What's Right

Would I

Don't Be

Hungover

Walking on a dock
Pills I'm bout to drop
MDM-fucking-A
I just neva stop
Rolling up some dope like some fucking stones
Cant go home

I ain't got no worth
What the fuck is earth
I don't got words
So I stand in silence n' hope it fucking works

Ooh Ooh Ooh Oohohohoh

Everything's a dream
All this pain I breathe
It's a night sky but I don't wanna see
Darkness surrounds
I hope it swallows me
Cause I can wake 
And I can't dream 
I don't wanna sleep
Nothing good for me
Cut off my head 
And toss it to the sea
Oh hell is where I would be
I would be
If I had the balls to go and end it all

Ooh Ooh Ooh Oohohohoh

Ooh Ooh Ooh Oohohohoh

Pain Again

Fucked up
In the 
Head 
Wanna be Dead
Every time I see the sky I just turn red
Just need to breath 
My head turning blue
Fuck will I do
Guess pop more pills till my mind gets shot
Pop a new seal and I start to fucking rot
Feeling real ill
Hope it'll kill 
One thing wanted and its to not be real
Not sit still
Always stay moving but I'm at a fucking hill
Way too stuck
Drugs aren't enough
What will I do
Losing my head
Askin' myself
Who the fuck are you
Grab my gun hope they watch as I shoot
Brains go wack
Vision turns black
Can't complain cause I had it comin'
By the end of this I hope feel I none
Hope I see none
 Hope it all ends and I go real dead
(that's what I want)
(that's what I want)
This is pain what I flaunt
Not no chains just a fucked up brain
Never been okay
Just better at pretending
Worse amendin'
Relationships ended
All ends cut
But I'm still stuck
Guess I missed the chain after all
Got no key so I'll never be free
One option left and that's to die in the sea
Fuck will it be?
Please tell me
I got one option
What will it be

What will it be
Please tell me
What will it be
Just die in the sea


Guess I'm still fine
Somehow alive
Popped some pills and I dreamed of a mill
Out in the farms
Growing weed in a barn
When I walked in, saw a man no head he was just chilling
Must've been his friend that cut'em at the neck
Face of surprise
But judging at the scene there was no compromise
Sometimes life will make ya die
No your option but to heaven you'll fly, so high, oh

But then I just fall, back in my lawn, guess I Twacked  out,
Right on some grass
Speaking of that, 
Need me a jay 
This fiend comin' back
Saw it last month when I was in a ward
Mental health shit had me so fucking bored
They got ignored
But anyway I found a girl
I love the curves
Not overworked
Love her with all
But I still drink n' sulk,
Fuck my emotions
Drink all my potion
Hate being sober,
I'm a fucking stoner
Stupid fuckin loner
Just a useless body owner
(Useless)

Body Owner

It's been a whole year
Tell me what changed
Aint shit getting better it's just some new ways
Alcohol dreaming
See the light and its beamin’
Hopin’ its god not demons
The face of my friends turn evil
All them fuckers deceitful 
Got horns like lucifer but my gun gon blast way the universe
They put me in a prison
To battle mental illness
Had to shut off my own fucking realness
But Now I face a blade
Aint shit gettin better now I won't hesitate
Watching my arm bleed
All of my friends see
Put the care for my life right on the backseat
Burning with black heat
Cant bear this shit so pack me

I hate fucking waking
Always self-hating
Can’t hate on no others
I ain’t got no brothers
When I get hurt can't cry to no mother
I just want a lover
A shoulder to rest
To end all my stress
Shit is impossible I just wanna end
My life been spent
No money for rent
Nothing to look on
Just a thought to be dead

Red on my neck
Scars like a check
One look at me
No words to be said
Put on my glasses 
Always on acid
De-realization ain’t fuckin passin
Had it for a month, it’s still active
Still fucking at it
Smoking my feelings to light
Then i go ash it
Where they all go
Just got subtracted

Returning to life
Still got my spite
Never stay sober but I always say I might
I need a new knife
Last got blunt from the bone on my thigh
Need a new high
Need a new breeze
Some gas with some heat
Without GG I can’t fuckin sleep
Had a new dream
Saw my blood seep
Straight from my wrist like I’m watering trees

Playing pretend 
Not playing with them
Whenever Im honest my life starts to end
Can never amend
Fuck my attempts
These people and nets
Clutching my past
This is my last
Fuck my future I just wanna pass
Gonna pour up
I need a new glass
Some whiskey to watch as this gun goes to blast

Red all over
But I ain’t got an easel
Not fucking paint just poppin the weasel
God trust me, I don't want a sequel 
Sixteen years and I've seen enough evil
Met enough people
So now I just search
For my own sleep pill
When it comes to me
They only speak ill 
Hell knows I’m always at a steep hill

SELFHATE

Bitch ima pro, straight offa lexo
Xans by my bed I don't hear no fucking  XO’s
Get her out my head playing games like nintendo
She gon get found dead cold in a tent tho
Shouldn’t played dumb that's a bullet in your head hoe
Gonna catch a curb keep talking out your neck yo
I don't play dirty just play it with my friends hoe
Wanna see it dirty and ill make that bitch bend ova

How you like blood
Mixed with the mud
Guns gon pop like some motherfucking suds
Feeling real up
Guess that's the pills gotta say its some luck
Couple more seconds ‘fore my brain get to mush
Brain goes shush
All went splat like a kid on a mat
Blood on my mac
Shitty ole shack
Brothas doing crack But they've seen it all bad, 
felt it all black Found a body in a sack
Highschool kids on the road to die fast,
Hittin high speeds while the motherfuckas laugh
Why die happy when you’ll all get sad, all get mad
Felt it in the head like a fucked up dad
Just a fucking kid and he need rehab
Who you gonna call when it all goes bad?

Hit me and hit me Hard
Once in the head I needa get barred
Need some more scars
Need more reasons to go and cut my arm
Love this self-harm
I love to fucking smoke I fien it like some sarms
Go and chop his arms
Need another bag so I guess I’ll go hard
Slice off ar face with some fucking  glass shards
Need a new spark
Need a new bic 
Gotta get a light ill be back in a bit
Caught in a pinch
Gonna hit a sprint
Run from my problems and I do it with a limp
Even when Im sick, I still go in

Lexopro

Lost in my head 
Playing loops left on read
Friends turned enemies i hope they all turn dead
Ima waste of space
So i'll smoke me up one eighth
Not feeling great but i don't hope that i'm okay
Rather see a grave then keep on fucking livin
I hope i go missing
Lost in the forest and i'll die while i'm limping
Dripping red like a liver
Im gon kill but just a sliver
Blood flowing like river
Ima jump in, ill go drown and yall should fuckin live
Ima sacrifice while yall just fucking sit
If you ever hear my name you’ll prolly fucking spit
Y'all saw my feelings and hit a fucking lick
Yall setting fires while i'm just setting hits
I look at the sun then scream this is fucking it
Gun at my head and watch as the hammer slips
Shit goes boom and the switch to my life flicks 

Said it takes time
Well that shit took my life
Too much effort so I just pulled a knife
Why even try when I know I'll  just die
Said you want time well come take mine
Take my fucking eyes
Let me go blind
Don't wanna see your face it just makes me cry
Knowing i can't have it and knowing i'll go bat shit
Head needs some magic
Pills get dropped while i pass on my mattress
Im just a fucking addict
How am i still at it
I know it fucking hurts so why do i still have it
See a car and ill gap it
See a tree and I'll smash it
Drinking and its splashing
I wish that it was acid, oh god let me have, god let me have it, let me fucking pass it, this life aint worth, i dont want it back
I just want it black
If i never see more then I’ll never see the bad
Never see the road that led to my gash
All across my body got cuts like a badge
They know im fucking mental I dont even need a pass
So let me get a glass
Let me get a glass

Pour me up a pint
I'll keep tellin lies
Act like im okay so they dont ask if im alright
But every day inside my mind is a fight over life
Is it even worth or is it even right
Why do they hold spite
Why do i use drugs over my own mental might
But i dont get answers so in this life i have no sight

BLIND?

Interlude Of Living

In pursuit of a dead man
Pursuit of the rested
Ima make an entrance
So step in
Or step out
Ima hit a re-route
Yo face gon get smashed 
That's what we about

We murder and sell loud
Shoot bodies then blow clouds
Got jordans I feel tall
Im rippin country roads
One hundred while i smoke
Ash so damn white it look like fucking coke
So high I don’t know
Third person from the toad
Goddamn I need some more
Dreaming of my death
Repeat causes stress
One week in and ima fucking mess
But no less I continue cause I dont know whats best

In pursuit of a dead man
Pursuit of the rested
Ima make an entrance
So step in
Or step out
Ima hit a re-route
Yo face gon get smashed 
That's what we about

In pursuit of a dead man
Pursuit of the rested
Ima make an entrance
So step in
Or step out
Ima hit a re-route
Yo face gon get smashed 
That's what we about
No doubt


 
Always dumping music
Not good enough to move it
The money isn’t coming
The flow done stopped it’s running
My heart done stopped it’s thumping
I wanna drop dead while I’m still fucking something
Cause I don’t think I’m ready for the pain of being nothing
The pain of no loving
An emptiness to fill
A script and a bill
Why the fuck your fix to give a kid some pills
Like for real what the fuck is up?

I’m over all this shit
To the government I spit
To the ward I get lit
I’m responsible for hits
Yea we Still doing this
Nothing ever changes cause im constant like some mist
Gotta change my number because it’s hot like a stick
But before i dump the gun i'll take the laser off that bitch
 
In pursuit of a dead man
Pursuit of the rested
Ima make an entrance
So step in
Or step out
Ima hit a re-route
Yo face gon get smashed 
That's what we about
No doubt

Pursuit

Sooo, your a man of the docks
Head fulla rocks
Talking kinda odd
Walking kinda off
Bitch you gon get tossed
life will be your loss
Oh you gon get bossed
Oh you gon get bossed 
I pull up with handles cause we know we gon get sauced
Bitch you done got soft
Bitch i'm made of logs
smoke me up a smog
I’ll empty two whole jars 
Girl let’s go hit bars
I’ll let you fuck a star
I’ll letchu reach his heart
But if you try some smart
My glock gon sing a song
My glock gon prove your wrongs
The gang gon stay strong
My gang gon stay for long
The gang eat off plates 
Not no fucking trays
Yall eat from the graves
My music gon get played
But yall gon fucking stay
Trapped in the mud gettin eating by some strays
I don't like no lates
Yall eat from hay

Rocks

Lost my fucking mind
Now we running out of time
Ticking like a bomb oh shit you not fine
This my life 
this my nine
This my glock and it by my side
And i'm aware of all the red eyes
Oh the traitors gon go die
This my hive

feeling up on the Ak
Ok we gon battle like sum beyblades
Mayday you callin like an infant
Just a bitch thru every fucking instance
Amidst the fog like i'm vader
Black clothes and a motha fuckin hater
Later im gon cut you with a saber
Stars glimmer in the daylight
No sense but i'm talkin bout my brake lights
Never see them I gas then i turn right
Every dream bout my car and tree
And the day that they meet
My body lose heat
I ascend from the streets
And my heart it don't beat

Spitting out verses
Back to back I bury some Hearses
He’s coughing  up blood where are the nurses
Need a medic and its real fucking urgent
Neighborhood purging

Bitch Im the boss
Growing like moss
Sauced, always feel off
Bunking in lofts
And killing the softs
Never a loss,
Their life is the cost
Ha

This is my daily
Mainly, got problems with mental
pills for depression
Prescribed for my ending
The bottle i'm sending
Fiening, all for my meaning
Why am I here
What is the year
Doesn't make a difference I’ll drown in some tears
Why so alone
No one to phone
Im at my wits end with nothing to show
Lacing my blow
I need no more
Life is to much
Drinking and such
I need a high just to get up
Or else I’m just stuck
Fuck, where are my keys
I need a drink to sip while I bleed
Kiss a damn tree
Then there will be 
Nothing of me
Gone in the wreck
God ima mess
Way too much stress
Fuck

TREE HUGS

Every second Im alive I reckon if id rather die
Beggin for my demise
Like why the fuck 
what is up
Not my pills cause they down
And I dont give a fuck 
Other day tried to OD but i still woke up
I've had enough, 
Even when i try to die I still mess it up
Can't do anything right
All I want is a flight from here to the end of my life
And make it fast
Wanna see triples on the mother fucking dash
see my body turned to ash
And they scream who is that
its me as my vision goes black
So please just relax

Leave me alone
I’ll die on my own
Why send a message when I know they won’t show  
My body turn to stone
Jumping from a building hope I make a hole
Secure my death, so now I start living 
This is the moment i get to fuckin feel it
 
Been numb for years so I gotta ease in 
But damn it’s good to not need a reason
can you even blame me for the life that i'm leaving
As far as Im concerned this my mother fucking meaning
So prove me wrong
You all want me gone
I can see it in your eyes so I'll sing it in a song
You lie through your teeth
So honestly how can you tell me to breath

If I wanna die then that’s what I’ll be
The light I will see
But turn red cause heaven ain’t for me
Felt so much pain so what’s a little more
My blood it will pour
From ceilings like gore
And yall gonna clean It like chores
I got outta the ward, 
Just a few weeks ago and now we pill poppin,
2 grams of  seroquel thats 5 times my dose and .4 of wellbutrin just for the joke
Then i grab the drank and lit up some smoke
Waitin for the end but it never came,,,,
Damn that shit was lame
Why didn’t I OD im just in some shame
i'm the one to blame
So please, drown me in pain, no I'm not sane, these just my ways, so guide me to my grave, okay?

Throwing bricks through a window,
Got bitten by a widow
It's fine we don't care tho
We keep on marchin on, pretending that we’re strong
But on the inside we crumble from our wrongs
Shatter like a bong
Shit I need a drink
Some alcohol and weed
The disolver and some heat
My death and it’s means
A car and a tree
Let’s all fucking bleed, then you’ll fucking see, let’s all fucking bleed,

Gas on the carpet,
Shit i think i'll spark it
Flames like a market
All red like she scarlet
Jazz like she harlem
I know my scars alarmin
I know i’ve been self harming
I know i've done some wrongin’
But at least they'll play my songs
And at least they'll know my heart 
they'll see as it turns dark
The chain that left my mark

Face her in the eye, 
Yea See her in the sky
This a double homicide
And i'm playing with a nine, 
Wish I had nine lives
I’d end it all nine times
Don't hope i end up fine
Don't hope i end up fine

put the trigger to my head
I know they want me dead
I know they all see red
Oh please don't give me meds
The lexapro don’t work, 
the trazadones a blur
The zyprexa makes me hurt
My blood it start to spurt 
And it's all because of her
And yes im fucking sure
They’re other fucking reasons
But she’s my main meaning
And now she’s fucking gone
And my blood won’t stop it's leaking
And this pain is fucking endless and you best believe i mean it
I seen it
I saw it,
Our love she went and pawned it
Goddamn i think i lost it
Goddamn i think i lost it

And over all my years
I've packed on just more tears
I've lost my will to hear
I've lost my will to steer
I'll crash into some steel
The metal it will heal
But my coffin will be sealed
At Least i'll feel some real
Without the fuckin pills
Without the fuckin pills
Clear my minds of ills
Let’s all fucking bleed, then you’ll fucking see, let’s all fucking bleed, I
hope the bullet stings

Oh god i love the pain
Endorphins in my brain
I adore the fucking shade
I'm always in the way 
Another forest view stay
Yet i still chase a blade
Yes i am insane, and yes i feel the shame
So i just replace 
The emptiness with pain
The emptiness with anger
My friends turned to strangers
My lover turned to danger
So i rip the banger
Gotta stay high if i wanna meet my maker

I want to fucking cut,
I've seen just quite enough
In this life i just feel stuck
I've used up all my luck
To live is just to tough
My feeling just turned numb
So i'll grab a gun
And end it with some fun

Lets All Bleed

Lyrics are better than the actual sound, I just make it for fun so idrc about quality

Hell&Me

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