islurwhenitalk - 💸💸 Freexxtyle

SK@TP0RNSH@WTY

LYRICS:
lookin out the window make me see the bigger picture now
too bad i scribbled over it i just can't get over it
all these walls with barbed wire wish i could get over them
funny how my oldest friends turned into something envious
how you gonna envy me and these bologna sandwiches
maybe it's cuz i'm the same person when the camera's is
on & recording you fake and annoying
i fake like i'm ok i'm on drugs like Cobain
negative creep watch me negative creep 
negative creep watch me negative creep
negative creep watch me negative creep
watch me negative creep watch me negative
they say talk is cheap but my words is expensive
if you don't got some real shit to say then don't expend it
i just smoked a cat stick i think my mind expanding
the pistol wouldn't fit up in my pocket cuz extension
projecting your feelings up on me is not effective
just be yourself cuz you'd be real regretive
if we switched bodies like lindsey and mommy
told my body sorry for treating it wrongly
tryin pretty hard not to catch another body
drugs up in my styrofoam they know it's not no coffee
they smell it off the toppy cuz it's that straight droppy
UK Abercrombie rockin up my snotty
i been geek up 5 days and i ain't even nodding
still feel like i'm bluefaced got bad girls all on me
i could show you new ways to get a lot of money
the feds really watching cuz shanez been up to something
dominique of cat pack naw i can't even function
they tellin me to pass that but i ain't passin nothin
they tryna see what shanez gonna cook for the luncheon
you ever shoot somebody and they shit and not feel nothin
you ever seen somebody brains and not think it's disgustin
shanez you kinda smart why the fuck you act dumb then
cuz i ain't got no heart to get the blood to start pumpin
my brains start thumpin and thuddin
bumblebees up inside my brain get to buzzin
tumbleweeds tumblin away like there's nothin
my mind full of dead plants and insects and drugs and a whole lot of shit that you not thinkin of yet
i'm too far ahead of you you mad that that's how i get at you
well honestly to tell the truth i'm tryna hear way less of you
this 40 put your insides out like a vestibule
leave you like a vegetable
an angel standin next to you i wonder where they takin you
Mesphito standin next to me we cookin up the recipe
for spiritual warfare and astral torture
your life falls apart while you think we kept it cordial
opening up portals to lifetimes of turmoil
you think that you immortal i think that that's adorable
the road to enlightenment takes more than a percocet i'm sure of it
that shit you tryna talk you ain't even been thru or learned it yet
my problems and me is like a bleed to a tourniquet
these thoughts i been thinkin is the same ones that Ernest did before his thoughts came out of him and onto the floor again
life been reduced to an embodiment of boringness
i'm bored of all this maury shit cursed from the birth soon as that umbilic cord was clipped

2SHANEZ - KEWL FLOW PT 2 (PROD JUNEE X AKOGE)

dirty drugs (nyli)

LYRICS:
Pissin in the alley off a couple grams and dutch in hand
Percodans I’m clutchin them and grubbin them for lunch and then
Strike another tally for the fuck ups that I done today
And paint another piss up on the wall up in that alleyway
This my second tall today before these was a fifth 
I mixin it all today so I ain’t feelin shit
Really wish you’d call today at least shoot me a text
But you ain’t really feelin me that’s why I’m so upset
This my third fall today baby I’m a mess
Passed out in the stall today I’m drinking like a vet
You ain’t even check on me it’s fuckin up my head
So I’m pissin in the alleyway and I’m throwin up again

Drunk Shane Kicked Out of Bar (prod. colombo)

LYRICS:
Slow life mud hell 
sludgin thru these fuckin lives
Circlin the whiskey bottle top 
like a summer fly
I’ve been getting low in shit again 
Lower than my eyes
I can tell they noticin again
When i’m gettin high
I’m just hopin that this shit don’t end
Like how I think it will
But everything point in that direction
Pills in my digestion
Girlfriend sayin that I’m too obsessive
And I’m a psychopath
Well if she don’t feel these things I feel
She’ll feel the aftermath
My lips blue face bloated
Hours since I overdosed
I hate you want you to know it
Haunt you like the fuckin ghost
That haunts me from the empty bottle
Trudgin thru this sleepy hollow
Circlin and swimmin and I’m drownin 
In the bottom of the whiskey bottle
Like a dying summer fly
It used to be just you and I
But now every time I think about you I just wanna die
I hate my life
I’m sick of it
I’m sorry Bab
I’m over this
A full house of self loathing loneliness
A self destructive sacrifice of selfishness
I’m out of beer I’m out of here
I disappear
It’s crowded here
I get claustrophobic
Even by myself
So what does that tell you 


Performer of the Bed of Roses (prod. woodpakk)

LYRICS:
This the worst bullshit that I been thru
I’m blamin myself for it
Dark mental health horrid
Tortured then I melt
Burn the earth cuz I’m in hell for it
Can’t believe I fell for it
Everybody ah ha
Poison in the well
I drank the poison like it’s wah wah
Everybody blah blah
Blah blah blah blah
I can’t hear em
They don’t sound like shit
Compared to real voices
Lately I make real choices
Nightly I hear weird noises
Sometimes I see shadows too
I hope I see more of them and less of you


Attacked by Demon (prod. woodpakk)

LYRICS:
I seen red mist
When those bullets hit and penetrate
I seen black mist
In the abyss 
Guard the gates of the upper planes
Constant change won’t let me leave here
Stuck inside the lower spheres
But it’s ok I like it here
The darkness make me feel like me
I can’t do that love and light
Black flame burning bright
Life real fuckin dark
Kill myself then let the birds pick apart my corpse
And then rebuild myself
Everytime it hurts
But from the dirt grave I reanimate 
A different face from what I was before
I try to change my ways
But all I do is recreate a better hell
I wish you wish our wishes falling down
To where the fishes swim
And mosses brim
The edges of the water 
Of the wishing well
Don’t wish me well
My words is spells
I’m feeding off your feelings
Of me feeling 
Turning our hurt into healing
But it’s one sided
But that’s just how life is
When you vampirising 
Triple 3 two times it
Triple 3 two times it


Drunk Shane Kicked Out of Bar (prod. colombo)

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