Why is it everytime I hear this a certain experience plays over and over and over in my head

oh.. my... fucking... god...... this is one of the most beautiful things ive ever layed my ears upon

is anyone out there? 
i promised if i made it out, i’d find love again
i won’t forget the life we’ve lived

we’ll never get back the time spent
i won’t pretend i’ll find love again
i faked a smile and found the end

i’m tired of all the doubt
the broken promises
don't know if i’ll ever make her proud
i’m sorry my life’s a mess

i’m trying to make it out
but something pulls me in
i never know how to find myself
i’m sorry i can't commit

i won't trust ever again
was i the cause of this?

i want to know what i did to ruin this
i’d love to find the reason i exist
just tell me if the lies will end

i’m tired of all the doubt
the broken promises
don't know if i’ll ever make her proud
i’m sorry my life’s a mess

i’m trying to make it out
but something pulls me in
i never know how to find myself
i’m sorry i can't commit

i won't trust ever again
was i the cause of this?

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a lost promise

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Ghalouzz

epitomeoffailure

Jaron Armlin

HolyDiver

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ice watcvh

Sorry Im Byslexic

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