lyrics


Gather your belongings 
Flirt with, “you’re a bad influence”
“youre a bad person” 
We both know I just laid there

Freudian slip 
I think you’re projecting 
I wasn’t that daring 
To prompt that a comment like this 

Thought that’d id feel better once I proved youre a liar 
joking when u said it but u know that im smarter
I know everything u think I dont 
Weaponized incompetence I know 

Thought that id feel better once I had all the power 
Twist our conversation to be almost about her 
Im playing the long game I swear it 
Im not a bad person 
If the blame is inherent 

radio static 
I see
shes been visiting
ive been tiptoeing 
and scoping it out

pinch my arm 
i was a little too messy 
ur good at getting the best of me 
but its turning around

ill keep quiet
and youll come by when its
dark out 
u can say whatever u want now
throwing words at my wall
my fingers are crossed out
is ur karma coming for me now

waiting till I know enough or incapacitated 
i cant tell 
 
Thought that’d id feel better once I proved youre a liar 
joking when u said it but u know that im smarter
I know everything u think I dont 
Weaponized incompetence I know 
Thought that id feel better once I had all the power 
Twist our conversation to be almost about her 
Im playing the long game I swear it 
Im not a bad person 
If the blame is inherent

bad person

lyrics:
hoppin in the shower
watch the water droplets race down your face
fill the room with laughter
over bad impersonations, god my tummy aches

and i wonder when we’re older
if you’re still scrubbing my hair
saving planets with our choices
do you think we’ll still be here?

but i don’t know, i don’t know

cause time moves
faster than we do
and in the end we’ll lose
but i don’t want anyone anyone but you

waking up at your side
greeted with your smiling stare, this is happiness
shitty as i feel i know
i’m falling faster than i’ve ever been

cause now i’m 
pressing all your flowers
in a book that we both read
sketching portraits of each other
while the night is long gone dead

yeah i don’t know

cause time moves
faster than we do
and in the end we’ll lose
but i don’t want anyone anyone but you
i don’t want anyone anyone but you

i don't want anyone anyone but you
forget about anyone anyone but you
yeah i only i only want you
cause i don't want anyone anyone but you

saving water (voice memo)

lyrics:

when i get dehydrated
and dizzy and spinning 
it almost feels like alcohol 
i pretend i am a big kid 

sometimes when that won’t work 
when im too tired to imagine 
i listen to my body 
and then i go for the real thing 

on the floor
in the corner of the party 
its a studio apartment 
with the big light on 

gulping down 
nice cocktails quickly 
lettin my phone get too low on charge 
just enough for a headache in the morning 
to let myself be a waste for once
just enough for the headache when the morning comes 

with a doctors note
im allowed to stay in bed
it was easier convincing 
by just making mom feel bad 

but the week is never over 
staring at my pen 
till im wishing i was nauseous 
getting dehydrated 
getting drunk to fake sick 
in the morning 

sometimes after i eat healthy 
or sometimes just not enough 
i think it’ll help me wake up happy
but it never really does 

stay in bed, watch sunlight on the ceiling 
manifesting my future but 
even on billboards and big screens 
 i’d still hate my guts

so im 
on the floor
in the corner of the party 
its a studio apartment 
with the big light on 

gulping down 
nice cocktails quickly 
a friend of a friend  
asks how writings coming along 
just enough to be nauseous when i get home 
and have to go to sleep for once 
and have to wait till the morning to make the song 

with a doctors note
im allowed to stay in bed
it was easier convincing 
by just making mom feel bad 

but the day is never over 
staring at my pen 
till im wishing i was nauseous 
getting dehydrated 
getting drunk to fake sick 
in the morning

fake sick

lyrics:
you can not make him stay 
nothing to do about the rain
just let the seasons change
soon there might just come a day
you wake to the sun in your face 
and you will not feel this way

what’s the use in holding on to the night as it turns to day
what’s the use in trynna make somebody change if they’d like to stay the same
you feel the weight on your shoulders
It’s so tiring fighting getting older
nothing left to do
may will turn to june

you can not make him stay 
nothing to do about the rain
just let the seasons change
soon there might just come a day
you wake to the sun in your face 
and you will not feel this way

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if u want to use my songs in your stuff pls don't be rude and give me some credit I really want to quit my day job it sucks <3

seasons change demo

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og demos and memos and jemos and lemos...

saving water (voice memo)

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