Would I

Don't Be

Hungover

Walking on a dock
Pills I'm bout to drop
MDM-fucking-A
I just neva stop
Rolling up some dope like some fucking stones
Cant go home

I ain't got no worth
What the fuck is earth
I don't got words
So I stand in silence n' hope it fucking works

Ooh Ooh Ooh Oohohohoh

Everything's a dream
All this pain I breathe
It's a night sky but I don't wanna see
Darkness surrounds
I hope it swallows me
Cause I can wake 
And I can't dream 
I don't wanna sleep
Nothing good for me
Cut off my head 
And toss it to the sea
Oh hell is where I would be
I would be
If I had the balls to go and end it all

Ooh Ooh Ooh Oohohohoh

Ooh Ooh Ooh Oohohohoh

Pain Again

Lost in my head 
Playing loops left on read
Friends turned enemies i hope they all turn dead
Ima waste of space
So i'll smoke me up one eighth
Not feeling great but i don't hope that i'm okay
Rather see a grave then keep on fucking livin
I hope i go missing
Lost in the forest and i'll die while i'm limping
Dripping red like a liver
Im gon kill but just a sliver
Blood flowing like river
Ima jump in, ill go drown and yall should fuckin live
Ima sacrifice while yall just fucking sit
If you ever hear my name you’ll prolly fucking spit
Y'all saw my feelings and hit a fucking lick
Yall setting fires while i'm just setting hits
I look at the sun then scream this is fucking it
Gun at my head and watch as the hammer slips
Shit goes boom and the switch to my life flicks 

Said it takes time
Well that shit took my life
Too much effort so I just pulled a knife
Why even try when I know I'll  just die
Said you want time well come take mine
Take my fucking eyes
Let me go blind
Don't wanna see your face it just makes me cry
Knowing i can't have it and knowing i'll go bat shit
Head needs some magic
Pills get dropped while i pass on my mattress
Im just a fucking addict
How am i still at it
I know it fucking hurts so why do i still have it
See a car and ill gap it
See a tree and I'll smash it
Drinking and its splashing
I wish that it was acid, oh god let me have, god let me have it, let me fucking pass it, this life aint worth, i dont want it back
I just want it black
If i never see more then I’ll never see the bad
Never see the road that led to my gash
All across my body got cuts like a badge
They know im fucking mental I dont even need a pass
So let me get a glass
Let me get a glass

Pour me up a pint
I'll keep tellin lies
Act like im okay so they dont ask if im alright
But every day inside my mind is a fight over life
Is it even worth or is it even right
Why do they hold spite
Why do i use drugs over my own mental might
But i dont get answers so in this life i have no sight

BLIND?

mental: @mental
kam michael: @kammichaelmusic

spotify!

Pain ft. Kam Michael (prod. mental)

Heres a pre-released song off of my upcoming EP uwu
(im trash at singing ik)


tomcbumpz: @tomcbumpz

Save My Soul (prod. tomcbumpz)

prod: @mental
mixed: @mental and @kammichaelmusic

mental was here OwO

Worried (prod. mental)

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

Dear Momma (prod. tomcbumpz)

Lyrics are better than the actual sound, I just make it for fun so idrc about quality

Pain Again

Hell&Me

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