spear thru my heart, i've been seein things
letters that u gave me, i still keep em near
memories in the kitchen, yeah i hold em dear
i want you close to me
why the fuck aren't you here

i've been slitting wrists since i was second year
they help me thru the pain, thru the stress and fear
i just cut myself when she's insincere
i know my death is near
i live my life in fear

keep my hair long cause i hate my face
i know that i'm ugly that's why she left me
i just put the phone down cause there's no one there
i leave the rest in seen
cause no one sees my pain

beaten to the ground now shit is not the same
i am so anemic cause i dislike beds
i have zero enemies besides myself
imma arrest myself
then imma rest in my grave

leukemia

a/k/a:

yuck fou, syden, codeine, oni, shredder, unlight, heyimsadlemmesmash, tears, lil tears, tears on my diamond chains, codeinebythepool, xxqore, kusonu, baby yorko, jeffrey dahmer's left nut, holy spirit, unholy, snubnose, ruger p series, high killa, lil cig, cigarette butt, cig roach, colton, lil jay jay, 2300 no brakes, s4d, lil sad boy, kaydon greer, woken era, kins, loomis, drvirus, lil lieu fan boy, walter white, snowmane, lil scrimma, lil booty, poona, blacked out shrooms, cancer cuh, lil toker

leukemia

shalls