incantation

jokes #ZMQ

wontbethesame

notrust

u fly

LYRICS:
This the worst bullshit that I been thru
I’m blamin myself for it
Dark mental health horrid
Tortured then I melt
Burn the earth cuz I’m in hell for it
Can’t believe I fell for it
Everybody ah ha
Poison in the well
I drank the poison like it’s wah wah
Everybody blah blah
Blah blah blah blah
I can’t hear em
They don’t sound like shit
Compared to real voices
Lately I make real choices
Nightly I hear weird noises
Sometimes I see shadows too
I hope I see more of them and less of you


Attacked by Demon (prod. woodpakk)

LRYICS:
I have this reoccurring dream
Where I finally snap and beat the shit out of you
Your bloods everywhere 
It’s all over the tile
I feel better than I do
When I’m thinking about you
When I’m alone in my head
Self loathing again
But every bed feels the same
When it’s an empty room
And I’m sober again
It’s the hundredth try
I’m the kind of guy
That your friends don’t like
Cuz I’m just bad news
The elephant in the room
The kid that won’t stop screaming
I’m the terrible twos
I lay up at night
And plan suicides
But I know if I’d die
You’d still be there too
Your haunting me
Don’t bother me
I take a handful of valium
Artificial sleep
Your haunting me
Don’t bother me
I take a handful of valium
Artificial sleep
I have this reoccurring dream
Where I finally snap and beat the shit out of you
I have this reoccurring dream
Where I finally snap and beat the shit out of you
I have this reoccurring dream
Where I finally snap and beat the shit out of you
I have this reoccurring dream 
Where I finally snap 
I finally snap
I finally snap


Scared to go inside my old door but got pulled in so went willingly (prod. akoge)

LYRICS:
I’m broken the bandage and xanax
Won’t hide the miserable
Cuts all on top of each other
Turn into scar tissue
Drinking and drugs again
All because I miss you
Wake up and then pretend
That I don’t got these issues
If I wake up at all
But I hope I don’t
Feelings that bottle up
And then they overflow
So I tilt the bottle up
And let it burn my throat
When I feel not enough
It’s almost always
Forever in a rut
Permanent long face
Save me the blunt guts
Ima chop it later
Ain’t no savin me
I’m too far gone
Ain’t no savin me
I’m a lost cause
I like to play with my nose
Just to pass the time
Inhale then blow out the smoke
This a good blunt
I like being alone
Almost all the time
I like being alone
No one gets me
Fuck the one who said
That shit get easier
When you keep going
Cuz that’s some bullshit
Fuck my life I said
Since the beginning
Every since a kid
I knew how I felt
But that don’t mean
That I like myself
Percocets and weed
For my mental health
Hurt myself and bleed
I’m back in control
Why is being me
A daily struggle
Why do I do the things
That I do
Why do I feel the things
That I feel
How do I tell who’s fake
And who is real
I wanna fade away
And disappear



Scared to go inside my old door but got pulled in so went willingly (prod. akoge)

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