oath of vengeance - Nitheful. i do not own this song

Oath Ov Vengeance (feat. CJ McCreery Ov Immortal Disfigurement)

Eddyverse

carving the noise

This song came much later in my life, during the 2000s when I was part of a car club called "Silent Rage." The name of the club inspired the song, but the lyrics tapped into something much deeper - that feeling of controlled fury that builds up inside when life keeps pushing you around.

By this time, my songwriting had evolved significantly from those teenage heartbreak ballads of the mid-80s. "Silent Rage" is darker, more aggressive, with a heavy metal edge that reflects both my musical growth and a different kind of emotional landscape. Where my high school songs were about romantic betrayal, this was about life's broader frustrations - the kind of anger that simmers beneath the surface until it explodes.

The imagery in this song is much more intense: "A beast that's longing to explore," "A hurricane beneath the skin." I was writing about that moment when composure finally cracks, when you can't maintain the calm facade anymore. The repetitive chorus builds like the pressure it describes, and I specifically wrote in stage directions like "[Scorching Guitar Solo]" because I could hear exactly how this should sound - raw, aggressive, unrelenting.

The bridge represents that breaking point: "Erupting now, can't hold it back / The world around fades to black." It's about complete loss of control, which was a more mature theme than I could have tackled as a teenager.

What's interesting is how the car club connection influenced the whole vibe. We were all about power, speed, and that controlled aggression you need behind the wheel. The song became an anthem for that energy.

Decades later, with AI technology, I was finally able to hear "Silent Rage" with the heavy, driving sound I always envisioned. The contrast between this and my earlier, softer songs shows how both my life experiences and musical tastes had evolved, but the core need to express raw emotion through lyrics remained constant.

Silent Rage

i dont wanna (be alive)

Orbit Culture - Sun Of All

Hatebreed

Hands of a Dying Man

Pollution of the Soul

ZUGZWANG

Wake up!
see the nightmare re-surface
you feel the mornings light burning your skin again
amalgamation of  a sick, dark and wicked kid
to bear witness you're the forefront of failures bitch
So tear at your flesh
so that you can find
inherent control and lessened pressures 
In your desperation, you try and scream 
your screams are drowned by the laughter
now watching your world as they're dissolving it into black
pierce the hull and reveal the vermilion of all your worthlessness


writhing in the maw of this parasitic societal discombobulation
this earth has now built for itself.
ever feeding its own narcissistic porcelaneous self image 
of a parallel mirrored existence 
arduous manifestations seeking only acceptance
from the eager circles of a clone

I can almost taste the tears of your whole family 
step of this ledge and say goodbye as the noose tears away at your neck


each day its getting harder to smile
the truth void in the blank hollowed look in your eyes  
to think that  life can so easily rewind
as the film of a VHS tape
could you bear to live through the vicissitudes
or would you choose to snuff out everything that could of been
the fire engulfing the wick

every day moves in slow motion
see it now? our kind is fleeting 
traject the mark of sui genris
Bliss found within the jotted lines of  paramilitary actions
we've never  walked this close with death until now
calculating, patiently waiting for the right time to strike
the storm imminent and ever approaching

we will shake the radio waves, fill your screens 
with the horror we've felt all these years 
there's no turning back 
and now we will fucking be heard  

vultures among us
will you choose to give out and die like prey?
or become the apex being

Haunting Me Endlessly

Shadows Fall

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