vibes for loser

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

Featuring @Sewerperson

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Lyrics:

Xelfiy:
quit doubting your self ur just making it worse ya
quit doubting your self baby i know that it hurts
ur just making it harder your thinking even more
just listen to ur gut baby its a war up here in my head
but lately i been trying so hard to get out of my bed 

fucked up! cuz i had ran out of my meds (my meds)
but its okay i just got them again (got them again)
i swear this is the reason i have no friends (no friends)
its prolly cuz im out getting the bag 
and they out chasing a trend (trend chaser)
we are not the same why you telling him were friends (fake friended)
im not the one to blame your the one playing pretend (play pretender) 
she left me for lame just cuz he had a benz (had a benz)
but thats okay we all know who gonna make it in the end 

fuck this and fuck that im so over it
she pulled the k over her shoulder an folded him
falling to the ground his tears hes holding in (holding in)
his heart hes still holding it (holding it)
praying he'll be forgiven for his sins (his sins)
hes worried now that he'll die here in the end (in the end)
all his favorite moment ina time lapse (time lapse)
now how lucky do you feel to have time left
your hearts not really broken its still deep in your chest (yaya)
its okay if ur depressed (yaya) we could all use some rest (yaya)

Sewerperson:
I could use that rest
I could use that rest
This the 5th time that i didn’t go
And I tried to call u and let u know
Now ive been tryna call all night
Hit me back as soon u see this lemme know u alright
Shit stained walls under the washroom lights
Puke green water on these dive bar nights
At least I know that it couldn’t hurt me twice

And I remember waiting in the snow too much
Feel like all December u had just gave up
But maybe u did care and really I like that thought
So that’s the one I've picked that ill remember until im gone

I cannot let go 
I cannot let go
Its a habit of mine
That i had formed on my own
the worst of the nights that I had lived back home
Couldn’t compare to the words u spoke
Last year
I thought I was being nice I swear
I guess not

But when the sun goes down
My heart repairs
But when the bottle runs out
It all comes back again
I guess all that we could be is just friends
I guess all that we could be is just friends

Trend Chaser (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. Ross Gossage)

lyrics:

Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly
Back in youth this was not how I seen myself
Passing out loaded up inside somebody else’s house
People on cocaine some people off something else
This is a rigged game and the winner just asks help

Im just tryna understand ur viewpoint before I shit on it
And how u know my thoughts about u when Im not even saying shit I cannot
Comprehend what is Happening to us
So Come again and change my mind like usual
Im a ghost in a shell cant u tell by the way Im presenting myself during fights I dont speak for myself I need light I need help I need everything and then some to be happy with myself but its never how I planned 
Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly

Smoking on pff no
I been sipping on ale
Cracking this goose seal
I been hurting myself
Baby I’m ok up until I won’t be
It’s not a bullet wound but it’s killing me slowly
Back in youth this was not how I seen myself
Passing out loaded up inside somebody else’s house
People on cocaine some people off something else
This is a rigged game and the winner just asks help

myheadMYHEAD (branwen)

flavour of the week (prod. ghxst)

pulledaway

prod. @notmorgn

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

but sometimes life's like that
i don't wanna type back
if im forced to fight back
i'll just a flight back to home
back to the rain to the green and the cold
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

i thought i died inside

produced by @killedmyself

cover art found at 80sanime.tumblr.com/post/134500403407

lyrics:

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

its 1:50 
view dizzy
drink fizzy
heads spinning
blunt flicking
bong hitting 
cant lose
stay winning

574 new balance
blue polo player pajama
words make u sweat like saunas
bars bring heat like llamas

petrified
u look dead inside
but i can tell u scared
no u cant hide

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

reset the clock (prod. killedmyself)

produced by nicholas allan found at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChXjXO9F6i4O8fnrQc1lpzA/about

lyrics:

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

watching the process of falling
in love with a person other than me
i dont think i can handle this
but ill unconditionally
love you, even if its not me,
with you, even if you hate me,
i just wanna see you happy
thats been helping me breathe
baby

come back and grind your body on mine
we kiss we hitting our teeth
bit lips until they would bleed
we'd strip and take off the sheets
lights on she said she wanna see love making
youll come round eventually
you can be as late as you please
they can build my grave with two seats
baby

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

my home (prod. nicholas allan)

neverclear (prod. scandibeats)

Produced by @/bae*oh*wolf\

Mixed and mastered by angel

alone (prod. b e o w u l f)

Artwork by https://soundcloud.com/oddyssi

Lyrics:
im tryna find a cure in
my reflection
im searching.
It take me 40 tries to
keep myself from
staying inside my bed
im getting tired, i know
ive been getting high alone.
I try to pick myself up
but i never seem to come around
cause everybody tends to
disappear without a sound
i hope your grass is really
green cause i dont wanna know
but wont you tell me the reason
that ive been all alone.
and maybe try to set me free yuh
cause i dont think i got a future
i turn my head up at the ceiling
a complicated mental image
all about the people
stepping on my feelings.
imma go, getting deeper
nobody to look for me either
and nobody to hold
im gonna go, Ill
chill with my demons.
careless for tomorrow
im just lighting up a cigarette
as i just come and go
im doing nothing bumping
something on the radio
im in the area of great big
insanity but i just wanna
come inside and tear it up
I dont know if im good enough
never been one to understand
why the world is cold yuh
something that i wanna know.
Wont you tell me something
yes tell me something
i wanna know
tell me why im all alone
tell me why im all alone
wont you tell me something
yes tell me something
i wanna know
tell me why im all alone
tell me why im all alone.
I told my momma
I dont need a preacher
Im not one to cheap on a
bottle of tequila
I told myself im
im trying hard to be
someone else now
but now im fresh out
ooh oooh

SPOTIFY

Tell Me Something (prod. zeeky)

jus to see u (eldrick beats)

This song is so very special to me. To everyone asking, this was produced by me. Thank you for your kind words and support for it <3

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Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1GhMW6ZCjF67zrOh3JIzF4?si=MrOEDA-FQIqm747WsoYcUw

Lyrics:
Home
I hope I’m going home soon
Not sure if I told you
Goodbye last night

And I’m sick
I’m sick of losing friends here
I think
I might’ve left them all behind

But at least I have you
But at least I have you
But at least I have you

But at least I have you
But at least I have you
But at least I have you

Lost
Not sure I wanna be found here
I’ll call you when I get this noose untied

And I care
Even when nobody else does
I’ll smile and watch my friends all wave goodbye

But at least I have you
But at least I have you
But at least I have you

But at least I have you
But at least I have you
But at least I have you

Me and You Against the World

Youtube

lyrics:

i was broken down you picked up
this flesh and bone i came to love
rose in my dixie cup
reminds me of ur influence
and honestly im scared to fight
cause ive enough of these sleepless nights
and i dont need ur help with that
but still i hope u love me back

and im aware my day will come
so im not tryna waste my time
and i barely tried to read the signs
but baby im just glad ur mine
i wisp my hand thru angel hair
and i could tell are time is here
and every single word i meant
i swear im still in hamilton

and when were halfway cross the map
i hope u know i love you back
and when im out and on the road
i think of you and miss my home
a lot of mess inside my mind
the thought of you extend my time
and when my words turn into wine
with you i never would wanna die

and im aware my day will come
so im not tryna waste my time
and i barely tried to read the signs
but baby im just glad ur mine
i wisp my hand thru angel hair
and i could tell are time is here
and every single word i meant
i swear im still in hamilton

e (eric godlow)

Debut album out 10/31 on Halloween!
Thanks for listening friends, this was a really fun track to make
<3
Shoutouts
@sewerperson
@sorrow_bringer
@iofmusic

And on a side note THANK YOU FOR 50K on Loveless
You guys are awesome!

*lyrics by request*

(Fearce)
Cant believe my eyes
Look how far we made it
told to never cry
now we just get faded
might see you at my show
too high to even notice you

someday came suddenly
another feeling gone
always time to leave
timing
dont mean a thing
when everything gets lost
it was just a dream
but 
all of its so vague now
can you help me figure out

so many stories i couldnt remember
when all i could think of was falling asleep
you distance yourself from the past and the present
now all that you're left with exists in a dream

but we're so much farther
than the people we used to be

(Sewerperson)
black ash
seeing thru the serpents eye
whip lash
i could barely sleep at night
breaking the walls of my mind
baby i had enough
chained to the pole by her side
baby im giving up
and i never leave
i just fade into the background
they aint let me breathe but i promise you i am now
 ever since i known her she cant help the way she stand out  
baby ill see you in your dreams and i promise you ill stand down
woah
lights on top these buildings offer shelter from the snow
i cant even decide just where the fuck i wanna go
far away from anybody i would ever know
i could feel this tingle in my hands before they glow

The People We Used To Be feat. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
prod. me

lyrics:

on the night train
i been goin anywhere, any way

told that pussy out the way like ludacris did
i dont settle anything i just keep it gettin in
i dont really know the way, i keep wingin my wins

and its still a little better than some guys, why they hate me
i dont give a fuck, i dont pay attention to a baby
and u still my son, im no father figure bitch dont play me
take me off ur playlist
i dont need a weigh in

fuck everything that u said about swainey
swainesworld, baby

its swainesworld, baby
its no feat to me 
everything is me
all i touch turns diamonds, lately
(x2)

just made an album
already got 2 waitin
snake in the grass like the rhymes u sayin
based on the kid i can see that clearly
whats my number?
whats my jersey?
who are u really?
stay in the shadows
im still lurkin
but the boy waitin to drop like curses
i put a curse on u in my verses

its swainesworld, baby
its no feat to me 
everything is me
all i touch turns diamonds, lately
(x2)

rise to the top like a heater
i see those
and u got on a shelf like fritos
at costco
discounted price tho
lets play the marcos and polos
im lookin im lookin but i see no forwards
what am i here for?
mine and deniros
im tryna build a whole bridge out of zeros
and walk across that 
burn out the path for the people i hold on my back
what u call that?

thats why i got no time for the chats
thats why we been thru hell and back
thats why if u do ill draw out a map
thats why im me, no holds on that

its swainesworld, baby
its no feat to me 
everything is me
all i touch turns diamonds, lately
(x2)

NIGHT TRAIN

NASHVILLE SHOW 9/27
"(very) bad people" . 
NV // TEAM6 
business inquiries: officialsewerperson@gmail.com

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

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