this song always helps me when I'm sad about the loss of my father

what is that sound clip in the middle of a girl talking

So much emotion. This is a work of art, you do not have a bad song at all. Please never stop making music 🖤🦋

Old Me

old me w/ GGLeak

@sorrow_bringer 🖤
mixed & mastered by me 💛
[Audio Sample from King's Game]
~~lyrics~~
it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

hoping i heal, but i'm proof of the damage
everyone i kill's either hungry or manic
refuse any pills that i'm offered, then panic
if i'm really real, would you feel if i vanish?
let's trace back to the start
i ain't got no time here to waste on my heart
if i wanted peace, i believe i would be "anybody"
can't feel defeat when i'm coated in honey

permanently flawed; let me get my head straight
living at the cost; on the brink of being dead weight
no headspace, just silence.
what do you expect when the sky's blaring sirens?
but i knew the consequences all along
i used too much strength tryna grow stronger
the rapture, and endless disaster

take me by the head 
(okay)
leave no evidence 
(nor trace)

the moon is turning red
the air is so condensed 
simple lives and foolish lies
i raise a knife up to my eye
if one should seek, then one shall find
but what if i've already died?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife
like it wants in my gut

sugar in the spice
fuck i'm outta luck
but i never went in 
cause it wouldn't be enough
colder than the night
wonder if your touch
feels a saint from above throwing up
from above throwing up

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬...
𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦?
𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦... 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦,
𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵?

it'd be hella nice
if i knew what i want
everybody want a chance 
but they stay fucking up
ion wanna talk
think i've had enough
i'm staring at the knife 
like it wants in my gut
like it wants in my gut...

sugar in the spice (sorrow bringer)

From 9 Trips Through Space and Time by SFS. Ambient soundscapes exploring space, time, the Universe and you. Relax and enjoy!

SFS - 01 CLOCK TIME

I love you all! please go check out Lux and Guardin!!
@lux_45
@guardinmusic

LYRICS-

Yung van:
Call me back I need you right now
On the ground as the rain pours down
Where'd you go when i needed you 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Call me back as the rain pours down
On the ground I need you right now 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Where'd you go when I needed you 
I called you but I can't speak
But I can hear you breathing
I'm wide awake cause I can't sleep
and I can only think of you

guardin:
think too much, i'm so lost, where my head go?
 trippin' now, blankin' out to the echo
all i fears finally here, movin' mad slow 
pacing now, trace your frown when i let go 
falling back into the depths of my own mind
 i'd be lying to you baby if i said that i was fine 
i've been rearranging furniture & finding stuff inside 
like the crystals in my pockets that you probably left behind 
i don't wanna be without you 
baby i am not okay without you

FOLLOW MY MAN LUX!!!

you were my best friend w/ guardin (Prod. Lux45)

rest in peace mom
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
so what’s next? to let myself go? 
life closed the stretch of that road
i could have been there in the end, but selfishness left me alone
i’ve dropped a lot of my hopes
no home, and nowhere to go
tried not to stress, but now you're dead and buried
how could i have known the end of your life would that sudden? 
i felt so attacked
i’m caving in
might fade away just to escape what i know 
but that’s how we die, and it’s sad
forget all the plans that we had 
i’m caving in
might fade away just to escape what i know 
what's next? to let myself go? 
life closed the stretch of that road
i could have been there in the end, but selfishness left me alone 
i’ve dropped a lot of my hopes
no home, and nowhere to go
tried not to stress, but now you're dead and buried
how could i have known?

("i know when i said goodbye to him, that it wasn't goodbye forever
when i see him again he won't be in pain, and he won't be weak")

but that’s how we die, and it’s sad
forget all the plans that we had 
i’m caving in 
might fade away just to escape what i know

prod/mix/master by me

missing your wake

lyrics:

I dont believe in words unsaid,
ya you can leave but you can never forget
and she still haunts the sheets in my bed
tell me will I feel her ever again
im unfamiliar with this whole charade
games made insane, something changed
how'd it turn to nothing out of the blue?
but i dont want no young bitch, i dont want no dumb bitch
i dont want no hoes in my phone i want you

oh wont you just pickup the phone, like you used to
save your shit baby, girl you know, what you do
to me, i would die to ride around you and i
one more time, i tried, you leave, no goodbyes
now hellos, out the window again
and ya i get it shit ends, just wish that i could get you out of my head
stay simply, unsocial
dont text, call back like most do
but still treat a girl right cause im oldschool
not fuckin on hoes when im supposed to
come back to me, just one more night
swear i could make it feel like a lifetime
i could make you feel like an angel in the nighttime
daytime phantom cut from his lifeline
maybe im better off dying
think its time for me to probably stop trying so you can
keep my sweater, hold it forever
whatever helps, helps you remember
all the things that we'd been waiting for together

I dont believe in words unsaid,
ya you can leave but you can never forget
and she still haunts the sheets in my bed
tell me will I feel her ever again
im unfamiliar with this whole charade
games made insane, something changed
how'd it turn to nothing out of the blue?
but i dont want no young bitch, i dont want no dumb bitch
i dont want no hoes in my phone i want you

never again - single

never again w/poloralphmacchio (prod. iamkyler)

A single from the +333 album coming soon! 

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ King Theta ✨
💎 @kingtheta 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/kingtheta/ 💎

✨ 4evr ✨
💎 @4evrgone 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/4evrgone/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

lyrics:
(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

don’t want to digress 
back to feeling depressed 
and the thoughts on my mind
when i would cut my chest
they keep pushing my limits 
i can’t keep on testing
it makes my heart glistens 
when your not here stressing
and now i’m stuck spinning
i’m spinning around in my room
and i’m trapped in a cage 
that i bound to myself
my anxiety keeps on its pushing me 
i can’t be fine till your in my company

(king theta)
A polaroid picture of you in a drawer
A permanent fixture I try to ignore
If I say I miss her she might here the whispers
I'm quaking, a fissure is breaking the floor

Silver tongue,
Did you wanna send me backwards?
(Or more likely you just don't care)
Fill my lungs,
I breathe a beautiful hazard
(I grow ill, I know that you're right there)

(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

stream ❄️

whiplash w/ king theta (prod. 4evr)

Lyrics:

(love is just what we need sometimes,
love is all we need, 
love is just what we need sometimes)

ive been feelin heavy
pressure in my chest
trouble with my heart
and pain in my head
they say healin takes time 
but it gets hard to decide
which wound i should numb tonight
(X2)

if u look into my eyes
youll see a man with thoughts of suicide
screamin at the sky
askin why hes too fuckin pussy to die
he doesnt know why
he holds onto life
haunted by the times
fate burned out his lights
but the cost, was his life
he dont think its right
always gettin up
to get left behind

ive been feelin heavy
pressure in my chest
trouble with my heart
and pain in my head
they say healin takes time 
but it gets hard to decide
which wound i should numb tonight
(X2)

if you look into her eyes
youll see a girl who scared of suicide
screamin at the sky
(sky)
asking why she still wants to fuckin die
she doesnt know why
she clings onto life
broke so many times
no tears left to cry
if the cost is her life
shell think its fine
always gettin up
to get left behind

but this aint what they wanted
they never got a chance
to cure who fucked em up last
when did they get haunted
they like to ask
the ghost of their miserable past
she had hopes, he had dreams
they only wished for a ride or die team
something they've only seen
mo money
mo drinks
mo smoke
dont think
they've been tucked in too many times
they cant fuckin sleep
FUCK

ive been feelin heavy
pressure in my chest
trouble with my heart
and pain in my head
they say healin takes time 
but it gets hard to decide
which wound i should numb tonight
(X2)

(love is just what we need sometimes,
love is all we need, 
love is just what we need sometimes)

tuck me in pt. 2 (prod. born hero)

Im Bad For You

imbadforyou

@sewerperson
@guccihighwaters

prod by me oobv get w the times

Down and Out (feat. sewerperson & guccihighwaters)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

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missing your wake

shae delea

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