VERSE 1 
I’ve found myself in a rut,
I can’t shake.
Keep on making mistakes,
need to pump down my breaks.
I try to change,
but it feels all too strange.
Don’t wanna rearrange,
what has been in my brain.

(Instrumental)

VERSE 2
Displease, unease,
on a Sunday morning.
Tryna chill, smoke a J,
it’s my sweet remedy.

It’s how I cope,
you say stop with the dope.
I won’t stop with the dope,
I rather choke!

CHORUS 
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the pain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the strain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!

VERSE 3
Can’t help myself,
don’t need anyone else.
Leave me to my own self,
don’t need anyone’s help.

My soul’s already lost…
Just hang me on a cross…
So I go out like a boss…
I say hang me on a cross!

CHORUS
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the pain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the strain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!

BRIDGE
Just please leave me,
leave me alone to bleed.
Will not stop til I’m free,
and it’s all just a dream.

Don’t knock,
nobodies home.
Don’t call,
I won’t pick up the phone.
Just stop,
please leave me all alone.
Don’t knock man,
nobodies home!

CHORUS
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the pain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the strain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained…

INSANE!

O Dub

Lyrics

Like the 2 witnesses I’m spitten this, fire from thyn mouth, where did he come from, I was on the couch, at my house, took the narrow path to get here didnt even need to re route, I’m devout, I’m committed to the one who’s risen, from the wine I drank, and the bread I’ve bitten, I am one with the son, and the father within him, y’all don’t know what Ive been through, y’all aint seen my vision// See Christ told the truth and yuh he said that straight, in such way, his message could not be castrated, 

food that will never lose taste, never go past date, the enemy dont comprehend no way in hell could he relate // 

 I don’t wanna be the Goat, I’m straight up rollin with the lamb, I received the Holy Ghost and heard the plan, 

so imma shine this light while the father holds the lamp// Father please forgive me I think I might Im goin ham, damn, honey with the jam, that aint kosher, I only eat the bread of Heaven And I aint need no toaster, y’all wanna hear the truth y’all should lean in closer, if god don’t save you the devil will roast yuh//

  I hear angel I hear trumpets, I hear horses, We are triumphant, earth is scorching, don’t even know how high up we go, when we go to war its, the end of the torment, and the end of the morbid forces of darkness, all em dead, blood red, only leave fire debris and smoke in orbit, dear lord give me the anointing, of Elijah but kaioken times ten those portions// 

Right from the start, he declared the end,
I see the pattern, I see the trend//
 I hear the footsteps once again

Who told you that you’re naked, hiding in that bush and showing shame in thyn creation// I saw the light in the night and then I was free, Aint got no strings on me, why y’all trippin, all I did was follow and listen, to the spirit of the father and just stayed with him// and now I’m ballin like a baby and Im naked, father I pray you won’t reject me cause I’m Naked, I seek your face in my guilt and my shame so of course Im feeling  naked, but you said child don’t,
No don’t be afraid, afraid of being naked

Naked - Tyler Crocker Produced by ProducerX

H.O.M.E.

Down w/ o.p.p

Ë-Major

back 2 u (prodbykaan)      /// Johan,

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
revelations get me in my feelings almost every day
fantasize about my life ending in a graphic way
people in my life tell me "turn to God, turn to God"
but even when I do, the fucking asshole doesn't love me much
i've been praying for him
i've been fasting for attention
christians in my ear saying'
"you don't understand the vision, you don't get it
everything you go through is a mission
everything is hope and don't you think of nothing different"
man I hate those fucking sayings
everything is so dismissive
if it's real and heavens watching
why he lead me to a barrel?
i'm in peril, and he's smirking 
while he sends me down to hell
honestly I want someone to rip me from this spell
i don't have a problem with a god or any entity
just the idea of the ones we're taught religiously
the ones that truly love and support you through anything
the ones that supervise and really care about humanity 
thousand scars 
wrapped around my body from addiction
chest, thighs, arms, stomach looking like a victim
But I'm not, so keep your empathy cause I can't fucking stand it
ever since 12, i've been tormenting my body
praying for somebody but I guess he doesn't want me
now you're saving my abusers? yeah it's fuck you I reject the help
pride calling me like "dylan yeah I feel the same myself
that's the reason, when you feel alone I send my best to help"

i can write a million words but never come up close 
to expressing how much hate I carry coursing through my bones
i fucking hate myself so much more than anyone could know
for no reason, not at all
just a product of a broken home
growing up, alcoholic mom say she hates my guts
tell me I remind her of my father and that really cuts
cause at this point, I still loved her like a loyal son
even if I tried to get that back, man that shit is gone
sober now, family try to guilt me so I let her in
girl you had years, we will never be a fam again
what hurts the most 
is I don't even think you can remember it
blacked out, every single night while you torturing me
never told a soul I kept it on the down low
couldn't process fucking anything about that trauma
around 17, probably could of murdered if I'm honest
now I'm numb yeah she dead to me, I feel nothing about it
constant state of loneliness regardless of the situation
feel like I am stuck in the middle of disassociation
i can't feel loved, i don't feel wanted
i don't have a single friend that I don't feel i burden
feel like any partner i get, i don't deserve it
they realize that sooner or later and then they book it
fuck it, I'm forsaken i'ma vent it through my music
i go stupid, might not be the best at least this shit is ruthless

forsaken 2 (prod. venom)

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spotify playlist 18 hours 449 songs, makes you fully relaxed.
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This week's "Piano Music Magazine Video" available here.. 
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Happy if you enjoy this.. : )


#3716 (820 left): Feb. 16, 2024: Though in her lids hung the sweet tears of May (Japanese version)" again from Dec. 2, 2023) 
Today's pure primal piano music here. Happy if this music makes you feel peaceful.. : )
Looking for absolute natural beauty every day for Piano Ten Thousand Leaves. Target number is 4536 and 3716(81,9%) (Only 820 pieces remain) achieved today. Find my project.. : )
This piece may might have good 1/f fluctuation characteristic although I stopped investigating it each piece.

My new message: "Does it make sense to preserve it for 1000 years?"

Today's cover ART is created by #Midjourney (Art Generating #AI), according to my wish. Happy if you like it.

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I'm now making Archive site of Piano Ten Thousand Leaves project by utilizing #wordpress. Basically nice direction I've already gotten.. : )
Currently 1100 pieces already achieved. 
But this week I need to do something else, so I'm going to stop this task for a bit.


######## NEW 25th SELECTION ALBUM JUST RELEASED ########
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youtube: FULL VIDEO with 20 full songs in very high quality sounds
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spotify:
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Though In Her Lids Hung The Sweet Tears Of May - #3716 (820 Left) By Chair House 240216

My luv (Ft. Soffilaw) (ALL PLATS)

Lyrics :

[ Verse 1 ]
Why tell me why
You’re obsessed with me
Guarantee you we’ll never meet
Lies only telling you lies
But you still believe me
You’re good at French but there’s no we
[ Pre Chorus ]
Rollin stone going home
Leave me alone on my own
Drinking rounds losing count
No slowing down we crashing no doubt
[ Chorus ]
Waiting for another call
Choosing me was your fault
Said I’m gon break your heart babe
Don’t try to blame me when you fall
Did a lot of mistakes 
Caused a lot of heartbreaks
Can’t help it if I’m toxic
Why you bringing up that topic
[ Verse 2 ]
You saw me on our first class
Didn’t even notice you
You looked good in your jacket black
Remembering even what I drew
[ Pre Chorus ]
Rollin stone going home
Leave me alone on my own
Drinking rounds losing count
No slowing down we crashing no doubt
[ Chorus ] 2x
Waiting for another call
Choosing me was your fault
Said I’m gon break your heart babe
Don’t try to blame me when you fall
Did a lot of mistakes 
Caused a lot of heartbreaks
Can’t help it if I’m toxic
Why you bringing up that topic

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