this is your best song, well I should say THE best song

came to me in a dream tonight. i understand now.

I wanna help u but i dont know howwwww 😞

seeing this live would be my biggest dream

lyrics:

Lay me down I can take the pain
Beds of nails honestly I wait
Turn me on abuse me while I say
Baby I love u I would never stray
When hope is gone will will lead the way
Ive been fucked over and I pray
You dont take advantage of my state
When im gone ill protect u from the grave
Weekends I would spend stuck on you I regret
Still Id save for the death of me I feel u in my chest
Id give u my breath and
I would carry u on my back
But I settle for the worst fate yet
Alright
No matter my path I swear im alright
Right over my head she’s burning all ties
Thank me when im dead when I expire

Watch her Mutalate My open eyes
She Evisercates The last of us
Our human brains Could not comprehend the reasoning
But I await her reckoning
Request the help and ill spit in ur face
This does not feel how its suppose to feel
I feel lonely right now good time to break the seal
So I drink till im big numb
Its the only time I could say something with confidence
After that call I cant help but wonder how the morning went
Dont say sorry cause I know u’d cave and do it again
Id rather be alone than to make amends At this cross roads

Check the time Im sorry that im not sober tho
I put big bucks in this bottle so imma put that down my throat
Im tryna dodge this ash that’s falling I cant let it hit my clothes
Im not tryna fuck im just tryna get lit then go home
 I fell I left planet earth
I need to think with my feelings first
Part the crowd up cause I walk thru turnt
Take me on my word I cannot be burnt out right now
Cause I do not care if u were feeling me right now
Im in that zone u dont glue to me right now
Im thinking about the shit they put me thru before right now
Let me be the proof they will never choose for me right now

Watch her Mutalate My open eyes
She Evisercates The last of us
Our human brains Could not comprehend the reasoning
But I await her reckoning
Request the help and ill spit in ur face
This does not feel how its suppose to feel
I feel lonely right now good time to break the seal
So I drink till im big numb
Its the only time I could say something with confidence
After that call I cant help but wonder how the morning went
Dont say sorry cause I know u’d cave and do it again
Id rather be alone than to make amends At this cross roads

mutilate (branwen)

lyrics:

Fate will not favour u dear
Ur lost if u beside me in here
I know its not the news u would here around friends
Because lying just to keep u in here

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her
And I have come to love it here

Clouds fill quick and fall out the sky
Lately it feels like love is just a temporary high
Plus I need a doctor
Cause Every move my body fills me with pain
Hold me close im so cold and ur so warm
Feel my pain and feel my hands take it back from u
If im sad im not sad im just too drunk
Kinda like right now swear I need you right now
We pay the fee to watch the animal
I talk and scream into this microphone
My body feeds on how they lose control
So talk to me and belt out the words u know

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her

In time Ull find We try To hurt And hide My brain Is bruised From taking my Hearts advice
In life We have A path Wed hate to find
And that’s The one That’s safer To fearful eyes
The ones that hurt Me make me like them more
They choke me hit me break me all in sport
So push me push me and send me overboard
The more she hurt me the more im stuck to her

56 metres (branwen x birkknut)

its complicated ..

lyrics:

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em
 
I cannot bank on myself cause I couldn’t tell u how long I’m breathing
Process the words that the masses tell u and prove them weaklings
I’m at the point where only god can save me cause I reject the treatment they propose to me cause I’m happy bleeding
The devil told me I was born to demon
Crawl forward on ur fractures
I can feel the wrath of god thru her bullet words
Time and time again I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain so ill shut up cause mine is nothing special

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em

complicated (sorrow bringer)

may 23 2021
official file <3 found by me
lyrics: 

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are
She is a fallen angel
I think she lost her halo
Could u tell me ur name again
Ill keep it confidential
I could see the patterns in her lies I work it out
It won’t work the second time around
Guide me to good give me a pill to take
Deep in the rut she gifted me sudden faith
Feather toes I didn’t wanna go im sorry
I promise ill be back in the morning

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

Talk is cheap but ive no more funding
The waves crash I cant believe I aint seen it coming
Break my bones and ill repair them and ill come back
Id let it happen again if u would like that
Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down
This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

rubbing alcohol (splashgvng x ayoleybeats)

lyrics:

On this pull out couch
I am spinning round
This the most fucked up
I had ever been
I know were not on good terms
But Could we try again
Its not me talking baby its the medicine
I won’t take no more of this cheap shots
How would u feel if I was with a grease box
Im out of line baby I need higher dosage
Patio lights hit my face as I blow spliffs

I was once someone I could look up too
U would not like me if u knew just what I go through 
 Sober late nights is what I never do
Two 5ths deep I wake up and I am brand new
Im decaying in health
And still I reject help
I pour liquor in my mouth and say 
Here’s to those who dont make it out

On this pull out couch
I am spinning round
This the most fucked up
I had ever been
I know were not on good terms
But Could we try again
Its not me talking baby its the medicine
I won’t take no more of this cheap shots
How would u feel if I was with a grease box
Im out of line baby I need higher dosage
Patio lights hit my face as I blow spliffs

pull-out couch (xlhc x fantasycamp)

lyrics:

flooded roads and unfamiliar passageways
even in this water you still look the same
why would i keep on going if i hate this place
fallin thru the ocean i can taste the waves
20 years this flood had took u from this plain
girl u grew crustacean on ur fuckin brain
chairs inside this kitchen mold and rot away
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

i leave a note beside the bed and then i run away
you know i love you so i hope u understand my pain
i got lily pads thats sprouting out my fucking face
lemme me kiss ur purple lips cause i forget the taste
i remember all the nights u spent on top my waist
i could feel u fuck me back n now u pick the pace
i could feel these broken vines get caught around my legs 
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

shaking shit im so panicked
static
bouncing off of my tv screen
im back at hers but its just a dream
i smoke 2 blunts and sip royal green
bite the wrap and spit out the seeds
white owls and two bags of weed
i might weight it out and then let it breath
this scale not for no calories i gotta
air it out spraying ocean breeze
third eye parallel with teeth
pull it out and i let it bleed
i hold my hair back and i can see
im shooting out fucking laser beams
out the top my head like im a fucking beast
gotta wipe clear all these casualties
and i blast open this whole street
tripping over my own feet
ear full of the slow beeps
im living proof that theres something there when that cellar door
making slow creeks
getting caught in these deep sleeps
then im waking up in these singed sheets
nowadays even im surprised
about every time that my heart beats

flooded roads and unfamiliar passageways
even in this water you still look the same
why would i keep on going if i hate this place
fallin thru the ocean i can taste the waves

i leave a note beside the bed and then i run away
you know i love you so i hope u understand my pain
i got lily pads thats sprouting out my fucking face
lemme me kiss ur purple lips cause i forget the taste
i remember all the nights u spent on top my waist
i could feel u fuck me back n now u pick the pace
i could feel these broken vines get caught around my legs 
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

swamp (nevrfall)

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

lyrics:

kick me punch me
what I'm spose do to make you love me
I cant blame you
I wouldn't love me
and I'm way too fussy
I could barely walk out the house with the shit I put on this morning
5am she's still snoring

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

cross eyed
I wanna help you but I don't know how
I wanna hold you you said not right now
I say I love you and you shut me down
i cant tell you why I still reach out
do you believe that I mean it though
said you're bad shit crazy I don't mean it though
to this meeting I propose a toast
to neglecting those that we might need the most
and I'm sorry for drowning out what I need to hear
I cant picture what I looked like yesterday
let alone what I look like last year
I feel horrible
I suppose it all settles down
vital signs back to normal ground
cigarettes in this wet crowd
late night at the lost and found
I can bike back in streetlights
I could stay as long as you like
curled up in the back room
I wont fold we can tell them lies
go to sleep baby I swear I'll be beside you
you can trust everything stay between us two
I believe we can make it through this monsoon
if you find yourself ensnared just know I got you

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

signs (eric godlow)

lyrics:

baby nothings changed oh i want it all
4am off half a 30 i might hit a wall
when she hit my phone i send my texts i never call
they all got they motives so i move like fuck em all
watchu mean i aint hurt no i aint care at all
she fuckin him just to spite baby im happy for yall
it get cold up in here it make me feel at home
i go hard shit i been thru u aint wanna know

i got ice please dont ask the price u cant afford it
they my sons if i had a choice i would abort it
welcome to my world its not fair
when she pull up i say im not there no
belly sighs im not even present
eye for eye dont be fooled i brought my weapon
i dont fight i got people who do you shitty
ya my heart is cold im from the frozen city
416 plenty people thats im on head
plenty people thats on my dick
even bitches gon hate the kid
when i come up and thats true shit
check the time on my audimer days merge on the wokhardt
fuck a fake ya that part too many in my sector
i just wanna say i miss what we had
when you were mine i felt like everything was in my hand
now its 4am and u still have my heart
just fuck me one more time before u rip my soul apart

baby nothings changed oh i want it all
4am off half a 30 i might hit a wall
when she hit my phone i send my texts i never call
they all got they motives so i move like fuck em all
watchu mean i aint hurt no i aint care at all
she fuckin him just to spite baby im happy for yall
it get cold up in here it make me feel at home
i go hard shit i been thru u aint wanna know

take me for what i am i wont forget
the time we had you make me weak and might i like that
i cant breathe i might like that
oh could you tell me where ive been
im not like you i dont know who i am
my memories are so distant
she talks to me i just listen
i just wanna say i miss who i was
when i was me u took my heart and broke it just for fun
now its 5am and u still have my heart
just kiss me one more time and tell me if u feel the spark

baby nothings changed oh i want it all
4am off half a 30 i might hit a wall
when she hit my phone i send my texts i never call
they all got they motives so i move like fuck em all
watchu mean i aint hurt no i aint care at all
she fuckin him just to spite baby im happy for yall
it get cold up in here it make me feel at home
i go hard shit i been thru u aint wanna know

shock therapy (kassgocrazy x wockboy)

lyrics

purple cup like kush i could smell if its bush
do not tell me to chill i could walk myself home
im inside of my head counting my days cursing my bones
real life took me by surprise i didnt know
shit made me sick
no one asked what you had thought
shut the fuck up like oh my god do you get tired ever 
no one cares i promise list me the reasons u not just a number
liar liar

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste im high as hell
drowning here in this wishing well

come back gimme more
so attached and growing more
lifes so crazy i know lifes so crazy
i cant waste my time wondering why u hate me
stars look at these stars they gotta sign in em ya
i could see venus i could see mars i am too high in here ya
i am a punkstar i am an asshole
look my body covered in ink covered in black crows

purple cup like kush i could smell if its bush
do not tell me to chill i could walk myself home
im inside of my head counting my days cursing my bones
real life took me by surprise i didnt know

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste
i couldnt smell i dedicate this record to

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste im high as hell
drowning here in this wishing well

pewpewpew (jabarionthbeat x makii)

lyrics:

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

Memory inflicted scars 
U should go home before we get too close
and Every time I unravel
Quickly it shadows what u think of most and I hate it here
blood in the sink I could barely think
spent a rack last night
blood in the sink i could barely think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money all i see is red
you could take what you want cause im almost dead
you could tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

coma (eric godlow)

tired ..🕊️ 
NV // TEAM6 
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signs (eric godlow)

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