Name: just a dream by shaery
Duration: 1 min 9 s
Description: что за хуня получилось я в ахеое

god wanna kill me

The Craving

The Craving (single version)

this song took me about 2-3 months to make. very happy with what ive got so far, hoping to go forward with this style in my next ep (or album, im not actually very sure!!). was hoping to get this song out by september knowing that its suicide prevention awareness month, but my distributor decided that itll come out on the first of october 😭. regardless, at least i made something. take the meaning how you will, i tried making its message more versatile and applicable to other instances of grieving. "hope i reach your heart beyond" 💙

Download this song: https://infqlse.bandcamp.com/

🎶 LYRICS:
**(Verse)**
A never-ending game of hide-and-seek
Don't know if I'll keep counting or looking
How am I supposed to find something that I can't see
Every turn I've taken hurts like a sting

I'm sorry nobody heard you cry
I'm sorry that nobody believed you
I never really got to say goodbye
I should've been a better friend to you

**(Chorus)**
I pray that you're at peace now
Hope you made it safely past the gates
Can't help but notice how I'm
Still holding on to this feeling

5 months and I'm still waiting on
The text I left you long ago
Still hoping that you'll respond
When I see you later, I'll make sure to let you know

(I hope you're happy now)
(I'm afraid I wanna join you)
(I'll see you in another world)

**(Verse)**
Don't think I'll ever get used to this (sigh) moment of silence
The dishes don't pile up like they used to
The house is silent, less of a distressed mess

Every time I look up to the sky, I feel
Sorry for the times that I hurt you
No one really got to hear your "why"
The letter you left was split in two

**(Pre-Chorus)**
Pardon me but I took a peek into your notebook
Saw 14 circles, 12 were blue and 2 were yellow
Sucks to see that I fully trusted you were fine
But deep down I wished I knew what you were thinking

**(Chorus)**
I pray that you're at peace now
Hope you made it safely past the gates
Can't help but notice how I'm
Still holding on to this feeling

5 months and I'm still waiting on
The text I left you long ago
Still hoping that you'll respond
When I see you later, I'll make sure to let you know

When my time comes I'll look for you
Hope to someday see you by the gates
While I'm still here I'll make you
Proud now that I know what you've been through

5 months and I'm still holding on
Still learning how to take things slow
Hope I reach your heart beyond
When you see me later, make sure to let me know

-- LINKS --
⭐ website (carrd): https://infqlse.carrd.co/
⭐ art commissions: https://artistree.io/request/infqlse
⭐ donate: https://ko-fi.com/infqlse

Discord: https://discord.gg/FEm2zj4
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@infqlse
Gaming Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@infqlse_tv
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/infqlse/

hope youre happy now

что за хуня получилось я в ахеое 

just a dream

whats the point? (inspired by chandol)

гламурный подонок

epilogue (how our universe goes) - Dominic Fike

The Contract

i know this isn't like my normal stuff but i've started listening to joji's music while also watching his filthy frank videos and i noticed that some of the chorus loops for this song are not the best so i decided to make my own edit of it c:
what i used in this edit:
Fried Noodles - Pink Guy/Pink Omega (Original Audio/Lead Vocal Filter/Ad Lib Filter)
Fried Noodles - onkz (Remake Instrumental)
you suck charlie - Joji (Original Audio)
Into You - Ariana Grande (Snap Stem)
Sometimes - Ariana Grande (Official Stems)
She's So Nice - Pink Guy (BGV Filter)
Touch It - Ariana Grande (BGV 4 Stem)

just a dream

shaery

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