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I was never broken.
I was calibrating.

I learned the language of collapse
By letting structures fall
Every fracture taught me form
Every silence wrote the law

They called it failure
I called it data
Blood in ink, I annotate
I don’t pray for absolution
I reverse-engineer fate

Count the scars like numbers
Watch them turn to code
I don’t fear the glitch
I built the road

I don’t make mistakes
I make methods
Every error sharpens me
I weaponize the lesson

Crash, repeat, ascend
I survive by design
If this world runs on failure
Then I perfected mine

I kissed the edge of every rule
Just to feel it bend
Learned how gods are built
By watching idols end

Trial by fire, baptism by noise
I choose the chaos, not the choice
You call it losing control
I call it finding my voice

Break it down to truth and bone
Strip the myth, expose the spine
I don’t fall apart
I re-align

I don’t make mistakes
I make methods
Every error sharpens me
I weaponize the lesson

Burn the map, redraw the end
Evolution by design
If this world runs on failure
Then I perfected mine

Error is not the enemy
It’s the instruction
The system didn’t break
It listened

RUN IT AGAIN
RUN IT WRONG
RUN IT UNTIL I BECOME

Method
Method
Method

I don’t make mistakes
I make methods
Watch me rise from what I wrecked
This was never an accident

Error taught me everything
I needed to know
About how to survive
And how to go further

Method to Error

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Breaking Free

Verse 1

I wake up tired from sleeping
Like rest never really comes
My head’s loud before the daylight
Like the war’s already won

Thoughts collide at a hundred miles
Can’t slow down, can’t focus in
My mind won’t shut the fuck up
And it’s only 6 a.m.

Pre-Chorus (build)

I’m not broken enough to scream
Not strong enough to feel okay
Overloaded, overwhelmed
Frozen by the smallest thing

Chorus (big, aggressive clean)

Depression doesn’t scream my name
It whispers and it stays
Anxiety lives in my chest
And it never goes away

I don’t want to disappear
I just want my head to slow
I’m fighting wars inside my mind
That nobody else will know

Verse 2 (tighter, heavier)

My ADHD won’t let me rest
I start ten things, finish none
I hate myself for falling behind
Like I already lost the run

I lose my words mid-sentence
Forget what I was trying to say
They call it lazy, call it wasted
But they don’t see the fight I face

Pre-Chorus 2 (short, tense)

My heart beats like a warning sign
Like something bad is next
I replay every moment
Until I’m buried in my head

Chorus (repeat, heavier guitars)

Depression doesn’t scream my name
It waits until I’m weak
Anxiety keeps telling me
I’m too much just to breathe

I don’t want to fade away
I just want to feel okay
I’m holding onto anything
That gets me through the day

BREAKDOWN (HALF-TIME / SCREAMED)

(This is where it SLAMS)

My brain won’t shut off
My chest won’t slow down
I’m medicated just to function
Just to stay around

Some days it helps
Some days it doesn’t
I hate that I need it
But I hate quitting more

I don’t want to die
I just want relief
I don’t want to disappear
I just want some fucking peace

Final Chorus (anthem + rage)

Depression doesn’t own my soul
Even when it feels like home
Anxiety can shake my body
But it doesn’t get control

I don’t need to be fixed tonight
I just need to stay alive
If I’m still breathing, I’m still here
And that means I still fight

Outro (spoken / screamed, drop instruments)

My mind is loud
But I’m still here

Redemption (Live)

Shadows Fall