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Out Of Phase - Bestie I'm Afraid To Ask You This

honestly idk about this one, i just had a weird dream today and i thought hunting accident sounded catchy for a song

Hunting Accident

Guitar At Night

still have lots to share but yea

where u are is the place that im at
ur brain is tangled in
all the thoughts you have
you dont show
you bring them to sleep
like little little child

guess ure better off alone
in ur little tiny zone

i wish i could tell you
but i just cant understand myself
what i can do is
make ur day
how was ur day
hope ur okay
wish i could stay

(verse2)
by the time when i think im feeling fine
id like to think that this would last 100 nights
i dont show
i bring them to sleep
like a little little child
guess im better off alone 
in my little tiny zone

i wish i could tell you
but i just cant understand myself
what i can do is
make ur day
how was ur day
hope ur okay
wish i could stay

i cant be close to you
cause im so closed to me
guess i dont know 
anything
anymore , so

im slipping away
but i cant help it
the words that you say 
its barely helping
im leaving today
i cant choose
so what am i
what am i
why why why

someday i imagine you holding someone else
ur such a good fit i can never tell myself

sadi

little tiny zone

BETTER VER: https://soundcloud.com/afamana/go-ahead-lose-a-friend-remix

I’ve been thinking about you lately 
And the thoughts just drive me crazy
Cause you’ve been talking about me daily
Like we never really met

They all act like they don’t know me
And the thought just drives me crazy
Well I guess they just don’t deserve me
As I say it all over again

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend 
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Go ahead lose a friend for your boyfriend
Just don’t show up and think that I could be your bridesmaid

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Just don’t show up when you’ve broke up and you’re lonely
You’ll probably miss me and say shit things like you’re sorry

I thought we were kinda pretty
And the thoughts just drive me crazy
But I don’t care about you lately
They said I should act more friendly 
(so)
Maybe ill dive right in the pool of telling myself
I’m not the fool
Maybe ill dive right in the pool of

Try living in a new city
Again and again and again

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend 
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Go ahead lose a friend for your boyfriend
Just don’t show up and think that I could be your bridesmaid

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Just don’t show up when you’ve broke up and you’re lonely
You’ll probably miss me and say shit things like you’re sorry


Bet if I told them I cried
They would know that you lied
So go put up a smile
And live a good lie

Bet if I told them I cried
They would know that you lied

Grow up grow up
This songs for you
This songs for her too
Maybe I’m not the best
But at least I’m not a mess for you

go ahead lose a friend

hellooo (lyrics below)

its been so long 
your hairs gone long
we never talk cos it seems so wrong
still sing the songs
we sang along to
and no-one knew
they dont need to

we never talk
cos it seems so wrong
we act as if 
we dont get along
think its better for now
but i feel so numb
how about you?
how are u?

why cant i just tell my day to you
just like we always do
and youll tell ur day and we’ll be okay
but now it sounds so rude

guess we’ll never be the same

u act like u felt nothing?
but i swear we felt something
what was that for?

was it true, i have no clue
u could tell it just between us two
i want to talk this through
we need to talk this through 

why cant i just tell my day to you
just cos i want to
we’re better off just thinking we both changed
dont u think that too?

guess we’ll never be the same
and ill always feel this way

and ill always feel this way
but im hoping im okay
ill be okay , ill be okay

numb

fav cover so farr +++  soren/beabadoobee instrumentals by urs truly

Soren -Beabadoobee (COVER)

big poppa.

sample by Michael Kim-Sheng : https://youtu.be/mb7_lAmHUfk

yesterday has passed but i still miss you

Vocals by shadeeqap and eggboi
Produced by eggboi, tendo, and afamana

https://soundcloud.com/v3n0m-xd
https://soundcloud.com/tendonintendo
https://soundcloud.com/shadeeqap
https://soundcloud.com/afamana

(illghosts)


[shadee]
I just wanna know what i am 
and how ill act
restarting my own road
wont give a damn    

dream high driving home and living live so graceful
but youre stuck stressin bout the same girl
cos u dont wanna wake up
so i guess she’ll waste ur time like time wont heal…

[eggboi]
Going crazy
All these mfs acting rly shady            
I don't trust em                  
Choose the wrong one then this be my fucking downfall

Wake up ( u dont wanna wake up, u dont wanna wakeup) 
We gon leave u
Less u keep yo mfing grind

Turn up lil boy
we gon fucking fly

[shadee]
they dont wanna know
they just roam and never act
restarting my own road
wont give a damn 

you think we can end up like Ross and Rachel 
from FRIENDS but youre stuck in the friendzone
bet you dont wanna wake up
so i guess ill waste your time like time wont heal 

i should probably  落ち着いて [ochitsuite=relax]
keep yo grind up but watch out cos all these kids are fake
if u dont try to wake up
so i guess i'll waste ur time like time wont heal

N to the G cos i dont even miss u [NG = a japanese term for notokay/NO GOOD]
when im back i wont even think to tell u 
cos u wont even wake up 
so dont make me waste ur time cos time wont heal

[eggboi]
Going crazy
All these mfs acting rly shady            
I don't trust em                  
Choose the wrong one then this be my fucking downfall

Wake up ( u dont wanna wake up, u dont wanna wakeup) 
We gon leave u
Less u keep yo mfing grind 

Turn up lil boy
we gon fucking fly

[shadee]
restarting my own road
flying high not looking back
i just hope u know
i cant wait to see u grow

wake up

Try Again (Demo)

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