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another Blue......................cheers for having a listen


well i dont want to hear about it
i dont want to have to bite my tounge
not much we can do, so maybe tonight
we wont, have to blue
no i dont wanna blue

i dont want to know about it
keep your secrets to yourself
i got them too, and maybe tonight
we wont, have to blue

dont say nothing, when theres nothing to say
its only words, and they get in the way

oh i dont want to think about it
im trying to keep it of my mind
lets just enjoy the view, and maybe tonight
we wont have to blue
no i dont want to blue

and i dont want to talk about it
its all been said before
such a waste of time, and maybe tonight
we wont have to blue

Blue

Cast of Characters:
TexMex Shaman–@texmex-shaman –Stephen–guitar, mix, and production

J.J. Terrell–@j-j-terrell –electric piano, organ, and arrangement

K2 and the Three [and the Four]--@k2andthe3, @k2-kara –Ken–drums and percussion

Llanpsych–@llanpsych –Tez–guitar

Entheogenic Psychonaught (Josh Clary)–@josh-clary-1–four string fretless bass, guitar, arrangement

  This is a song that began as a drum track that Ken came up initially as a beat for The Gat(s), who respectfully declined it. Instead of letting a solid go to waste, Ken set it loose with JJ and Josh, who came up with an arrangement for the music over top of what they felt was a very killer beat. What was originally a jam, turned into a showcase of the entire Eclectic Collective. Josh also did some guitar work in this one, and with Stephen's brilliant harmony, came up with the opening theme that reoccurs about halfway through. His guitar can also be heard briefly right after the opening theme. Along with Stephen's other half of the theme, he is also responsible for the dynamic, climactic leads through most of it. Tez added his incendiary guitar to the final section, when all else was said and done, as a cherry on top. After all the tracks were in the digital can, we were lucky enough to have Stephen produce and mix it for us. 
  We hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving and are looking forward to the winter holidays. We also hope you enjoy this ride as much as we enjoyed assembling the vehicle.

Helium Weights (Eclectic Collective)

As usual, all music lyrics and production done by this guy. Enjoy...

Hello, Ive been waiting for you to call my name
Just like you wanted me once again
But I just wont come to you
You abuse everything that I am standing for
Fuck you

I just cant stand, I just cant stand for it no more x 2
You can fuck yourself, I only need myself

Goodbye to all of your games
To all my complaints
To all of the fuckery I just couldn't take
Look at you big star
You don't need me no more

I just cant stand, I just cant stand for it no more x 2
You can fuck yourself, I only need myself

I Just Cant Stand (Acoustic)

Tir Na Nog Tears

Instrumental of the beautiful song
 " I Don't Wanna Know"
Mix & production by Leon Pajer

I Don't Wanna Know

a beautiful piano composition, beautiful words.
translated by SK, with permission

TORNADO

Water always finds 
the easiest path
how many things I have yet to learn
my tears hold a secret
and they force me
they force me to lie

There's distance in the life I live and the person I am.
An avalanche that always falls below every smile I have.
A frost that covers everything, so much it makes me tremble.
And your arms can't be enough to keep me warm.

And I'll pass like a tornado, destroy everything in a minute, 
if you can love me and forgive me, like a necessary evil.
And like the thrill and deep fear of the jump off a cliff
Love me until the sunset, leave me before evening, 
before I fall.

Tornado ft. SK

Main guitar parts played on......
Drop D tuned 90s HH Strat... 
80s Boss BF2 Flanger...
Fulltone Deja Vibe 2...
Fultone Soul Bender Fuzz... 
90s Dunlop Cry Baby Wah... 
Delays, reverbs and amps Neural DSP archetype Rabea...

Grungey Drop D #127

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Late night (Text), blue light (Phone light)
Scrolling through thoughts in the headspace (Headspace)
Calling your name when the doubt strikes (Doubt strikes)
Learning attachment in real time (Real time)
We came from guarded to open, yeah (Hey)
Still scared of losing the moment (Moment)
Pull me close, don’t fade away (Close)
Say it straight, don’t give me distance (Hey)
Your love feel warm but it heavy (Heavy)
I don’t play cold, I stay ready (Ready)
Old habits clash with intention (Clash)
We learn connection through tension (Tension)
Your love feel warm but it heavy (Heavy)
I don’t run, I stay present (Present)
Heart open, learning attachment (Yeah)
Modern love with real pressure (Hey)

Late talks, slow walks (Slow)
Feelings stack when we get close (Close)
I drift back when fear talks (Fear)
Past scars try to take control (Control)
I don’t ghost, I explain space (Space)
I don’t hide when I feel late (Late)
You ask calm, I breathe first (Breathe)
Unlearning patterns that hurt (Hurt)
I was taught love means loss (Loss)
You show care without cost (Cost)
Every touch test my balance (Balance)
Staying present takes practice (Practice)
If I pause, don’t read escape (Escape)
I’m just learning how to stay (Stay)

Late night (Text), blue light (Phone light)
Scrolling through thoughts in the headspace (Headspace)
Calling your name when the doubt strikes (Doubt strikes)
Learning attachment in real time (Real time)
We came from guarded to open, yeah (Hey)
Still scared of losing the moment (Moment)
Pull me close, don’t fade away (Close)
Say it straight, don’t give me distance (Hey)
Your love feel warm but it heavy (Heavy)
I don’t play cold, I stay ready (Ready)
Old habits clash with intention (Clash)
We learn connection through tension (Tension)
Your love feel warm but it heavy (Heavy)
I don’t run, I stay present (Present)
Heart open, learning attachment (Yeah)
Modern love with real pressure (Hey)

Slow pace, deep talks (Deep)
You don’t flinch when I stall (Stall)
I admit fear when it shows (Shows)
You don’t shame, you don’t force (Force)
I was wired for distance (Distance)
You speak calm in resistance (Calm)
I don’t need chaos to feel (Feel)
Connection steady and real (Real)
If I tense, you stay clear (Clear)
Give me room without fear (Fear)
Masculinity redefined (Redefined)
Strength in staying aligned (Aligned)

Late night (Text), blue light (Phone light)
Scrolling through thoughts in the headspace (Headspace)
Calling your name when the doubt strikes (Doubt strikes)
Learning attachment in real time (Real time)
We came from guarded to open, yeah (Hey)
Still scared of losing the moment (Moment)
Pull me close, don’t fade away (Close)
Say it straight, don’t give me distance (Hey)
Your love feel warm but it heavy (Heavy)
I don’t play cold, I stay ready (Ready)
Old habits clash with intention (Clash)
We learn connection through tension (Tension)
Your love feel warm but it heavy (Heavy)
I don’t run, I stay present (Present)
Heart open, learning attachment (Yeah)
Modern love with real pressure (Hey)

Modern relationship

Sleigh ft.  Donald Grunge prod by Isaiah Valmont

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