Plz bring killedmyself back i nearly cried when i recognised the name from 9tails, amazing 

this is that song. I can't even just rap along in my comments like normally.

I spit out "promise, I love you" out my broken throat

b a d  v i b e  2

lyrics:

Ping on my phone and she ask if im ready
I got Cheese in my blunt so my fingers is steady
She pull on my woods and it give her a headie
This liquid is thick in my cup like its heavy
Im blowing this gas like the back of a chevy
I can’t go in I aint ready I stuff up my Louis v jeans with some fete on fete
He say hell get me so why aint u got me
My diamonds keep flashing my neck paparazzi
I try to tell her baby girl I mean well
But u know I cant let them try me
This is a war zone
I got a singed heart I cannot feel no more
Yea
I am not like before
I am not like before yea

Look at those stripes on my bag and my body
I dress up when picking her up in the lobby
Im bored
Somebody feed me the score 
I swear that im way ahead
Wake up with me on the board I think u shoulda stayed in bed tho
I fucked his bitch then I ask if they dating she said u her best bro
I just had to win it was in the cards
Even if u blow up baby im still yours
Girl u have my whole heart yea
I think im a rockstar
Deep in the gutter I sit and wait
I had to get on my shit again
They wouldn’t let me inside of this game Jabari and I had to kick it in
Im in the city but I got a bitty that’s up on the mountain in Hamilton
Im kickin shit in my louboutins trying to break em in
I got bad luck when im fucked up
I am too deep I might throw up
Baby I know im damned im so horrible
Still I get my way its magical

Ping on my phone and she ask if im ready
I got Cheese in my blunt so my fingers is steady
She pull on my woods and it give her a headie
This liquid is thick in my cup like its heavy
Im blowing this gas like the back of a chevy
I can’t go in I aint ready I stuff up my Louis v jeans with some fete on fete
He say hell get me so why aint u got me
My diamonds keep flashing my neck paparazzi
I try to tell her baby girl I mean well
But u know I cant let them try me
This is a war zone
I got a singed heart I cannot feel no more
Yea
I am not like before
I am not like before yea

ricochet (jabarionthebeat x okaykhan)

lyrics:

u don't wanna
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the m-

Imma always make sure u remain ok
Everything I think about every day
I hope that u better now in every way
every way

Shit just hit the fan with this drink me
So I keep some angels in my head with me
I can’t trust nobody else I learned already
Going to sleep this bottle in my bed with me
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the mask on my nose
Blood should come off on the ground from the shoes on my toes
Im not playing no games like I had lost the controls
Im not playing no games baby miss me with those 
U can miss me with those
 
oh They hate on me too much I think they need a hobby
this A L Y X this aint Abercrombie
I did not work this hard for u to take it from me
Pour a drink for when they doubted me you would think it was mardi gras
She pull off my boxers and she ripped the Tommy off
My bitch is a 10 and a home body
Catch me on my ones but I got the blade on me
Cutting shapes with this shit he look like origami
lift me up
Drugs on me gonna pick me up
Take me home 
Honestly ive had enough
Oh im still here im just fucked up
If the nights long I can take a short cut
Oh u worried now baby im all good
Im just chilling in the front blowing a backwoods

Shit just hit the fan with this drink me
So I keep some angels in my head with me
I can’t trust nobody else I learned already
Going to sleep this bottle in my bed with me
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the m-

Maybe imma make it maybe imma die
Love will carry thru until I do defy
I thought u was honest saying you and I
Guess I took it wrong could u tell me why
Blood in my tears when I cry
I don’t want to give it up still
As long as im one with my will
Ill keep loving you
I can’t count on the variables
Baby im so sorry I feel terrible
U know I been tryna put my heart on ice
But i can’t keep risking my life

Shit just hit the fan with this drink me
So I keep some angels in my head with me
I can’t trust nobody else I learned already
Going to sleep this bottle in my bed with me
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the mask on my nose
Blood should come off on the ground from the shoes on my toes
Im not playing no games like I had lost the controls
Im not playing no games baby miss me with those 
U can miss me with those yea

limbo (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

cover art by @scottysplash

lyrics:

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

Ok Ive lost my face Just trust its me
In 40 days Ive left no trace
Now its cold out could u close that door
Thought we both out watch call me for
Im at home now in this strangers apartment
How they pass out but I barely have started
Seen the cold shoulder but this one like the arctic
Im on her side but I feel like the target
Pluck at my strings she’s the human guitar pick
They come in so whole and they leave broken hearted

We hurt We heal And go again
In hopes We feel something different
In jest In pain In love In fights
I want You here With me Tonight

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

IV (scottysplash)

lyrics:

Open the gates
Which up I swim
Lets do it easiest way
Inviting me in
Deep in the lake
Deep in the mud
Push at the dirt
Disturbing the dust
Look at the teeth
Look it his fate
Now Push up my chin
And Look at my face
Deep in his mind
The feeling remains
So look at the swamp
And remember the place
You’re gonna stay
You’re gonna burn
What was I worth
Well im gonna learn today
I wish there was a wait
There was a better way
But Im gonna kill u here
And ur gonna die today
I think ur beautiful more so when dead as opposed to you when u had took my life away
Cause u could feel my pain now cant u loved one
How does it feel to face ur own venom its bittersweet

hums

flooded roads and passageways
In water you still look the same
And why survive to hate this place
The ocean smacks I taste the waves
20 years u cast away
Crustacean formed around the brain
Kitchen chairs will rot away
Inside the swamps the safest place
Open the gates
Which up I swim
Lets do it easiest way
Inviting me in
Deep in the lake
Deep in the mud
Push at the dirt
Disturbing the dust
Look at the teeth
Look it his fate
Now Push up my chin
And Look at my face
Deep in his mind
The feeling remains
So look at the swamp
And remember the place

SWAMP2 (HATEFUL)

lyrics:

Who knows
Where we’ll be
On tin boats
Come morning
We sit All alone
In suffering
He lets go
To Make room for new dreams

When home 
Is just a feeling
These warm roads
Become healing
Who knows
Where we’ll be
Though books close
His still needs an ending

from golden (eric godlow)

lyrics: 

I can’t be there every night
The rain will put u to sleep
When curses cloud up ur mind
Remember just think of me
I miss ur skin touching mine
It makes it easy to breath
I crave the warmth of ur eyes
The amber warms up my feet
I feel ur lips match to mine
I sense ur spit on my teeth
When pain has nowhere to hide
U get what u did to me

The forest brings me to life
The sprites will force me to eat
Ucalyptus and pine 
Make up the fumes that I breathe
Slowly I adapt to their kind
And feed my blood to these seeds
Cause every spawned tree of life
Is sewn up tight from our leaves
Our heartbeats Match up
But mine beats  Venom
Oh It beats toxins
Ive turned to what I once ran from
Shame lives in shadow
Im the example
Are worst faults
Only The dark knows
Old grand pianos
Scatter the castle
As sad songs
Swim thru the stone walls
The Heads on the mantle
Hit her sentimental
The last trimmed face
To do her so wrong

I can’t be there every night
The rain will put u to sleep
When curses cloud up ur mind
Remember just think of me
I miss ur skin touching mine
It makes it easy to breath
I crave the warmth of ur eyes
The amber warms up my feet
I feel ur lips match to mine
I sense ur spit on my teeth
When pain has nowhere to hide
U get what u did to me

velvet skin (eric godlow)

lyrics:

In all due time
I’ll repair my mind
Where souls lay soaked in tears
I will rescue mine and I’ll ring it dry
I will wrap it cloth
And Learn to stifle my cries
I am the mane stripped lion
The wingless fly
I’ve been birthed to die
But I remain alive
And it’s a mystery why
The mountains bounce my cries
Thru the Nicholson skies
Where Hopefully heaven hears
And I am granted bliss
In trade for all my plights

I met a man in town
He said u only frown 
In breaks of wearing a smile
And all this walking around
Has had him up to his brow
In thought forms all so vile
He knows He stands alone in his way
And worst of all he thinks it of fate
He wears the friendliest face
On top a frame made of hate
In hopes of sunnier days
He thinks of clouds hung grey
And blames faith
He cries and says

In all due time
I’ll repair my mind
Where souls lay soaked in tears
I will rescue mine and I’ll ring it dry
I will wrap it cloth
And Learn to stifle my cries
I am the mane stripped lion
The wingless fly
I’ve been birthed to die
But I remain alive
And it’s a mystery why
The mountains bounce my cries
Thru the Nicholson skies
Where Hopefully heaven hears
And I am granted bliss
In trade for all my plights

mane stripped lion (eric godlow)

lyrics: 

Uh Cloud cutter im above it all
She a face hugger when u spend it all 
Its a brain tugger how she play em all
Type to Leave u in gutter if u drop the ball
Yea
Sleep right thru the summer pop out in the fall
My friends call me Clifford im the biggest dog
These fakes so gangrenous I had to cut em off quickly
If I look twice at amounts I blow on loud it make me sickly

In bc with eg im writing this down with og in me
No dcs on my feet but Im gon flip this bitch like dgk
Like a burnt soufflet
Hippy flipping in this bitch just Like a fucking pancake
Andele 
Andele
I got some shit I gotta make
And I don’t love I fornicate
Most this scene just born to hate
U aint making no moves u born to wait
Im walking this road I was born to pave
I swear I must be born to 
I swear I must be born to guide the way
Slapped back in
Let me get into it
I was slumped blacked out
Now im hyper lucid 
Hail fires down on online and on land
I was built like a brick shit house
To withstand
Bout anything anything
Go head and try anything
Magazines the casualties remain just my enemies
I look out in rage and this landscape is red to me
I paint the ground around the bodies with their memories

Uh Cloud cutter im above it all
She a face hugger when u spend it all 
Its a brain tugger how she play em all
Type to Leave u in gutter if u drop the ball
Yea
Sleep right thru the summer pop out in the fall
My friends call me Clifford im the biggest dog
These fakes so gangrenous I had to cut em off quickly
If I look twice at amounts I blow on loud it make me sickly

cloud cutter (eric godlow)

DrUg WRLD

lyrics:

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

lights start to hum
im going to sleep now
what have you done
the size of those teeth now
i cant see the sun
baby im stuck in the dark
i tried to move
but im stuck in this tar

baby im stuck in the car
i cannot not see thru this fog
im coughing up blood in my scarf
i cannot breathe thru the smog
even all alone in the dark
we cannot forget who we are
outlines of her face come to my vision
on this windy summer evening
at the birth of the spark

sift thru my memories
erasing my old ways
killing my ego 
could unlock this doorway
a break in the dead leaves
im back in the cold space
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

sift thru the hallways
out to the drive way
shes kissing my forehead
and shaping my cold face
a break in the pine trees
im back at my old place
the cottage behind me
reminds me of old days

cottage country (eric godlow)

lyrics:

moldy life
i see poltergeists
in room at night
they stare at me
while i start to cry
in his cubicle
till his funeral
youre not living right

im walking home
its like 4 some miles 
im tryna prove a point
i wont get far with my rusted joints
 die off the grid in these rustic loins
in these broken clothes
in this forest ruin
on this vineyard throne
with a pedant draped
on top my broken bones
when u open it up
u see her face in stone
i spit i promise i love you
out my broken throat

moldy life
i see poltergeists
in room at night
they stare at me
while i start to cry
in his cubicle
till his funeral
youre not living right

everything i valued
torn apart by the winter
i had never thought id see it
i never thought id believe it
bury my bones
rearranged
i dont wanna wake
take my mind
take my body
and trade for me my faith
mist blows around 
in the wind
we all fuck up
we all sin
girl are u really tryna judge me
we could play pretend
ill be proper
ill be bubbly
she gon play to win
but i catch up
when u dust me
please dont think u know me cause u never know
i dont even know me like i did before

moldy life
i see poltergeists
in room at night
they stare at me
while i start to cry
in his cubicle
till his funeral
youre not living right

sludge man (killedmyself x eadith)

lyrics:

i guess everything is only temporary
i guess given time ill be alright
i read thru the pages of obituaries
looking for the name thru my wet eyes
winter silence
oh i kinda like it
i am half a home curled up by the fire
i remember rum and coca cola before we retired
but drinking this alone just push me further from my grasp

pour me up
i could get thru this alone
thru this alone
hang me up
i had spent too many nights
in here alone
boot me up
i got red trees in my home
breaking my bones
all grown up
still i dont know what to do
know where to go 

u would think she mean it but she dont its a lie
girl i got my favourite in my cup if u wanna try
i just got to the party and im done for the night
waking up in the morning i dont know how i survived
im not tryna be rude but im still gon do my thing
breaking out these stems for a take it to my face
blowin this og kush and its blowin me away
i just got a feeling everything gon be ok

pour me up
i could get thru this alone
thru this alone
hang me up
i had spent too many nights
in here alone
boot me up
i got red trees in my home
breaking my bones
all grown up
still i dont know what to do
know where to go

telescope ppl (killedmyself)

lyrics:

the same three colours fall off my chest
martyred valour in the face of death
i hope they celebrate my life
cause god knows i tried to retrace my steps
wrap my wounds and take me home
dead on arrival in my flowered tomb
she loves a man in this uniform
so i sit and i rot as it drapes my bones
she said i wish i still believed he was coming home
cause this silence is tearing me apart
times have changed from when we were kids
but no one couldve told me it would turn to this
the sky was grey when the carriage came
bringing awful news from a landing ship
and in her dreams when she lays her head
she sees flashes of coast lines painted red
lukewarm loafs on the lobby steps
oh the thought is nice but they dont understand
hold me as i desperately try to move my arms
console my lover while i stifle coughs as im passing on
the wars you win are forgot in time
but the fights you lose stick with you for life
i promise ill see u again
but i pray you dont visit me tonight

silent night (eric godlow)

lyrics:

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

some men speak of a black eyed beast
in the shape of a woman living way out east
where the grass dont grow so the cows dont eat
and birds too big and they dont have beaks
and the men that sleep well they dont have dreams
cause the men that sleep do it six feet deep
in a shade born land even god cant see 
so the folks dont pray and the priest dont preach
he said i know now why they dont get close
we should all be fine if we play our roles
in a 5 man team with a firearm each
wanna see her pay i wanna see her bleed
wait inside till i give my sound
then we light her up and we shoot her down
in a voice too loud under sweat caked brows
if we play our parts itll all work out
so hold my light in the long wheat field
i could smell flesh rot over that hill
shot gun sheela might have got to brave
dragging penny blood trails to her broke down base
i take my foot to her rust brown gate
put my 38 special to her pale white face
any last words fore i see her brain
and she looked my way and began to sing
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

shot gun sheela made no new friends
and the new town folk dont take to well
to her late night runs got two gold guns
gonna take my soul throw me down that well
she said i dont care for a no good cheat
so she shot him down in the middle of the street
got a death wish if u coming at me
and she put a full clip in between his teeth

shotgun sheela (eric godlow)

lyrics:

I just shaved my head N I swear I thought too much
I don’t cry I can’t cry Im too tough
My bitch told me deeper its not enough
I might fuck the shit out this girl ion care enough
On my life On my life
I won’t ever put shit on my life That im not about
And ill die And ill die Swear ill die
If I ever say some shit that’s not what im about

Why u crying Why u crying cheer up
Ion do no sentimental and she think that’s fucked up
Grab my leg grab my arm
oh I think I froze up
Im ok I swear im ok
Baby girl its just the good drugs I am fucked up
When I throw up It is straight blood
Ethereal individual
Get right gang I am no love gang
Every time I get inside this shit its just pain
If u love me u should keep me safe
Even my enemies don’t compare to my brain
I was hurt so I bounced back quick
I was drunk So I smoked my shit
Feelings don’t do nothing for me so I quit
After my name change I done grown up a bit

I just shaved my head N I swear I thought too much
I don’t cry I can’t cry Im too tough
My bitch told me deeper its not enough
I might fuck the shit out this girl ion care enough
On my life On my life
I won’t ever put shit on my life That im not about
And ill die And ill die Swear ill die
If I ever say some shit that’s not what im about

blood (eric godlow)

prod kassgocrazy + thislandis
vocals performed by sewerperson

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