Lately I feel so much more like a demigod
Im an affiliate
I got some money and fed all my hooligans
im in this bitch please dont give me compliments 
Somebody point to where all this shticky is
I got so high I seen who built the pyramids I could not uh
I could not see anymore im just hearing shit

Way too many ones rolled up too tight on the night stand
Maybe its a problem I cant face
With drugs I dont need no hype man
She a lil freak she biting
I had zoned out about right then
All of my guys built like titans
And They know I never do no fighting

Born of boredom she tells me that we should reconnect
Bitch I built my life beyond that shit when u had took my breath
Away
I will not fight for u to stay with me
Im on this stage lil bitch im deep in some ecstasy right now.  
Foreign ass dime never seen these drugs
Take em with me we gon boot it up
She press me bout who I was
Even when trying I aint give a fuck
She said why u always high
Cause if im sober my thoughts gon make me cry
Still I shall give u my time
Still I will give u my heart
Fuck this stupid bitch i will gut u and  I will love it
Organs fill my pockets
Im horny now if im honest
Dont subject me to promise
And I will hold it until u off it
Treat me as u would objects
Cause all im worth is like nothing

Way too many ones rolled up too tight on the night stand
Maybe its a problem I cant face
With drugs I dont need no hype man
She a lil freak she biting
I had zoned out about right then
All of my guys built like titans
And They know I never do no fighting

HEATDEATH (twentytwo)

lyrics:

These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

 Brush ur eyes
U could see it right
I see fallen angels
In this bleeding sky
At our time to go
I dont wanna die
But I dont decide
Damn I hate goodbyes
These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Cracks in my armor invite in her poisons
It was never 50/50 I was just appointed
Im Sorry I can do it all I bet ur disappointed
But what’s the point in love if u can not enjoy it

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet

Isn’t it funny how u aint gon message unless I am messaging first ok
She try to burn me a hole in my pocket but somehow I still kept em heavy weight ok
She pull up on me at night time
Then pull away like its rip tide
She say she cant stay a long time
But sumn bout that doesn’t sit right with me
Honestly I know u know that it wouldn’t be the first lie u told
She said im sorry I hope u can trust me I say damn I dont know
Ask me in the morning
Cause Tonight is way too cold
And u just turned it colder

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

The treehouse (splashgvng x 5head)

lyrics:

With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly

I Felt this Molly boot me up
I Felt the devil fuck my holes
Fuck with me and lose ur soul
Junkie model tryna cope
Leave ur lover in the dust
People cant prevent the cold
We all suffer in this moment
But right now we’ll never know
Cursed characters spat from out her mouth
Ive known like about three failures she had slutted out
Now its me and im ok with that cause I dont view myself
As a saint im more of a guinea pig for different mental welts she deems appropriate 
My Old bones And Lost memories
I fight To remember these
My Old bones And Lost memories
I fight To remember these
So what 
Of course I couldn’t give a fuck im high
Off drugs we petty fight and petty fuck in time
But this time
I went home uh
Im at peace
In my room all on my own uh
but If earths crust
Was torn up
And our time
Was cut short
Would u wish
You’d shown up
On that night
On my porch

With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly
With red eyes I had pressed back harder the most
If I die promise me ill be with u inside of ur toast
But If I live however
Please Make room for me
Cause In this rainy weather
My ghost dances hauntingly

Who Tf (branwen)

tired ..🕊️ 
NV // TEAM6 
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