feeling whitney

lyrics:

i’ll have u lead the way

cos it’s been long day for us both

don’t tell me when ur done

it’s too way too quiet to move on



learning to be present for the both of us

when u have too move on


i’m here for you

right now

right now

i look out to

see something that’s different going on



i took the leap of faith 

landed all down right down on my face

i know u looked away from me

when i was there still awake


it’s so hard to realize what you’ve always done was never what u meant



i been far from home before

it’s knocking at ur door

i’m knocking at ur door

it’s harder than it was before 

i’m not sure what i’m looking for 

but i’m asking

i’m asking 

i been far from home before

it’s knocking at ur door

i’m knocking at ur door

it’s harder than it was before 

i’m not sure what i’m looking for 

but i’m asking

i’m asking

present

Made a cheeky drum & bass chune😆
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Shahiru-been-here-before-lyrics

Been here before [Shahiru]

i fucking love this song bruh, had to do this for me.

instruments/instrumental/vocals entirely by me

really hope johnny pierce see this eventually

blood under my belt (the drums cover)

https://soundcloud.com/raegun240
vocal mix by @.gau55

pretend +raegun (prod. cloudlou)

GOOP HOUSE VOLUME SIX

Kari X Bond X Soutjay - Come Home

pre-save my new song "honeydew": https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/monikrr/honeydew

prod. monikrr
@elidrinksgrapemilk is the reason this exists

guests (in order):
@alaskasargent
@amplifi-beats
@defordtunes
@pickset
@prodfltr
@1_adri
@taiyoukeis

monikrr:
hey so this song is pretty silly
and there's like 10 soundgoodizers on the master
so yeah
enjoy
ok
bye
love u
mwah

i think you'll be the death of me
i haven't been myself in a couple weeks
i want to throw my phone into the fucking wall
and i feel a sense of urgency
like t he feeling you get when you have to pee
but you've been kicked in the fucking balls

tearing down the walls
look at us running in circles again
i think i'd rather fall
than dream of you in my bed
cos even in my sleep
i'm finding meaning in the things that u said
and i just want it to end, but i don't want us to end

you got pretty fucking lucky
to be the one in my head
but when u say you love me
it's at my fucking expense
cos everywhere i look
i'm finding meaning in the things that u said
and i just want it to end, but i don't want us to end

Alaska Sargent:
your voice is muddied and disheveled
your words reduced to artificial
frequencies sat upon my dashboard
my beating heart sits below the threshold
my cries don't echo beyond the fabric
your simple wish leaves me feeling candid
the bittersweet taste
of what i had before

monikrr:
hook

amplifi:
sometimes i wish i could ctrl z
to reattempt what i could not see
tunnel vision, lack of periphery
yeah my hindsight is 2020
 
sometimes i wish i could ctrl z
and tell her what she meant to me
make a wish, there's no genie
make it real, do you feel me?
 
sometimes i wish i could control z
my girl telling me i'm going oh tee tee
but i can't help it, it's just me
i won't chill out, adhd
 
sometimes i wish i could ctrl z
but i keep forgetting the hotkey
just like she forgot to want me
damn, i no longer want me
 
sometimes i wish i could undo
but maybe clear history will do
down ethanol until i puke
fuck this i still remember you

monikrr:
hook

DeFord:
DOO BEE DOO DIP BAAAH
IF YOU FIND ANOTHER LOSER YOU CAN END WITH A DRAW
AND DON’T SWEAT IT, IF IT STARTS TO GET BAD
YOU CAN DROP IT ALL AND RUN AWAY JUST LIKE YOUR DAD
SCOOP DEEP DOOP BOW
I THINK I WENT TO FAR SO I’LL JUST CUT IT OFF NOW

monikrr:
hook

pickset:
she knows that she's toxic
i need some time
been too fucked up with my fucking life
now i can't even close these eyes
i'm gon talk em down
cos i'm gonna stick around
never fading, never facing our fears

FLTR:
so in reality i wanna sing about some dumb shit
that's it, i don't know what the fuck that i should sing about
looking at myself, competitive drough, oh
lookin at myself thinkin bout my mental health
no matter what i say nobody seems to help 
no matter what i say nobody seems to care
might pull out my own hair
so these people stand and stare at me
like i'm a star with a weird ass stare
but when i go down, i ain't ever gon' frown

monikrr:
hook

Adri:
ears are bursting
i cant save it
crying out loud, hope you hear me
cause all the pain you gave, makes me sick
makes me sick
ma-ma-makes me sick
im trying to move on, but this pressure
is putting a hole right inside my head
i cant take back all the words that i said
now i fantasize 'bout you, by someone else
i cant take back what i said
i love you over all the hate

monikrr:
hook

taiyoukei:
don't need
to put
reverb
on your
mom to make her wet
i'm all she needs x2

sound/goodizer/cypher (w/ taiyoukei, Alaska Sargent, FLTR + more in desc)

need you now

lyrics:

And now my knees are beat and bloody
Bruised to death, face is sunken, eyes are muddy
I’ve been crying, as my drag myself away
I’ve been worrying about the ending of this day 

Cuz I broke up with a girl that I thought would be something 
To be the one person I definitely needed when I was younger

And now I’m outside with my brothers
Night sky, long drive, no emotions I’m

Greyrocking
After all this shit there ain’t no lip locking
Cutting off the poison from the start 
From running to my heart

Time stopped and
We stood there alone like we were on something 
Looking at each other in the eyes
The same ones I now despise

You look a lot like Marie Antoinette
Cuz you don’t care about nobody but yourself
And I could tell from first time you made me beg
To get away and deal with my mental health

And I’m tryna hold on
To this ever breaking string
No we can’t go on
Signs like this are heaven sent 

We gotta break off
This is just what’s best for you and I
This got me teared up
I don’t wanna do this I might die

Greyrocking
After all this shit there ain’t no lip locking
Cutting off the poison from the start 
From running to my heart

Time stopped and
We stood there alone like we were on something 
Looking at each other in the eyes
The same ones I now despise

We gotta break off
This is just what’s best for you and I
This got me teared up
I don’t wanna do this I might die
This hurts me too much
But I know Ima make it out alive
This the one way I’ll survive
And be the one take the dive
To take a chance on the ones who bet on me and put my pride aside
Just to say you made me blind
And be mature enough to thrive
I gotta

Greyrock you...

𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒚𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 - "...𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐠𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐬. 𝐈𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧’𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐫."

greyrocking. (prod. yungspoiler)

GAMES prod RKS

Broken

Super Music guy
https://soundcloud.com/errorfour
https://soundcloud.com/1decepticon

Been here before [Shahiru]

Shahiru (@shahirumusic)