ONE YEAR + joeyy - toyota (prod. maknae)

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

08.Sinking
I'm so tired of you talking
Every day gets worse I'm being honest
I stepped inside the mall and i went all in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When I walk, walk, walk in
So fucked up can't understand you when you're talking
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

When I walk, walk, walk in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When you're talk, talk, talking
So fucked up, can't understand you when you're talking
When I walk, walk, walk in
When I walk, walk, walk in
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

Said she like me but girl it's whatever
Said I'm cold like the snow in December
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

My love for her is eternal
My love for her is eternal
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

No matter what happens
I got you
Whatever that you heard
It's not true
Wherever life takes me
I'll bring you
Whatever I'm doing
It's for you

When I walk, walk, walk in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When you're talk, talk, talking
So fucked up, can't understand you when you're talking
When I walk, walk, walk in
When I walk, walk, walk in
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

Said she like me but girl it's whatever
Said I'm cold like the snow in December
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

My love for her is eternal
My love for her is eternal
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

Sinking (with3r + sg37)

HOSTCLUB

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYoEvtuKa0Y
ft @drrux
mix, prod, coverart by me (@bigdog30k)

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
I love fucking up for myself 
I’m coming down once again 
She’s Gorgeous 
Whenever I see her lose my breath 
Why am I skipping every step 
I can never figure  where we stand 
Please go easy I’m doing all i can 
Turns out I was never trying my best
I could never see it for what it is

[buffalobang]
I know you sew me up but 
Im hanging onto the last thread
Real bad day cant make out what just happend
I really fucked it up huh?
Everything is collapsing
Hold me close baby im on my last leg
I was hoping not to get close
Stayed inside my stronghold
Yea i tried not to get too close 
Made it by on bare bones

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

Stronghold

StrongHold (ft drux)

need a break from worrying
must be great to never hesitate
deep inside im still curious
could I meet ur standards even tho its fate
need a break from worrying
must be great to never hesitate
deep inside im still curious
could I meet ur standards even tho its fate
yea I kno ur rebellious huh
(same)
know u wanted to cry cuz u hate to see change
but we never get envious
but u know my ways fragile ego that I hate

break down the causes of it
my prescense adds to nothing
I wait and I wait for success
but for now I hold on to what u left

break down the causes of it
my prescense adds to nothing
I wait and I wait for success
but for now I hold on to what u left

got it off my chest so quick
take a step but b careful u don't wanna slip
take a piece and put it where u see fit
I would never lie just read my lips
its okay to be saved 
I see the signs
losing faith
I been trapped for some time
in my my mind
what im destined to face

need a break from worrying
must be great to never hesitate
deep inside im still curious
could I meet ur standards even tho its fate
yea I kno ur rebellious huh
(same)
know u wanted to cry cuz u hate to see change
but we never get envious
but u know my ways fragile ego that I hate

must b great [with3r]

@loveboy00 @ddertbag
Recorded in 2019 @BNO Airbnb studios

NK + spira [ddertbag]

the climb +buffalobang (sg37, iphi)

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me + https://soundcloud.com/emogangmovement (lildovas) + https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

spira me:
She said i'm nothing special
Imma run it back & spend a bag on you
She said that i'm too extra
She know I don't dance but i'll dance with you
She said im nothing special
I'll take another chance, Take a chance on you
She said that i'm too extra
I'll keep it in the past, in the past for you

BNO we spazzin, (light it up) like lighting matches
Throw a show yeah we can manage, getting money from the fairies
Energy up in my beverage, in designer man it's sacred
Spend a thousand so we matchin, 1000 on a Nilmance jacket
To be fair it's nothing special, put my mind to where the cash at
Watch me get it watch me stack it, i make it all, you make a fraction
Wearing denim call it Helmut, wasting money call it Fashion
BNO in BNB's like every country different mansions

Lil Dovas:
In the quarantine but nothings different
Isolated by a screen, keep your distance
Is there a bigger picture that i'm missing?
Questioning my existence, but i think no one is listening
Forbidden fruit, i want more
I don't mind being your boytoy
Be careful what you ask for
Stockholm city turns to Mordor
Get the pills right from the drugstore
Going AWOL like i'm loveboy
Rick owens in my wardrobe
Yeah but i don't give a fuck though

Uknoxoxo:
I guess I’m off these addy’s 
And I guess that makes me special 
I’m so special to u to me it ain’t special 
Everything I ever do I do it so professional 
Im a devil to your mental 
I don’t want your sentimental 

Music is my seance and it’s magic to you clones 
The feelings that I carry in my heart it hurts my soul 
Everything I ever I did I did it cause of you

Special - spira me/lildovas/uknoxoxo/with3r/sg37

https://soundcloud.com/sglily + https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy 
prod https://soundcloud.com/sg37

sglily:
In Stockholm with the wolves, vi heter “BNO”
I feel like I’m Taehyung when I’m on the road
I give you all my heart, wrap it up and tie a bow
I had to get a bag, had to get it on my own

But I pass it to my bro, I pass it to my vro
We walking in the store, turn it to a fashion show
Don’t ask me how it feel if you don’t really wanna know
You turned me so cold, you turned me so cold
Oh, you slipped my mind
With my wolves, hit my line
It gets cold on this side
It gets cold by your side  

Alone again, and again, and again
Back home again, and again, and again
“So long” again, and again, and again
Its my fault, I know I don’t listen, just tell me again

swoopy:
I said yo & she responded (EZ Clap)
We’re on beers bonding hard in the frat
Different Motorala phones in the trap
And when your friends pulling up it's a wrap

Because i'm a WOLF imma move with the pack
Howl at the moon 'til my voice finna crack
We got woods just like a lumberjack
Run up until it's done, BNO quarterback

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

@sglilyy