Alternate Combined Version

2021 (recorded) 
2022 (released)

LOOK OUT THE WINDOW and COLLAPSED STATE are two songs that were made in 2021 that eventually dropped on my vault mixtape, VULGAR AGENDA. CS was recorded first on August 17th, 2021 and LOTW was recorded second on September 3rd, 2021. They stayed in the vault for around 9 months before being released. This version is both tracks combined into one, which was originally going to drop but I ultimately changed my mind. I wanted to start sharing alternate versions of my songs so this is the first of many releases on this account that will explore unheard versions of my released material. This one was put together on February 16th, 2022 but wasn't mastered so I went ahead and did that before typing this out. Enjoy :)

look out the window / collapsed state (zoowe)

again, NOT my personal 
this is whatever i want
@somethingh0rrible

@lethalcollective
@musicchatserver

SH is an ignorant persona
Music is my coping mechanism
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My name is Brayden or SH as you know me. I've been creating music since 2017, which started with meme rap making the worst tracks possible on purpose for laughs. For the next couple years, that's all it was. In the middle of 2019, I wanted to actually try taking this seriously... so I deleted everything from my account, started fresh and put effort into it. I released my first official project (in the new, non deletion, serious era) called WILA at the very beginning of 2020. Since then, I've consistently released new singles, albums, extended plays, mixtapes, compilations and more. I acknowledge my music isn't for everyone and that's okay... at the end of the day, it's my personal journal. I'm not always proud, happy or satisfied with everything I've released to the world, but I made a promise to myself a long time ago that I wouldn't delete music permanently like before. My music saved my life more times than I can count, and every time I put out something new, I'm getting better. This is something that I'll never stop doing as long as I'm alive to continue making art that is meaningful and fulling for myself, and the people who have supported me all these years later. Thank you for listening to my stories, my thoughts, my emotions and everything else I pour into this. When I was younger, I wanted to write screenplays and direct movies, so it's really amazing to be able to mix my real life with fiction to create the SH persona. SH is an ignorant, offensive, mentally ill, drug addicted, hypersexual, angry, dysfunctional persona who pushes the boundaries nonstop. My SoundCloud account is very personal and sentimental to me... I've grown up, matured and gained confidence through these songs, and who the fuck needs a therapist when I have this?

not my personal
ion got artist pro
@somethingh0rrible

look out the window / collapsed state (zoowe)

SH [3RD]